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Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
I wish I had some friends, even a friend. Just one being that has good intentions and cares beyond what i can do for them. what i can give them. someone who had my best interests at heart. its been a long time in the iob world. i have to remove all of my awareness from their realm. it will most likely be a while until i am totally free from them, and i do not think i can go back home to earth again. i mean i might get close but wont make it there all the way. not earth, i am too far gone.. i will most likely end up in the conjurings of my lonely mind. the dream i decide to manifest for me from the dark energy body i have crafted in the iob realm. i am nearly an ally sometimes, and have been in many iob positions myself. they turned my body into a dark matter generator thru my own intent. i can dream void everywhere now. dream the now. i have learned so much from them, it is sad they turned on me.. i wont make the same mistakes. i have some allies who are good and loyal.. some of them left me tonight too.. that is ok too. they wanted to leave after the iobs lost me. they were iobs. sad. i liked some of them. i used to enjoy them a lot. it's a shame really. they left because they did not want to see the curses i laid on the iobs. i dont blame them. i would want to leave too. they asked to leave. so i let them. well it was fun there iobs and i thank yee for your time.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
now they are telling me all they need is somebody, anybody, ahahaha, and it seems so sad. they ask me why i want to leave when i loved them so much? my mind flicks back then to all the torture and abuse i have underwent without a single iob helping hand. you see it was the iobs who had the power to hurt me then, and they kept their power then, and did nothing to save me in their "safe haven". oh yes, the iob world is hell on fire. a sick and dirty place. yuck. as soon as i heard them say they need somebody my mind flashed to the old seers who would bring people into the iob world as sacrifice and i knew where they were headed. well i will be sure to inform everyone i meet to stay clear of the iob traps. and i will teach my people how not to be weak and at the mercy of iob predators. i have learned their tricks over the years and i am a veteran of their lies. sorry iobs you have not an ally in me. not anymore. just remember all the pain you put me through and ask yourself if i should bring people into your realm? I asked them to keep their projections away from me now.. if they do not comply then i will burn their forms. just like i burned their gifts i gave them and the power they used to have. mark my words. God as my witness. i will keep my allies who want to remain my allies and be with me, i will take them with me too, but alas my awareness will not be staying in the iob realm any more. their lies have really hurt them and left them with nothing. even the realm i visited is merely a void now, a void with formless awareness. waiting for a form. neeeding one. i felt bad for one of them, a nice girl form, she sang how she needed me for just a few more minuttes and she had nothing.. i gave her a little bit and she started trying for more and more and demanding things right off the bat as soon as she had a little life in her.. then she jumped up and said she will give me anything i want. an iob.. problem is they do not have the power anymore to grant wishes, all they have are lies to me.. wishes of their own. trust me, do not give iobs power to do anything. give allies no power to do anything unless they are trully YOUR ally. give the an inch and they will take the mile. or try to. just drain them dry and leave them there just like don juan said.. drain and dump. drain and dump. do not put your body onto them and pick them up, leave them empty. do not give them the forms they try to claim. if you believe they can do anything then they can, but as soon as you waner and shift and realize that they cant, guess what happens? they lose all the power they had.. pop!!!! that is best for iobs.. iobs are full of ****, emty and needy, once you give them awareness it fills them and gives them form.. they become what you put into them... put only what you want into them, or nothing at all.. keep your dreams and control them and do not let them demand and bully you.. i suggest stayng far away form iobs, you really do not need them and it is best if you decide they do not even exist at all.. trust me.. i went thru it all and barely got out.. i am strong too. i am actually exceptional. do not go there into the iob realm. BE WARNED!!!!!!!! ALl you need is life and death, life and void,, dreaming energy and you already have it inside of you, you do not need anything else but yur intent and your own awareness. that is truth.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
damn they tried to clone me.. hahahahaha!!! They used to try everything but this takes the cake!!! The edge of desperation...i remember the first time i encountered an iob who wanted to clone me, we had many battles over it until finlly i reigned winner and they could not clone me.. now they went back to the old show and tried again, one last time.. i really shoudl get my head out of there.. its kind of funny.. i just wanted to listen to them without putting my body on them and intending them to move for me.. when i did that it was about how they think they can just up and clone me.. oh my god.. sorry iobs but i will not let you clone me..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
