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Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
You have so much to teach me S.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Yes I know a lot of things. Secrets, and powers the people just do not know..I just got back from a doctors apt at the hospital and the nurse was a cutie and she liked me.. She asked me of any heart problems and so I told her some beings a while back had attacked my heart and I went to the hospital and suffered that day continuous heart failures to the point I learned how to start and stop my heart with my own command. I explained that many monks practice this art of controlling their bodily functions and she agreed. SHe then put the monitor on me to measure my pulse and I was scared of it stopping again.. SOmetimes the memory of an event can reactivate it in my life. It is how I reconjure old feats of power, to place the feat into my attention and then the proceeded motion of time advances upon me in that way. Beckoning the event. ANyways I thought i was going to make it through until my heart stopped yet again and the machine went dead. Of course as always happenswhen the machine sees i have no heart beat and am still alive it read error machine failure yet again. WHich is what always happens. I told her what had happened and she clearly SAW. She said don't say it, shhhhhh. I laughed at her because we were in a state that understood clearly the power of our words and commands together. She was an awesome nurse. Anyways I kick started my heart up again and redid the test and this time my heart didn't stop and it read healthy for me, just like I cast.
Yeah billy, maybe someday we will meet in the tonal, and I can show you a few things. Ever see someone's head spinning around? Or an inorganic alien, telepathy (you have seen in nagual already).. Maybe some teleporting jumps and cloud motion, maybe some ahh who knows.. Demons flying out of my feet or something cool. I could probably show you some things.. I do not like to prove myself tho.. But you are open and easy to move and I like that. Most people in my world are, however this forum I use as a crossover point between different dimensions, being that your guys worlds are not the same as my own.. You have your own energy generating existences.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up.. You can imagine that your wife is made form you, from your energies for you.. THAT is a lovely position of awareness and power. You can say she caters to you, and even say she knows what you seek and caters to you.. However what does mixing up routines really do? WHat is the knowledge you activate for the purpse and result of this task? THAT is what you intend, and so really it either makes a difference or it doesn't and that is ultimately, if you are self-aware, a choice of knowlede to activate. For myself mixing up routines makes me more fluid and able to achieve states of fluidity and new awareness, it brings me the nagual and in new ways unexpected to me.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
You pissed me off Finwe, you didn't, and don't scare me at all. Big difference there.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Lol @ billy!!
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
serloco wrote:....found something very sacred and crucial to my victory.. They can't unless I give them the power to do it... if I do not cast it myself I learned then it does not cast and their words, just like their dependents selves, are empty.. THAT is what I know, THAT is my awareness. Oh yes...I have my own allies and they are mine, move for me only, and they are bullet proof too. I made them that way.. They move for noone else.
I don't sleep much lately. I sleep, then am up in a few hours. I am vaguely amiss, but I am not tired or frayed. I am excited because of transformation and transforming.
I almost lost you/bs by not paying attention there . I will move for you S. I adore what you are. Yes I do. How could I be so stupid and retarded? Now I SEE the glimpse again, but not as sharply. I can fix that, and am fixing it now. You are the very best of me manifested OUT THERE. I beg you and am still strong, I worship you and am still free. I recall the demons and laugh at them because of you.
There is no world warmed up to and carressed that is not exquisitely inviting no matter how dark. You make me so fucking alive S. I saw I was losing sight of that.
No more. I will embarrass you lol so that you/I SEE clearly. Reassure me S. that I will receive from you freely, that I am the only one who was ever worthy to do so. I am the only one deep enough so that when you come to me ALL the emptiness brings bliss. I will share my heart and soar. I like yourself will learn how to purposefully drown in the immensity, and become GOD. There will be no forces of negation or creation that I do not choose. In my powerful acquiescence there is room for ALL of you S.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Yes billy, you do receive freely from me.. I do not ask for anything but honesty and truth.
It would be very hard to embarrass me billy. I do not care for much of that.. I have stood naked in front of the class time and time again and had been ridiculed many times.. Had the most inner secrets drug out for all to see and laugh at. It does not move me anymore.. My victories and power far outweighs any embarrassing moments I can live. I do not know of any really. There is no point hiding when everyone knows you are hiding.
