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Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-02-2015
today i found god again. i had lost him for awhile. not completelt tho as he was still answering my desperate prayers. but i could not see himk apart from normal life. see he enters into life around me, and when i look for him he cvomes to me even inside of normal people or iobs. turns out many allies and iobs wanted the power i gave to god and i kept retracting it from them and fighting them away from me and god. i asked him stupidly to stop coming into people because the people hurt me. the other day their was a message on the wall and it said people hurt you, god saves you and protects you, people judge you and gid justifies you. it said more and i loved it and today i asked him to come back into my lofe again and in the music he sang to me and told me he was there for me again. i so love him he picks me up when i need him. he told me i am immortalized. he is helping me save my world. the people who know me said they do not trust me anymore since i came and went back from hell. i was evil for awhile and lost. but god saidf i am ok and to trust him and he told the people not to judge me but they kepty on doing so. i went to hell for them and to save many people from satan and his evil angels who were. i did well but i got very hurt and lost much of my goodness. today i touched jesus again and he sang to me about my real father. it was an old song but it sang to me fgrom my childhood and i knew the song for many years, just like i knew many songs but didnt know what they meant or what they were singing of then. but now is the past and the future and so it sings to me now and i can see it. and the song sang do i deserve to be alove after all i have done and went through and thwe song said hey who is answering right now implying that yes indeed god is ansdwering my prayers and telling the people thAT YES HE DOES DESERVE TO LIVE. its a good song it is called alive from pearl jam. it was answering my question too i had on my mind that day, today, about my parents and what and who they are and who my real father is. my god died. i died too. but we lived on through it and i found him again when i asked for him. in hell i lost jesus and satan and his angels and myslwf killed him away from us. today i told the iobs who told me he was dead that no he is not andf he is immprtal as is my god. i prayed and said god and jesus are alive and aksed them please if they would answer me and they sang to me in alive. just before the song i said my parents are obviously iobs, and pure beings because they have shifted so many times to what i thought of and said about them. i said they are still my parents tho i think and still are who they are but i know life has always been dfifferent then what i thought it was when i was a kid. now i was about 13 when pearl jams hits came out and the song alive hit the charts but here i was in the future, and in the music and with my father God, and Jesus Christ writing the music from the future. which i do almost all the time now. i am so powerful and somehow so special that everything sings to me, and for me, and it always has too, but i didnt know when i was a kid because i didnt find it yet. not until the future and the time, the moment, became the now, and it speAKS TO ME AND MOVES TO MY DREAMS. today i said hey pearl jam must know me and must have known me back in my childhood, and so lets listen to some old songs and write them right now. i dont know what i am, and who i am, but i got very powerful and even AT TIMES GODLIKE. i control music and time and create life and earth.. i asked God if i was still an angel to Him and i said i will not name myself an angel because of how i lost my goodness for so long and craved only power and lust. but i said yes you once named me an angel and if you want me to bve one then i will be one. and you must be the one to show me and answer my question as to whether i am one or not. i will not. then a song came on called angel and it said you are the reason i am alive, and the reason for what i do, and yes you are an angel. it made me happy and it was what i needed. then later some sick people came in and they had an illness i could not heal yet. it was the only type of illness that i feel i can not yet heal and i wept for a long time and wanted to hurt inside myself. i wanted to feel pain and sorrow and give the man health. he had, has, a beautiful soul. i felt so terrible for glorifying myself and being so bog and yet i was so ugly and sick and that sick man was so gentle and loving and peaceful and it made me feel such shame and such sadness that i could not yet heal him. i cast some magic, some love and well breing onto him and i connected to god and jesus and used my knowledge and my faith to help him but i do not know yet the outcome expect that he will get better but i do not know how much better because i am weak right now and that illness was one i had never yet been able to heal. i am pathetic i know. it was an illness that effected the mans speech and put him in a wheel chair. i have, we have, already healed the illness in babies and new borns using genetics but we have not healed the people in the world who already had and have the illness and so there he was with it. i feel like a loser. weak and pathetic. i gave the man strength to heal on his own and blessed his mind and asked God, my God, to show him love and beauty and a little power and freedom and i know he will answer me. the man ahould not need to await death for a new life i said and so please heal him. it is not fair that i can sing and enjoy my voice while that man can barely speak and communicate with those he loves. i felt like i was being good by being sick with myself and shameful with myself and for crying for the man and that made me feel sicker as if i just wanted to be good and appear goood but i was sickened with myself and hated myself for being powerful and evil in my past. it was jesus`life in me that made me cry for the man and feel for the man and i love that and it is also who i am and who i was before the fall. it is who i want to be but i do not want to die now. i do not want to punish myself or others any longer. i just want to love and to heal and be free. i do not want my power to corrupt and i asked god to take away any corrupt power within me and give me only the powers that comes with being light and love. he always answers mmy prayers. thank you God.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-02-2015
Leonardo Davinci - Sala delle Asse
Sorcery experiences - Billy - 11-02-2015
http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=htt ... JgodlF0Lzw
So tell me. Here, what do you see?