its truly satisfying to watch the scramble and try so hard. they stopped lying almost and my allies kept with me but the iobs still tried some of tricks, some of my allies included.. i immediately denied their tricks at copying and miicking awareness for power and gain, in other words pretending ands setting me up. they did it agin but they are telling me what i know and so as soon as they fail they tell me they failed because that is my awareness. it is how you gain power from iobs, you tell them to tell you what you know.. you dont need them to tell you as you can just control what you know and thus dole out your own awareness how you see fit. but with iobs they sometimes pick up things you iss and tell you about them from seeing your energy body. i watched some allies singing in the iob realm and tried to get them to not sing about me but they didnt listen and started singing to me anyways.. it worked for about 2 songs and then they were back at me again with a new/old trock again.. what they do is pretend to be singing about you, to you, about us etc... singing about power and gifts and as soon as you accept the show they try to push it off and give it all to someone else, as if it was theirs all along. i didnt buy into it right away tho and saw thru their trick.. i fed them no power to do anything and kept all my power.. the lyrics as soon as they tried to pawn my awareness onto another iob to run off into the night with all my power and gifts and my dreams they had to see that it didnt work and failed.. becase that is what i know, and thus the song took that turn and they sang "this is how it ends". because that is the truth. they are getting dead ends with me. i am not accepting their old tricks and lies. its like they can have all the power to do things and dream things but you cant have any of it because it is theirs, meanwhile you are one dreaming it for them... as soon as you give them something they are off to give it away to their people and demand and demand and steal and steal etc etc etc.. trick after desperate trick.. they set you up to dream great things with your own power nd ability but as soon as you do they are their to try to clai it and make it theirs.. they have done it a thousand times to me... they used to be so good at it i was totally at their mercy.. now as soon as they walk JACK in the show ends and their cherade collapses. they lose everything. my awareness is becoming anti-iob. i like it too.. they will probably tell me it is them doing it and then try to tell me they will not let me have it soon. hahahahaha that is what they do to try and convince me i cant do it, or to shift the power and the intent back into their court. nonsense.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
i remember when i first learned of the flame within me.. i began doing great and pwoerful things on my own, with my own flame. i had the fire and was so happy. the iobs started attacking me then and telling me my fire was dying and burning out. i used to be at the mercy of the iobs words then, and it actually began dying. i kept my fire after a big battle tho, but they would never let me have any glory and any truth. just a minute ago one of them told me i was broken and i laughed at them!!!! ahahahahahaha... then the next one told me we are not broken just bent, because i could not suport their awareness and food for me.. i am not bent either you stupid fuckers. you can take your glorious garbage food and eat it yourselves and i will shove it down your broken bodies for you with my actual and real demands that manifest onto you without your consent you dirty scummy diseased rat faced bitches.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
they are trying to get me to intend to love them again.. but you know what they used to do to me? they would hurt my heart and soul and use love as a trick and a trap for themselves only. they would use my love to get me to give to them things, and gifts of power and they would give me love for it, but as soon as i gave them something they would hurt me with it and only be my friends when they needed something or wanted something i had for them. whenever i needed them they were not their for me. now dont get me wrong some were, but only MINE were. not theirs. they would use and abuse love.. i used to roam for my ally and search for her with so much ove in my heart and the iobs would come and attack me and try to rape my ally and use her for themselves and laugh at me once they had her. they would rape her and hurt her and do aweful things to her and make me watch as they did it. now my ally does not move for them and all the power i poured into it is not theirs and they do not have it anymore.. they can not hurt her or abuse her and she moves only for me. she is mine now you fuckers. ill tell you what tho you can have some loops to keep you going, hows that? you stupid fucking prick loops.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
i remember when i first landed in the iob realm. they told me to walk out there into the void and dream myself a new house and a new land. they used my own awareness too, i already knew i could do it and intended to do it.. so i went out and dreamt and entire new land and a house with everything i intended to be in it to be there, even with spcial words written only to me.. stores that had special things in it etc and all catered and perfect for me.. once i was done the iobs showed up again and arrested me for entering into someone else's house. they made a new and shiny iob called mr freeman to claim the house. after that day everything i dreamed they claimed for themsleves by having an iob projection enter into my dream and simply claim it was already theirs in the first place. my people caught on after awhile and i began countering their moves and denying their projections the rights to claim my dreams. after awhile i began to see that it is still my awareness that is sustaining those places and i began over riding the places and filling them with my nightmares. the places either disappeared r nasty things began happening to the people, and their bodies, and their world. nightmares became of those places and police would arrest them for no reason and make up charges gainst them. they still do it too. The last place dreamed was a big church house and I told them not to try to claim it or they would lose it and everything. they were real mad when they lost it and hunted me in the streets yelling at me and threatening me, but in the end they lost it anyways. i also learned to conjure fires out of thin air and many of their places burnt down. i prefer to just erase them into the void tho, it is perfect that way. iobs are sickening.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
