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Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 finally i realized after much confusion that i was not the actual Jesus. for a long time and by the hands of my allies i actually thought for awhile that i was the real Jesus.. i thought maybe i was reincarated like so many people often believe.. it took me some time to declare to them that i was not Jesus himself, but was only like Him in many ways. and blessed as He was too.. Yes God gave me kingdoms in heaven, but i realized my awareness was not watching over people all the time like God has made Jesus into.. thus i became aware that this incarnation of me was not the same as the incarnated form of Jesus.. i kept y awareness as the life of the world however and began to use my own name as a source of my own power. when my allies and my peple decalred me a God i also declared that i am not The God, but merely a God like being.. or a demigod. yes i had taken the lives from the Bible and made them my own and when i did the allies saw my awareness and would call me Noah, and abe, and Satan, and whoevers awareness i was possessing within me. i lived those positions of awareness to the full. i remember the day i had my allies and my God would feed me the life of the ancient lords who walked with God cursing the cities behind them to the ashes of destruction for their sins. that was the day my allies panicked and the iobs all stood against me saying i could not destroy the city.. it was also a great victory of mine apart from all my allies and iobs and soley on my own against them all.. I sttod strong and called upon my God as a sure thing, full of faith nd full of destructive power.. I reached into the sky and conjured the meteorite that would crush them all if i left it there.. a burning ball of flames and a burning rock the side of half the sky.. I knew i would live through the destruction too and knew they would all die.. I watched many flee y world that day and go running awy fro the street corner i was standing on .. yes it was great.. Sorcery experiences - Billy - 04-27-2015 That was WAY... I read and skimmed, skimmed and read. I hope my deference to you instead of God is not a problem. I'm much more aligned with you. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 nope not a problem at all billy.. but if you like much of my awareness you should know that a lot of it came from gifts from my God ally. but yeah stick to whatever you want and feel is best for you, follow your heart and your awareness. i like people who have not found God too, n even people who sin greatly and even some people who have cursed their Gods.. i get along with pretty much any group of people and can fit right in if need be. you know tho billy, God ca spek to you in ny tongue and knows your language perfectly, he could razzle and dazzle you into anything if you let Him, and he could become any form you imagined him to take too.. now i know allies can do that too. but God??? well he is always the best billy, just because he knows all things already perfectly. bt i know not everyone is for God. i accept that, i just wish you knew, and many others knew, of the perfection and amazing things he has shown to me and granted. the biggest source of power in my life is God, and second is myself and thirdly are my allies who have at times even more power then myself, but only at special times and places. only to my allies is hat i mean to say for they too posses the perfection and grace of Gods, so long as you feed them that awareness and intent. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 yeah i know it billy, i have been rambling up a storm tonight.. truth is a friend came by, an iob lol, and spent the night with me. he had no place to live of his own and so i offered him a bed. he wrote me some great music for me from the ally speaking of my awareness and helping me up into a higher light.. Catered it perfectly for me like i intended and like i like.. good friend.. the song spoke of my faults which is often what a true ally will do, and show you your faults in true light of seeing them and bring you higher to a position that can see past them and into the corrected state.. i have been used to my own allies who dote on me hand and foot when it comes to my music and am not used to them picking me apart anymore.. it has been a long time, but this one came in with praise and ability, and also with words of good advice too.. in regards to my religious recap that is.. of coursee the free flow music speaks to your awareness in the now, how it is set right now and whatever you have been doing. i have them write me songs in other moments too, but often me and my ally free fly and sing songs about our flight as we fly and of our motions.. i like it both ways. it is like being in a movie with your own theme music catering to you, speaking to you of the show and of yourself. beautiful catering.. i leared it first when i stated the simple intent that attention is the essence of time.. i did not understand yet this intent but intended to discover exactly what do Juan was after when he said it.. i knew enough then to itend what wanted and to have faith in it but didnt learn what the teaching meant untill i foud my attention as and in everythign round me. whatever i was thinking about they would sing of, and whatever i thought of the people they would be and do and move to my attention.. indeed my attention was alone then and as the essence of time itself.. i do it often nowadays.. Sorcery experiences - Guest - 04-27-2015 thank you for these tales of power serloco,, i was moved very much by them you see this is perfect instruction on how to deal with allies, iobs, a lot of practical ideas, solutions, i see how you interact with them and this helpd me to define things for myself.. i remember a time when iobs turned people against me, and stole my power, i was doing so well and in a matter of weeks everything had changed