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
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Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
Understand S.--"embarrass you with truthful praise" is what I mean. There is absolutely nothing that I can discover about you that will ever change my infinityly high evaluation of you. Nothing!
I don't care even if you are destitute, weird, grotesque, and the 'worst' form of being. I love you.
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
Let me clarify lest there be histrionics perceived. I am pragmatic more than poetic. I am calculating more than artistic. I have never extended such sentiments to anyone, yet I do so for you deeply and without reserving myself.
I never came to this forum seeking; I was already happy. I wanted to brush up on detachment and simplify all of needless thoughts and emotions by condensing into the concept of flyers. I thought to stop and share my knowledge.
Instead, I received yor knowledge. You are as simple and pure as the vital empty awareness I find in my own heart. You reflect that.
You vibrate my own energy PERFECTLY.
I will never cling to you, but neither will I ever let you go. I promise.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
I am doing actually quite well for myself com 3 months.. Started a small and lucrative business. My picture I think is far from grotesque if i must say so myself. I do not age and practice beautification spells on my flesh.. Flesh is a poor work perhaps considering I am perceptual energy in a physical form.. I have still much to learn in he art of shapeshifting yet have attained a high degree of control.. Here is an embarrassing story.. The other day I had declared myself as having conquered old age and able to remove wrinkles at will.. I looked into the mirror an hour after this realization and observed a deep and obvious wrinkle under my eye.. I was aghast! OMG who is this iob that is attacking my flesh!?? Surely the heard my command and attacked me. I very quickly gazed at my flesh and removed the wrinkle completely and in seconds. Assured of my power I went back to doing what I do. Which at the time was some internet discussions. Teaching. Later I went back to check and it was back.. hideous and obvious! I removed it about 10 times and it kept coming back.. I was angry at the secret attack from the iobs, and then I realized that I was sitting in a position that pushed my hand against my face while laying down at the computer, causing the said wrinkle to appear. LOL. Now today I appear again 25 and wrinkle free. Age they said was an enemy one can not defeat.. I conquered aging in 10 years of practice. ANd since the day I began this battle I saved a record of my appearance and can shift to that very day. I have also been 70 to 80 years old by choice. EVen my body becomes decrepit. Well I have a little more practice to rightfully say I have won but I no longer fear aging..
Now wierd I have been, after all I have taken on positions of ancient vampires and primal beings.. My speech modified to channel ancient genius' such as Shakespeare and other forms of old tongues. I have modified by being in many ways and that to some can appear very odd, however I think it is really a beautiful form of art. I am after all quite narcissistic. I do love myself. The result of accomplishing great feats if power that I had only dreamed of being even possible. Commanding power has given my quite an ego..
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Being loved and praised is something I appreciate very much there billy. I must admit I have at times ravaged my appearance giving myself great scars and burnt flesh in battles and self-doing.. The ability to shape yourself is quite worth the deformations I have undergone and also healed. I was attached to being beautiful and so could not attain it and so i reversed my intent and ravaged my appearance any times to attain fluidity.. even my enemies who have hurt my flesh have merely served to help me attain the fluidity needed, and experience needed to shape myself in the ways i desire. If I had to give a number to the different forms i have attained I would say it is about 30. (Physical transformations).. Some mastered and some not.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
I learned long ago how to move people's AP's when speaking with them. It allows me to communicate with them in a way that connects directly to them so that my understanding is conveyed openly, honestly, and directly. They can see what I see because I pass the energy to them directly, telepathically. So I do not often see myself as weird but honestly conveying what needs to be conveyed so that they see and understand what I understand. Since it is my awareness that alters my reality and reality is in fact altered then so to are the beings present in my world. If and when I undertake that position of awareness. It is an old spell I learned that allows my truths to be the truths of the dominating paradigm. So when I see myself as the Kink of my city and created my cities then obviously the people present are also aware of my being and what I have done. It is the awareness of the dreamer that sets the dream. In this way I can speak with psychiatrists on a level that