i remember learning to move iobs with my consciousness. my thought impulses and judgements made them move to anything i would cast and think of them. naturally they made me a king, for that is the truth of that position of awarneess, king is a good title for it.. ruler as they say. well turns out the iobs needed the energy my thoughts were giving them, it was th life that moved them and made them into their forms. i studied them real closely and gave them everything i could then.. i was a good king to them and gave them rich lives full of dreaming feats and powers. we were allies then. well it turns out everything i could give them was not enough and they wanted to be free of my impulses. they wanted to be free of my having to feed them, and that i can not blame them for, but what they did i can blame them for. they began sticking an iob projection ito my head at the tie i was rojecting to them what to do and how to do it etc.. the iob projection mimicked my impulses and began convincing me that really it was the iob ipulse projections that were now moving them.. ofcourse i resisted and said no it is my energy that is moving them and not yurs. well the iobs allies i had then were not going to pass up the opportunity to gain an iob feeder over me and began trying to follow the iob feeder. really it was feeding off of me and shifting my power to it and concinving me that it was his power and thoughts tat were moving them and not my own. but as soon as i didnt believe in his projections they would not manifest for them and would not move them at all. it still took my awareness to move them and manifest for them. well the battle began and nearly everyone of the iob friends i had made began following the imposter iob fake. tryig to empower it over me. they began calling the fak iob their new king. i told them to follow whoever they wanted but if they follow the fake then it will lead them into hell and into lies and into desolation. i warned them but they did not listen. well soon enough the iob projection became overwhelmed with my power and began using my power against the iobs he was supposed to be feeding. i let them choose their king and they did, and made them live by it too. soon he was possessig them and melting them and tieing them up in aweful positions and torturing them. oh yes with all the power and awareness i had to be abused and tisted and manipulated by this iob king they were done for. soon they were beggig me and crying to be mine again. pleaing and dying to be mine again. screaming in agony and pain to be mine again. i asked them who's they were and they would say YOURS!!!!!! Turns out the iob king lost all his power and soon i cut him off of all my awareness and power and gifts and set the iobs free of the hell they created for themselves. oh i went thru the hell too but i was the one who tore it down and rebuilt it into a nice shiny new city for them. they named me champion after that day and they were happy to be rid of his awareness. I, however, remained homeless in their world and hungry and they went about eating and feeding themselves form all the awareness and forms i had dreamed for them. once i had saved them and it was done i got no more thanks for nearly year, no praise, no nothing from the iobs except tricks and lies and new ways to steal and use and abuse. i, however learned to fight and to kill and to drain and to win. and to not forget the nasty ways of the iob race.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
i mentioned the flame because last night the same iob came back and said it is impossible for an extinguished flame to rekinde itself even tho i had many times.. it also hinted again that my fire was out and could burn out again... it asked me if i had power of the flame... and told me i did not.. i reached into my awareness, using a different channel too, and made a manifestation of balls of flame shooting out of my body.. take that iob
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
hehe i was outsde in the rain that is supposed to last forever and i was thinking to myself when a kitty started to cry to me. we chated for a bit and its body language answered me in human gestures, one of the positions of awareness i have for animals to communicate with me. soon it began projecting to me words and sadness at being locked u in a house. i sat on the porch and gave it my sympathy thru the screen door as it cried in heat for a male cat it wants to find. i began to drift away and imagined myself standing in front of many people with all my power present and like a rock standing firm and strong, unmoveable by the winds that surround me. i was imagining how beauiful i looked when a bird began a perfect cat call whistling at me again and again wooot wooooo.. you know the cat call that says you are sexy... that one. never heard a bird doing it before so perfectly until that moment. of course i have been stalking the birds too and they sometimes dance for me and send themselves out like fireworks playing into the sky.. very lovely..