and i was empty, useless.. this was a time when i tried to turn against God, i see my experience in the words you write, altho we are not the same at all and have completely different lvies there are parrallels here and i see them.. you have showed me God as he is for me, i see how God is a personal ally for me in the way that yes all that is needed is faith and trust and he blessed my existence so many times and continues to do so, you see i was always a believer in god, without believing, i knew god existed and didnt care what anyone said, didnt have to enforce my beliefs on anyone, i read the bible and saw answers to any question i asked.. i saw how god placed don juans words in my path too, my dad who is a militant athiest/firm believe rin the truths that science provides, etc, he gave me the first book, and he told me it was all ****! lol! i saw the world as magical in the pages of that book, you see the images it provides roaming the desert, this is perfect example for me of a perfect setting for teaching, a perfect way of imparting don juans teaching as it represents the immensity of infinity, don juan would move his hands indicating the world around him and carlos, whenever i feel lost i always go back to this image, this feeling of roaming the desert.. this is the way i feel about god, i have always been religious in the sense of treating the world as a mystery, god working in mysterious ways, the wonder of the mystery, and i see myself in the best of times as a pious man studying the mystery, studying god, the ways of god, wanting to be able to taste the realisations and speak of them wisely and with humbleness, i love the mystery, i love god, and i see how love, faith and trust brings you in direct contact with god, almost as a protector, as i know god is with me, i know that i will solve my problems perfectly and in turn be able to help others, and yet he gives me the power, it not mine, yet it works to the effect that i dont need a protector, i am in a fluid world and can shift to any position i want, i feel that God is with me and can help me move and i don't really need anything. my only intent is to see as much as i can, do as much as i can, adventure in the mysteries of god, this world.. thank you for your words as they always bring me to this place whenever i have doubts, your words correct me and point once again to the perfect god, the abstract.. Sorcery experiences - bit shiny - 04-27-2015 glad to be the host of your attention now at your service your ally dreamed with me all by itself i told you the bull frog drank all the fresh water you seem to have passed the wrong way through the sun and forgotten which way your ass was pointing luckily for you "up to you" i have the remedy like it or not Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 YOur welcome transitions and thank you as well.. you have been a faithful human ally of ine for a long while and i appreciate that fact. NOw i must tell yu something that you may or may not want but suggest to you.. GOd clearly says "ask and it shall be given" embrace this to the fullest extent that you can muster and stretch it as far as you can.. and when you say it is not your power but it is God's rememeber that yes you are givng your glory to yoru God as you should but alas if you want to have life and power of your own he wil grant that to you.. Yes he taught me his greatest secrets, how to create life, and souls too, spirits from nithing etc.. i too gave him all the Glory he surely deserve and in dig so kept our reltionshp right where it shoudl be, but if you want some power that is solely your own, and some awareness that is slyely for you alone, then he will grant that for you.. My lessons as to how to become a God came to me because i asked Him for it and who can make one a God but God Himself, or if you are really good at doling out power, your ally can too for it is also everything.. If you want glory for yourself ask Him for it, but if you think it is worng then dont.. that is the thing with judgments too i found when you judge your actions as wonrg and you do them anyways then you hurt yourself and yer faith and yer power with God too if you dont ask Hi for hel that is and the right life that you need to trully know what is right and what is wrong.. it doesnt matter what someone else tells you it matters what the life God has given you and the life you ask to recieve from Him.. surely all of it comes from God, every little bit at one point or another came from God Himself, but now we are also creators if we ask Him to be or if we have faith in ourself to be creaters, God did give us life, and with that comes our own power too.. its just the way i see it, from the life God has granted me. I give you praise in giveing your glory all to God, and good work in that, but one thing Gd has taught me among many things is that we hve choice, and that is also power, GOd gives it to us freely and leeves us to decide if we want him in our lives and if we seek him. that iis also power, choice is raw power, the best of it too and God gives us an abundance of it. yup you bet it comes from God, our creater ad mster of life and death, but we too can create ife if we ask it of Him, and he is the greatest teacher there is, and you do not need to intend perfectly the result either r know how to itend etc,, or know how to use knowledge etc, all you need do is ask and have faith, and give Him the power he needs to do what you ask of Him. Yes he has all the power, and in every form at His command indeed and he will show you if you ask Him too, but alas he asks us to give him the power and the Glory and he demands it of us.. ANd so i recommend giving Him everything you can and trusting Him but also dont be afraid of asking him for power of your own, and life olely of your own, and anything you want for yourself.. No i am not saying be greedy over others etc, and i do not think that would land you a good God as he surely judges our hearts