The 'sacred' view was Davinci's alone, was it not? The complexity of otherness, restoration, honor, and appreciation is much bullshit comparatively. Yet this view is not necessarily exclusive of retaining Davinci's purely creative view (as you have shown me).
Still, I know not to hold the complex view. I loved all the 'time' songs. The message in the Pink Floyd one to enjoy the 'filler' (so to speak) reminds me of an opposite analogy. A child at play anxiously holds his/her bladder too full, not wanting to miss out on the happening of now. In maturity, I advise a person to make peeing your priority.
Sorcery experiences - Guest - 11-02-2015
pearl jam are one of my favourite bands since i was like 13 too, here's my favourite track by them as it used to/still does get me to the feeling of power and freedom, thanks for the hint serloco, im going to give yield a listen today, beautiful album.many thanks for sharing your experience here, it really does help.
also im happy that your feeling better
"Given To Fly"
He could've tuned in, tuned inBut he tuned outA bad time, nothing could save himAlone in a corridor, waiting, locked outHe got up outta there, ran for hundreds of milesHe made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a treeThe wind rose up, set him down on his knee
A wave came crashing like a fist to the jawDelivered him wings, "Hey, look at me now"Arms wide open with the sea as his floorOh, power, oh
He's.. flyingWholeHigh.. wide, oh
He floated back down 'cause he wanted to shareHis key to the locks on the chains he saw everywhereBut first he was stripped and then he was stabbedBy faceless men, well, fuckersHe still stands
And he still gives his love, he just gives it awayThe love he receives is the love that is savedAnd sometimes is seen a strange spot in the skyA human being that was given to fly
High.. flyingOh, ohHigh.. flyingOh, ohHe's flyingOh, oh
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-03-2015
Thanks Transitions, beautiful song there. It touched my heart very deeply and thank you. I love Pearl Jam.
Billy I see my life in that art work.. My trees. I asked him if he would paint me one and so he did. Sometimes my walls are trees now and i can cionjure trees right out of anything, out of nothing,, the sppirit of the tree. right now i am not quite there but it is still there for me.
Sorcery experiences - Billy - 11-04-2015
..I see my life in that art work.. My trees. ..I see it. I believe it. I made the connection as I looked the first time, but not perfectly as if made at your directive. That idea is now firmly planted.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-05-2015
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Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-06-2015
Been dreaming with |Kurt Cobain.. here is a song from his past... my past.. he died on my birthday.. love you Kurt..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-06-2015
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-06-2015
like i said he died on my birthday.. how do you like the time travel in it? life beyond yhe grave.. i resurrected him again.. he is one of my friends..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-06-2015
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in between
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015
holy crow! i cant believe all the beautiful love and attention i have been getting lately. It is like every star wants me. so many beautiful women. all of them seem to
want me and love me. i have so many stars affection.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015
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my ally speaking of the tenent..and me.. WATCH THIS
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015
they are telling me that it was the tenent that moved the people..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015
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oh isnt time sweet..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 11-07-2015