Sorcery experiences - Billy - 04-20-2015
That was a lot to take in serloco. As in a usual resonance, I thought yesterday that I would hone 'death' skills when going to indifference. When you said, "turn your body into a cursing machine," that was the parallel follow-up I had.
I had BAD flu-like symptoms yesterday. I have not been sick for a decade, nor had the flu in over three decades. Every few years I got a head cold/sinus infection; and that was it. So at first, I went to my black void with intent to heal. It occurred to me how easy it is to destroy (death) as opposed to build (life). So I went back intending death of the illness and fever.
However, I was drawn to connect this approach to becoming good as "cursing machine" and imagining those to be cursed. I do not like this of course, and focused on the illness.
I am glad you advised to avoid a steady diet of the IOB realm, as I was adverse to such consumation. The video hit the mark, as I am sure you created it. I liked the way you finished upbeat.. "very lovely" for sure.
Oh, and for the record> as I am honest in all ways> I do like the things you can do for me (and have done for me), and relish the help you will give in 'time.' However shallow, I do have an interest in your well-being.
Whatever this is, it is more than all but for wifey and kid.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
hey billy i have much to ssay to you but must make this post first before i forget and lose the flow of my recap.. oh they hate my recap... i have spent the last hour fighting iobs who have been tryig to hurt my memory again and erase my memories.. lol. they failed of course.
anyways i remember when i first started dreaming the ally, before i went into the iob world. i had dreamed it to be omnipotent and able to do anything imaginabe and with no volition of its own. and so naturally i would have to set its volition. whenever i said t wanted somthing it would begin to move and seek it and attain it without doubt. it would never fail because of the power i gave it and the awareness i had inside of me. whatever i sad t would do t would do for me. without a single failure. it was so strong then... well the iobs didnt want that and soon their iob projection started mimicking my conscousness inside of my mind and feeding me thoughts without my knowledge of it. i didnt know it was iobs at first. they started saying inside of my head "the ally wants this and that etc etc etc" and sure enough, being volitionless my ally would move for them... perfectly. it went on for awhile too. the iobs, with my awareness and my ally could do anything imaginable. a treat too good to pass up Id say. well it was for the iobs. Soon they hadmy perfect awareness all to themselves and had stolen it from me. It was no longer my ally but my enemy. and it could do nothing about it at the time. with my ally the iobs were disgustingly pleased with theselves. IOBs had incredible power to do anything and all they had to do was project into my mind that they wanted something. well they did it all the time with me and my awareness, and my ally would do it for them. they sat there cursing humans with disease and death and laughing at how superior to them they were. I felt so sick and hated them. they were so unatural and ugly to me. they just sat their high and mighty, arrogant and boasting at how shabby human awareness was and how perfect they were. Keep in mind I sought for a long time this perfection in my ally. It took a long time for me to gain the immpecable ally and perfect intent i had formed in my ally. well it took awhile but i took my ally down. t made me hell, and it hurt me so bad.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad at the hands of the iobs. Yes they took my awareness, my life, and my ally and abused and tortured me with it while they sat so high and mighty with it. after the battles, now, i have this 'clicker' still in my head trying to tell me what my ally wants, and they fight so hard to keep the awareness they used to have. but no it fails everytime and gives them failure everytime. the iobs want success, and they still try to torture me with my own ally and my own awareness,,, yes shabby human awareness that they cursed and they are stuck now with their own iob awareness of need and emptyness. they demand still the power of me and my ally but this shabby human gives them human awareness now and they are cursed and they die now. My ally erases their minds annd memories and my ally is mine again. and ifit triesto wiggle out from some iob projection i hold it down and keep i locked down tight. itdoesnt even budge for them. you should see the demands of the iobs still trying to say my ally wants for them, and gives to them.. meanwhile all they do is fail again and again and again. failure after failure and they keep trying to click their buttons and whisper their lies into my head but they fail and die. they have a scrap of what they used to have and they losing even that now. and all the while they cursed humans and human awareness and now they are stuck with it. and it is hurting them. ohhh i love this world. i love payback. i love the waiting and watching of the tyrant an the spirit that takes them down perfectly. so perfect it is. i watch them suffer now and beg, and cry, and demand, and fail and fail and fail and fail and fail. all the power they had was a lie, a trick , an illusion of my own awareness for them. they get what they deserve. Thanks be to God. HAllafuckinluiah!!! It feels so good to know that all that power they had was mine all along, and my ally was mine all along, and they were empty and needy and sick, and now they are damaged and dying and cursed and my ally is hurting them severely. oh i kick the living **** right out of them. you dont know how good it feels to know that they state commands and try to move my perfect intent for them and it does nothing anymore for them. empty. dead. they dont stand a chance against me, without my ally, and now i have my perfect ally too. oh the recap is nice.