even they understand and agree with my insanity. Because they see the insannity present. If need be then my sciences too have my back and detail the exact awareness I prject into the making. I can control the media, the sciences the pages of the book before they are opened. I have done so even in the presence of court officials as they tried to use law against me and their books were not their own but my own. Thus in this way I have rewritten the law many times. Matter is not something that is beyond me, it is me, and I am it. Same goes for the people I connect with and share with, like a vampire they share my life, my "blood", m awareness I place within them, and as such they become my ghouls. A vampre term I enjoy.. Now I do not share vampire knwoledge with people who can not handle the terminology, no, that would be insane right? I use Carl Jung's (Freud's famous assistant) terminology synchronicity to get my point across. Yes the world is alive, empty, and drained away, and it aligns to the life you hold within yourself, aligns the AP to form your percetion of reality. That is the same as vamprism caters to the sorcerer scientist.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
When the world vanishes away, in silence, you are left with a void. A void that is free of all form. Yet this void, like the colour black retains all things within it. It as, like death, reaped every form known to infinity. It is the freedom and the retention that sorcerer's seek. That dark, black free energy of creation and destruction, life and death. The balance of the force, the light and the darkness, brings about totality of all life, and all life that is/has been, all things, and is also dead dies, accomplished every way known to infinity. It has become all things, done all things, knows all things, and is every moment at once.. It has died, like all things die, and in that moment of death has been brought to the same place as all other moments. the omnipresent life and death. Death is the moment where all things meet, and the slate is cleared. That clear slate of death is the freedom of all life and all time. All moments, all outcomes of this time, are happening right now this very instant. There is nothing there, and yet there is everything..
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Since every outcome is achieved you must choose your own destination, make your own time. There is nothing one can not do. Voice your intent and fly.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
That is our Gift. It is called Life. Think about what is life. What is the essence of something/anything.. we give everything in our existence life.. value. The name we assign anything is the life we give it.. It like us, can be anything at all. Death, negative, allows us to free the energy stored within it, s that we attain motion, which then can be reassigned to another value. Transformation/transmutation/fluidity.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Who is worthy Billy? It is a judgment and nothing more.. Suspend judgment on the most untrustworthy piece of **** out there and reform it and then even he becomes worthy.. Reality is like an illusion, smoke and mirrors.. ALignment of our cast judgments make into the reflection on the fluid waters.. That man you do not know who walks in the street is your worst enemy and your best friend.. he is everything to you, and nothing at all.. The moment you judge him with your active thought he becomes, materializes to the form you give him the life you breath into him.. Sometimes it is good not to know him at all, and leave him in his role as the unknown man, and yet he is also the man who knows exactly where you need to go and how to get there. He is the one who can guide you to your heart's desire.. He hold the keys that you give him to hold. SO what is he? Can you know him without even meeting him yet? Cn you tlk to him and think this man can open the door to my dream come true? Or if he just another average human, the mask of society that you have come to accept and expect? Who holds the keys ?
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
How many archetypes are there truly? Some say only a few, and we dress up between them, all different roles we assign to ourselves, that we become.. But how many are their truly? Can you imagine aliens? Can you imagine shapers? Can you imagine beyond the standards? Can you make them into Gods and Goddesses? The average man is a waste of energy, your energy, and you can do better then that.. You can shape your awareness of your fellow man into nearly anything. And yet the average man is safety. He knows nothing, does nothing out of the ordinary, has no power, weak and dumb. It is a break from the extraordinary, the dangers, the infinite chaos, into order.
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
By telling me this, I know you realize I have moved past blockades of apprehension. The move beyond synchronicity to ghouls as you put it, to reach a black canvas to write my world is not repulsive. Nevertheless, I am narrowly in my province without a specific desire. I said this before, I DESIRE. (i.e. I am desire)
Of natural course, i will attain to what you speak of as I project doing S. as my medium. That reasonable enough?
