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billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-12-2015
God damn it. Where did it go?
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
Ado about nothing follows:
I don't hide that my posts are mostly self serving. Still, concepts I extend are workable, universal, and sustainable; they obtain to quality in living. However, I admit I am in a sheltered, black and white 'Pleasantville;' I don't have any severe challenges at this time.
I am dry and without 'inspiration' to share ideas. Though I will mention my tendency is to not worry about a thing; TIME is on my side; I am going to live eternally/smile/seriously meant.
What advantage in projecting the conventional view of mortality? Were I to be wrong about 'death defying', would I get buried twice?
I highlighted serloco's remark about self-descriptor 'unbearable' to underscore how I am not even aware of limitations I continually reinforce. Awareness in such matters, allows for reworking mental mechanics.
Can you not see how disadvantageous to accept societal 'norms' without questioning? Don't you come to this forum to fundamentally change the dynamics in that regard?
So do that by drawing on essential wisdom deeper within your heart.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
serloco
".. i love you all still i am just sad and alone....... ...."
serloco, you are lagging in your controlled folly..
..billy has infinite trust in serloco that he would not allow billy to be hooked to anyone. I understand your depersonalization as well as yourself, regardless of the warmth emitted.. Christ serloco, I'm billy
I am going to erase this later
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
Don't ever tell me I don't have some sense of humor. Did you gag? Honestly? ?
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
Let's revive this
much better.. I just wanna have fun "erp"
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
just wait until billy moves into other dimensions with shifts of assemblage point. Naguals beware.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
deidicated to serloco
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
serloco is probably making me post this **** because I inferred I could not be hooked by him (her, it, whatever astonishing entity).
The devil made me do it.
I'm deleting all of it though.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
what I'm talkin' about
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-13-2015
serloco ah but billy i must say.. people can not hold you- no, but you hold yourself at times. what i mean is you have intent and have made goals for you and your world, for your play. and so now they move billy and you as you say are the director with the cues. you have set many now billy, and so they are all moving to your intent and this holds you.. yes indeed it does but you can release yoursef and reassign roles and motion, you can let go of past intent too and reset your choices.
The fucking words seem superfluous because you already know everything I will say, but I'll say them anyway. It was good form to send me away for a timeout with connectivity and purity as parting words. You know goddamn well that I cannot choose to be hooked to you. Whether I am/or I am not > makes no difference here. I move forward thinking I execute stone-cold detachment, as I know that is your virtue.
You are well beyond me, but this will change as you would wish. I'm nervy in the way I present myself, given I know full well of your immense abiltiies of sorcery. I'm in no hurry; but, if I should be, tell me to giddy up and go.
Sometimes, when I get it (power) in relating to you as my mirror, I do exhibit some fear. I have discovered I have virtually no limitations in the realm of billy/derek; this tells me you have no limitations either.
Mostly though, I am experiencing my freedom. Connectivity. Yes I DO realize what it is I am connnecting to. Purity is so beautiful, so very fucking beautiful. You are beautiful.
billy's basic detachment practice - serloco - 11-13-2015
hug, thanks for your time billy.. mua ha ha ha!
billy's basic detachment practice - serloco - 11-14-2015
i'm going on a date, wish me luck...wish me ***.. jk make out will be enough... yummy kisses
billy's basic detachment practice - serloco - 11-14-2015
a weary heart in a once cold world
thrown around n hurled,
torn a sunder,
used by girls
finds hope in a friendship
sweetness captivates his glance
and with a hope
of true romance
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
I have definitive words involving my certitude: This, as all else, moves from deepest inner essential carefree awareness on outward. To move along without the purity at base of origin is unwanted complexity derek. I know how easy it is to feel attracted to (lose SELF in that false ocean of treats). Of course we go there often, but NOT without discrimination (paying attention to where the true essence lies.
THIS is true and solid advice. You can thank me later.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
Oh, and if the indifference at the root of emptiness renders your controlled folly futile, I want you to know that this is a wonderful thing. You need only stop and allow emersion in that infinite futility with the intent of your awareness. The quickening fear dissolves therewith. I love you derek.
You like remedial courses. lol
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
Since I am conscious of the fact that others read what I offer, I want to remind those of the genuiness of context by illuminating it for this piece. That is, humans adorn themselves with substantial fabrication, and this not excluding the physical clothes and fashion. There are layers of psychological images covering the skin and bones. I am replete with them myself.
However, it is my perception that many humans have little 'personality' when completely exposed; I mean, there is not much authenticity beneath the fabric of images and clothing.
When I talk to you about serloco in context, it is my perception that he is real, and that his many various textures of threads worn are superfluous.
AND, this is not even to say serloco wears stretch pants; I've learned to interpret how he presents himself more at face value, and representing mature development. I say this about myself also.
billy's basic detachment practice - serloco - 11-14-2015
love is purpose, and is real, sturdy, and true, and it is not indifferent. it is unconditional. it is the saving grace of the indifference. sure att the core of freedom n choice, freewill, is a balance that stems indifferently, however this does not negate the love that created you and gave you that choice. choose purpose, life and love, even if you do so from a state of indifference. unconditional love is what creates the freedom we all seek. think about it. unconditional love, the freedom given to you to choose anyway n still be loved. it is no coincedence that love creates life.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
There is nothing contrdictory there. I am speaking to the art of pulling back in as a way. I appreciate the subtle primal awareness or/and feel of when I move inward even as I execute love's/life's machinations. I mean literally the primal longing held in check so as to feel love's desire in consuming patience, existential pangs of want galore. You TASTE this primal moving of awareness inward, identify with it, objectify it. Very powerful control, as opposed to the quickness of normal interaction, which tends to have crude elements.
Do you ever wonder where I come up with this ****? I am flowing out easily here.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
The funny thing about action arising from this profound demeanor is that any action, even the utterly crude and defamatory is right and 'graceful.' Irreverance of normal standards in this regard can be extremely delightful and emboldening, and the subject has no choice but to capitulate despite whatever outward protest.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
I am simply repeating your 'magic' (active knowledge in the void)
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
Anyway, whatever words you give something, are words you give something. You have no need to defend love to someone like me. The adjectives and knowledge of the subject are well removed from the actuality.
I do wish you luck.
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-14-2015
did you feel that? ?
billy's basic detachment practice - Billy - 11-15-2015
Cold detachment goes hand in hand with authenticity, but I am not without compassion, romanticism, sentimentality. All three of the aware persons in my lifetime abundantly possessed empathy; all three showed me how to become a more complete person.