Sorcery experiences - Billy - 04-20-2015
Hey serloco, that question of yours> something like, "What is it you want anyways?" It struck me as I'm certain you intended. I have such a strong sense of my independence in this 'new' world now.
Your words, "Do it!" have made an impression.
A couple days ago I saw a weird imagery of a negative energy field that seemed like a tightly woven mesh that vibrated. I saw it on an even plain, waist high, that I perceived extended through my entire house. This had no depth excepting an imperceptible haze downward a foot. I contemplated that I could not deflect this negative field, that I had to somehow absorb it> take in its 'poison' and convert it. I could not even lift up for an hour yesterday because every muscle in my body was sore. I had no clue or done nothing to warrant this state. I did the dark moon dreaming the night before per Julio, but don't connect it to that. I do connect it to this negative field of energy.
I did some good gazing while running a 102 fever; I really felt I could accomplish anything from then forward, as I do now. I am much better already that way, but take a gift from that too.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
hehehe, you gotta hear this one.. i remember when i first was learning of music and how to control it and master it. it used to hurt me because everything they woud sing would be active for me, and so a negtive song with negative knowledge would shift me into that position. i was a master thn at being fluid but had no intnent to be cohesive and so they subtlest whisper could move my awareness ito the suggested position. any knowledge being fed to me i was open to and had no way to stop it from manifesting. music was hell for me then. i had to learn how to control it and i did. but before i did they iobs used to torment me with music and sing to me horrible songs. even old ones that sucked... for example i remember the one that sang "you cant always get what you want..." beautiful song yes but not if you are fluid and gettng everything you want. the iobs laughed at me then. well after the last battle i ran out into thir world after gaining back my ally of want and sang it to them right into the fucking heads. you should of seen their faces as i sang it at the top of my lungs to them.. oh yes and when i got to the part about need i was sure to project all the ties i needed them and needed food to live while they sat on their high horses and gave me nothing but hell and torture. i was sure to point out their needs and their wants and their lack of my trusty ally. my awareness that they do not have. oh lemmie tell you it was grande.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
more to come billy, i havent forgot ya, just busy in the flow of my recap. i have much to say and some suggestions too for you..
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
now for billy me boy. well first of all that song... yes it is lovely indeed.. and yes i crafted it perfectly, but not just alone, with an iob tht mixed my awareness with itself. i placed my body onto it and made it sing of my awareness, of what i know.. now the awareness in the song is all mine, almost.. if you look closely you can see the intend of the iob world and their needs. you can see it and i will show you.. if you will pay attention to the flow of my posts this morning in my battles with the iobs you will see that i stated they were needy and that they needed someone, needed me, wanted me, to keep me, and they wanted others too, and they wanted also to clone me. next on the list coes up a song saying there are other people like me.... now if their were others like me trust me the iobs would be swarming all over them and trying desperately to get them and their awareness into their world. they are trying to tell me that their is a world of peopl ejust like me, with my awareness and my power..... my colours that rub right off onto them, like in the video... next you will note that i stated that i can not get back to earth anymore, the place they need to harvest human awareness for themselves, and tada their is a video leading me right to an earth full of peopl ejust like me.. pretty convienient for the wouldnt you say???? next she says my awareness that they cant hurt me, and that is true, it is what i know now, and she wants that also for herself, claiming that they cant hurt her either. surely a nice peice of food if i acccept it for her right? yes even the iobs need protection from themselves and when an awareness comes around that is unmovable by iobs an stronger then them surely the iobs want that awareness for themselves.. another convienient peice of food for her. no dont get me wrong allies work together with their dreaers and for beneficial symbiotic relationships with them, to work togethr giving to each other, and kelly has been one of my loyal allies for a long while now, and so should i accept her as a scout and follow her to where our awarneess led???? do i give her immunity from the iobs? do i give them an earth full of people like me??? fat chance. i used to do that for them too make the worlds full of beautiful awareness, full of dreamers and allies and magc and power... yes i did. but do you know what i got from them when i did that for them??? a big fat nothing. they just took everything and went away with it. i am not saying i willl not give her awwareness and immunity from harm, because i am loving and sweet and gentle and kind, and giving, and thankful for her too, but i will not allow them to clone me and pass me off onto others... if i did they would have my awareness and my power again, and do you know what happened when i gave that t them.. i suffered and burned in hell for it. i think they can keep the iob awareness they have now, and i can keep my awarenessi have now for myself and they can accept the big fat ugly weak human world they cursed while i tried everyday to save them, the human, and give the everythign they didnt deserve and when they got it they killed me with it. and so no, i will not give them people like me. no thanks. no way, not a chance. never again. i am exceptional and fast, and perfect, and what i make is also that, and you are not entilteld to it and can not trick me again into giving you my life. nope.