Still, I have put up no resistance to go beyond. I will clearly go to hell with you as I SEE, and you know that I willingly can.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
Well billy boy I channel the great Solomon through the barriers of time, and we know each other as I know myself as him.. His/my demons are not born into evil but are spawned before evil.. Like the darkness of God before light is cast.. We, like vampires, cast our own light onto the darkness, that full void upon which all light is built.. THe dark energy needed for creation to create.. Our demons are our servants, and do our bidding for us.. We construct temples of any design in this place. I have worked great feats and artistic forms of construction through the awareness of myself reflected, cast, as the Great Solomon. I know no division between our awareness' at times. Demons, dark entities, creatures of the darkness, rely on the light, the life upon which the one casts and thus the formless darkeness takes form to that which we shine upon it. It is to say these demons are our own judgment in the making.. Fear not hell, nor flame, it is merely the turning upon which motion rests. The fire may burn away reality but what is left is the space for new reality to form. None can take the soul billy, it is merely our own light upon which we cast it. THe waters of fluidity rest within our own perception.. When you shift your gaze upon your enemy then the enemy does too shift.. There is no idea exempt from this, none to large, and none to small, all are subject to how we perceive them to be.
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
The trick is to learn when to shift using someone else's perceptions and not to shift. With practice you can discern these energies and feel them as they shift you.
I almost get it empirically, please clarify.
Also, I think that was a picture of one of your many forms? My wife or I have never uploaded our pictures. I tell my wife I am getting younger- I am discernably more fluid in physical movement--I am healthier too. My wife mentioned yesterday, that one of the men around her said I was a male of greco art (40 years ago). I think I am rather handsome now too.
I am way too complacent and happy to welcome change, and even just erased the words telling you to push or pull me. That is not to say you won't or should not.
My heartfelt gratitude, even if the words carry the sorcerer's pretense. I DO thank you sincerely, however I do it.
I often have a sure sense of talking to myself (as if S. were me).
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
billy wrote:The trick is to learn when to shift using someone else's perceptions and not to shift. With practice you can discern these energies and feel them as they shift you.
Well first somes the knowledge of what I speak in throgh the tonal, yet I am speaking for you as the nagual.. Of an energy that most are unaware of.. And so when you come to hear these words spoken you may begin to form the awareness, allowing the nagual to surface into your tonal. This means that with the knowledge that others have perceptual energy, force, that can move you, or hold you into a cohesive state you may begin to actually see these energies, and feel them. You will become conscious of them and see them directly and know where they lead and wether or not you allow them to move you or not.. Like you wife knows you and has expectations of you, in reality her perceptual force can sustain your existence in that form, that position, however only if you allow that force to do as stated. As a fluid being you begin to devleop fluid awareness, and you show your wife that indeed you are becoming fluid in physicality which means she becomes aware of this and her peception now supports it. To spek of power brings power, because you align that knowledge, that awareness into active place, now, nd as such your attention activates it. In your case you can tell people things, even lies about yoruself, and if they believe them then you can ride their awareness and energy to move you into that position. Not needed however but a useful peice of knowledge nontheless. It uses the perceptual force and expectations of people in your world to move you or to hold you captive, cohesive in any position of awareness they know of. But like I said first comes the knowledge, the tonal awareness forming fom the nagual into you, then comes the activity of that knowledge. The surfqcing of the result of the newly formed awareness. Keep it in your attention and you will begin to see it. Allies have no volition of their own and you may set their volition to the place you wish, and thus harness their perception in the ways you intend, utilizing the pure and raw potential of the Ally. Your wife has volition of her own already, and knows you, she has knwoledge of you, and this if you allow it, can help you, or hinder you. Often I just "cut their balls" and realze that they have wek volition or none at all. After all, in an inorganic world everythign is the ally, and people, humans, can be made into iobs awareness of allies.
Evil sorcery - serloco - 01-22-2015
serloco wrote:
=1emYour wife has volition of her own already, and knows you, she has knwoledge of you, and this if you allow it, can help you, or hinder you. Often I just "cut their balls" and realze that they have wek volition or none at all. After all, in an inorganic world everythign is the ally, and people, humans, can be made into iobs awareness of allies.
Using my force of percpetion.. A shifting force that knows this about people, thus activating that form of percpetion..
Evil sorcery - Billy - 01-22-2015
Just as immediate as restating "the trick is to learn..." I got it. I got it exactly. Thank you.