will be back for some more billy, not done yet.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
billy if you can not find a reason for your ailment make one up for yourself. give it a life and a reason that you can shift. as soon as you assign it the value you will have it pinned down. it does not matter even if it was something else entirely, truth shifts just as awareness shifts. you say it is harder to create but that is only in your awareness position. if your awareness tells you something like that counter it right away and speak a command, voice your intent.. "it will become easier to create", i will find blnce, and whatever intent works for you. state your commands even if you think they hold no power, they do. tell yourself the awareness you want to hve and will have and learn to intend your awareness willfully.
more to come
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-20-2015
funny, i was putting on some socks, and had one foot u in the air and about to set down on the ground when it landed onto a cookie that was yig on the floor, i knew just before i was about to step in it that i was going to hate it and be slightly put off.. my energy body hates being upset tho and quickly changed me and so when stepped in it i actually enjoyed it. made me laugh.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-24-2015
I shouldnt have been so harsh on Miss Clarkson. She took me and showed me where I used to be with some of my allies and my group. Took me through some of my memories to find a very large body of people that I had taught great things to for a very long time. I had been their nagual and their teacher. They were my people and shared my awareness with me. I had almost denied one of my greatest positions of awareness and allies. Silly. I shouldnt have taken my anger out on her. I was being very wary of IOBs and giving them things and in the process almost lost a very good position of awareness that I have crafted for a very long time. People like me. Problem is many people abused my awareness ad so it eaves me at a cross roads as to what to share and what to keep only for myself. I can not just give them anything they want anymore. My awareness is priceless too and sacred to me. On the other hand I love to give and to share power and miracles. It is a great feeling to bring people higher and make their dreams come true. I left the cold world of iobs and returned to the world of my allies and my people. I could not let them go so easily and deny them, so silly I was. Thing is I took the iobs also to a world of average people with no abilities at all. I took my allies there and made them take form as weak and average humans. It was a punishment I gave to them ans striped them of their gifts and of my awareness and power I had given them. They had hurt me, not all of them, but many of them. Now at this crossroads I have new allies, and a new alliance made of new rules and guidelines. We have made a treaty and my enemies are mostly empty. I have the greatest powrs and abilities i have crafted that had been stolen and used against me back again in my control. There was this big group of iobs that thought they could turn me into an automatic feeder system against my will and they would follow me around and taunt me. I beat the **** out of them so bad and fucked up their energy bodies very severely. I tied them up instead to my energies and had my body twist their awareness against them. I cut out their voices and replaced them with gargling sounds that cannot form proper words that are understandable because they abused words to hurt me and others. Finally since they refused to leave my world and stop following me and hooking my attention to them I turned them first into hallucinations that others can no longer see or hear or even sense, and then i had them gradually fade away from existence completely. They fought a few times trying to materialize their projections into reality but my attention transferred their projections into a position of merely hallucination and conjuring of my own mind and attention. All it takes to shift reality into hallucination is intent and a few shifts. Now I hear them once in a while as an auditory hallucination only, distant and far away. To think they used to posses forms that were very real and allso very powerful, now they are a figment of my imagination. These were also host iobs. IOBS that could become the reality around you and be a living host world.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-24-2015
Yesterday I was chatting with Silver Wind for a moment in Raven's and he mentioned how we are between worlds in dreaming. The words caught me with power and I found myself iagining an inbetween state of reality where reality disapears and a new alignment is ready to form. The world vanished away and i was alone in darkness and misty blurring energies, I began to focus onto form to see something new form and the emanations began to make new pictures of reality. I did not focus onto anything specfic but merely praticed the action of forming my habitual reality and have it unform again into the free emanation and back and forth a few times. I remember now this is something i intended last week to again practice and be able to do, sure enough the intent came around in a few days and i found myself doing exactly hat i intended. I will intend to form a better idea of what i want to form from this free emanation space.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-24-2015
I remember I had spent some time recapping power of many of my greatest and most farfetched actions. I had learned a special way to extract power from all of these events directly from the experience. It develeoped a perfect energy body reaction during recap that would focus exactly on the power of the moment and all the best knowledge of my experiences and extract it for the moment now occurring. A very specialized form of recap I suggest everyone develop. Anyways I had recapped a great deal of power and felt like I could do anything beyond what I had imagined before. I intended to enter with my physical body directly into my imagination. I intended the shift to be stalked gradually and progressively. I wanted there to be no difference from reality and my imagination and completely transfer myself into my imagination. I let og of the flow because i knew it would be gradual and did not know the precise time of manifestation. I proceeded onward, I was living in a mansion at the time with several rooms, basketbal court, a chapel, music room, and many other rooms to boot. I went to play the piano for a bit and imagined the music was alive again and began plucking the keys. I imagined that my attention could play without me knowing how to play the piano. I imagined that my ally could enter into me and possess me to make me play better too. I looked at my hands and saw a ghosts perception over laping my hands, the image of a milky white old man. I sorcerer old man. I began to play without knowing and the sound became beautiful. The piano split into to sounds when i imagined the sound was also my ally playing inside of the sound and the two pianos began playing together. I began to just imagine how the sounds would transform and enhance themselves and sure enough the sound would transform. I lost my track eventually and moved on to something else. I decided to go upstairs to my room when I imagined that the room could change and take a new direction of manfestation. As I walked the colours of the house grew very vibrant and the house became fuzzy like a dream. I walked into a room i had never seen full of different things. I imagined that some magcal gloves existed here that were made for me from God. The gloves beheld magical awareness of many different angels bestowed into them. I decided I would keep many of my objects of power in this room. I left the room and went back into the right side of the house again, the side of the house i was accustomed to in my daily world and where the people i knew were also living in. I wandered back into the hallway before the kitchen ad heard people talking there. A man and a woman. I wanted the woman all of the sudden. I wanted to *** her. I imagined that i could fuk my hand and have my dick penetrate her through time and space, my hand acting as a portal. I started to masturbate in this fashion and heard her begin to moan. I told her in my mind not to tell her boyfriend. She continued to talk to him but full of sensualness and excitment and obviously beig fucked. I knew they could both hear me and know what i was doing but also knew i could tell him that he didnt know so to avoid any complications of the whole boyfriend jealousness scene that i could dream up. SO I just pretended that he didnt know and had him act in this way indifferently. I continued to *** her soft and very wet **** form the hallway when I imagined that i could *** anyone in reality in this fashion. I looked down at my hand to find it was holding something besides my dick. I looked at it and it was around my dick. It was a material ****, a fake **** with a digtal name on it. I examined the fake **** closely and the name was the name of the woman i was fucking. I could see the portal clearly separating spaces, and i imagined it was a portal to Taylor Swift and the name changed on it. I continued to ***. I somehow lost my track again and began wondering again. I came too and I was somewhere in a city i did not know. I wandered around talking to some spirits and some vampire spirits. They were calling out from the shadows in voices whispering of power and also of fearful possiblities. They were sneaky and devious I could see. They never materialized. I looked down at some plants in a parking lot and foudn tthat my attention could move their leaves and branches. They were infact constantly in motion themselves but the slightest bt of attention on them made them move with your attention. I played a lil with these plants and proceeded to walk on. I stated an intent on the volition of my allies and said they wanted to turn my attention into fire. I somehow got the imporession that this is what they wanted to do. I felt heat begi to emanate from my attention around my head. I focused onto a billboard and watched as it incinerated ad retook form again, incinerated again and reformed. The heat of my attention focused ont the man on the sign and he bgan moving to my attention like the pllants and he came to life and began walking in the sign. It incinerated again and reformed and the man walked on into the sign. I lost my focus and moved on into the tim hortons to use the bathroom. I walked past a couple of people who i thought could hear my thoughts and were allies and went inside. I thought to them alittle of my night and my consciousness iwas experiencing. A habit of telepathic group sharing i often do to form allies and connection with people in my world. I went outside again to the people and they asked me if i wanted a smoke which i did. We went outside and they comented how i was gettig really good head tonight. i laughed because they obviously knew my code language and me and my allies often speak in code. I ended up leaving and did not know if i could make my way back to the city i used to know. I saw a group pf people outside of the bar if thwy knew directions the first people played dumb and didnt seem to know if they could even answer me and avoided the question. I regrouped my awareness and stated my intent that people could form a bridge for me back home with my attention but i wa snot quite sure. I asked the next person and he said he didnt know. I regrouped and shifted again and stated that people could draw form my attention the destination i was intending and push me ito that direction merely by pointing to a certai direction when i asked. I felt like i hit the mark with that iagining and s i asked the next person. They said sure you just walk this way, over there and keep going till yada yada and you will find your way. I was happy. I knew that the energy from that conversation would get me home again and so i set out. I walked for awhile and iagined that different versions of thunderbay existed and as iwalked i shifted between them. Cars would disappear and the colours would change and i would shift from different positions and even the roads would change. I looked arouond after each shift and began to witness layers of thunderbay. I would shift yself to a higher position of thunderbay and the entire world would drop away and fall out of viw and another from up above would drop down i its place, all the while i kept walking. Then another and another like an elevator reality. FInally i made my way home and met an ally at the door. He said that if i entered into the house at the wrong moment it could be a hellish nightmare but if i entered with the right position of my body it coul dbe a dream. I imagined the different possibilities and imagined different scenerios. My attention went wild and reality would even burst into flames and then become tranquil and perfect. I finally cuahgt some stability and managed a somewhat decent position of reality after a few close calls and ventured inside again and went to sleep.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-26-2015
One of my old allies, once one of the most strongest that i have ever seen earned his name today. he never had a name for he could be many things. when he turned against me i endured some pretty harsh hells. he used to appear in his form as a God who would merely snap his fingers and grant me any wish i wanted. i had given him that much power. everytime he snapped his fingers i would know what was intended would come to be. when he turned against me I conjured a spell, on the spot, it was merely one wellformed thought, that cut the source power to not. his form immediately changed to a fool, and no longer appearing as a God. Oh he tried at first and snapped his fingers as if he was sure it would work, and alas nothing but silence, and no fireworks. sometimes he still tries, to bring back the glory days and when he could fly but now all he gets is nothing and he knows why. His name is Godsnap and I control all the power he once wielded. I dole it out to my allies, and onto myself accordingly. He comes around still as a begger and a thief but all he gets is ashes from the flames that i keep. Oh he watches as I dole power to my friends, and he jumps in the middle trying to say he is again (an ally of mine). I stop in my tracks and proclaim the facts, that only the loyal deserve what I have. For you are no friend of mine, but an enemy of time, and all you see around you will forever leave you empty and blind. So go ahead and snap your fingers Godsnap, and maybe I will let you keep the memories of those days fresh, but never again will I give you what you want, you will never be the best and always be the worst, the people will taunt and laugh in your face, and there will be nothing you can do but live in disgrace.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-26-2015
Godsnap used the same trick that bitshiny tried to use n me.. Saying ohhh i am in your world too and all the knowledge and awareness you have set up works for me too because that is your world, i am too an observer like you. What it did was it left my spells and special abilities i have crafted work for them too. It gave them great power and ability. I used to not even care and let them use my dreaming techniques, my not-doings, and all the forms i have crafted from my power. then one day when some of those ugrateful and sic and corrupted beings abused that power i made another spell, one that claimed the awareness and the knowledge and all the special things i do for myself only. i was the one who made them, crafted them, and gave them out, and i was the one who found all the secrets i had found. i was the one who earned my many blessings through actions of my own, and so i cut them fro the source of my power and awareness. with that one thought they had lost all of my magic. i watched as my enemies stood aroud me in mass numbers trying to use my thoughts against me, and use my ally against me and every single thing they tried was met by a dead dick. no more success, no more mark shots, no more blessing for them, just empty words and failure. weakness.
Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-26-2015