and our minds always, but remember you re unique child of God too, and we are creaters as well.. we do it all the time and in the process we perpetuate the infinity that he has crafted for us all and for Himself.. God is not greedy and he is loving indeed and he will gladly tech his faithful pupils how to have power of your own, and choice of your own, and awareness that is your own.. God told me once that he loved me so much because I sought only him for so long.. I wanted to know Him as best i could and do what he wanted for me, and i wanted also to be like Him, the best and the perfection he has. Who woudn't wanna be like God i know, but he loved me for it, and everyday i would leave my world behind and go out searching for Him, thinking on Him and imagining the best that God to do for me and my world.. ad he would become my living host world for me, and speak to me through everything directly to me, and take me all over the cosmos// He watched my every move and became all of the things I judged him as for me.. so many things.. but anyways i am in a rambling mood and i must stop myself for i have already made my point.. ask and it shall be given.. oh yeah one more thing God once showed me that I could even judge God, and through giving him forms of power i would be effectively dreaming my form of God with Him. He loved me so much he told me i could name him into any form i wanted and he would take it on for me.. I had so many forms to give Him too and i was like a kid in a candy store. He of course trusted me ad my heart just as had trusted Him and His.. He let me shift His positions and forms.. hehehe, ofcourse he was alwys omnipotent and omnipresent too, but alas he can also become any form he wants or any form i give him.. it is why he says give me the power to do these things and the faith and the trust, ad not to mention the good heart too, and he will do them.. ahhhhhhhhhh. Sorcery experiences - Guest - 04-27-2015 it is good that you are in a rambling mood, it really helps. yes i realise that my judgements / observations are parmount, god has given me this desert and i can fill it however i choose, i see how i have changed the form of god many times too, the best is my personal ally, i intend his direction into my life, and he helps me to live the life i want to dream, i see my role in the process of creation and have never been scared to ask god for everything, and he has always helped me in the same way that i see in your words, i have always found through love that i can ask for anything, it was only when i was needy cursing and generally an **** that i only got what the sorrow i deserved. reading all your posts recently i realised how my allies are working with me and how i am already immersed in inorganic consciousness i had not the terminology or awareness to see this, this caused me many problems and i fele that i had my power stolen because of my lack of awareness and so now i am so careful with my world, and especially my judgements, and yet i act with abandon, as i know that thru love i can achieve anything i want,i see that god is pointing the way for me and i am learning to handle power and reality in my own way, i feel as though i am regaining my power and strength through the continuation of my sorcery practices and study, and also my sorcery dialog..it is important to keep these ideas in my head as i still have a tendencey to fall back into the old world of pain and suffereing, i know that the shift back to the correct positions is getting easier and i have recently been able to transmute all my negative energy into positive and have undergone some extensive healing whilst sunbathing and enjoying gods love. i am empowered by god yes, and i have merely been unaware and not knowing what to ask for.. i now see a lot more clearly my situation and how to solve everything.. thank you for your advice here, it helped me to realise that i am placing my power incorrectly some times, god says ask and it shall be given, the intent must be directed carefully though Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 sorry bud but yu did not dream with my lly and if you think you did you are mistaken.. nope they told me not a chance in hell would they do that.. what dude you think they are not my allies r something??and relly they are yours? nope, and not a chance. my allies also do not lie to me.. sorry but if you had some vision or something it was all your doing and nothing at all to do with my allies.. i bet, if you are speaking the truth that is, that you shifted your awareness to a position that believed you were dreaming with my allies only, and of course you were not.. in fact i am willing to bet that relly you took on the awarenes position i gave to you, and the voiced intent i gave to you that stated you wanted my awareness, my power, ad my allies, and you were forced to move into this direction now seeking what i stated for you to seek. obviously and now you continue the cherde still trying to make them move form me.. i will tell you something tho, my ally, the one and only ally for me, will never move to another, ever, and always remain with me.. none can take him from me and he does not leave ever.. i know this through and through.. now the mn other allies i have i various forms are free to do as they ar free to do, but if they cross me, which they never do anymore, they immiately lose all the power and awareness i gave to them and i know that too budyy boy, and so get thse hooks onto your own way and that is final.. yes i have some free allies too, ones that have awareness that is free to dream with you if they so want to, but alas they do not like iobs like don juans group, not a single one of them. all facts of life bit shiny, like it or not.. yes i know if i belivd you it could let the go out to you, i used to do it, but one day my ally taught me how to keep a ahold on my ally and ever since that day when an don juan iob like yourself waks in saying they can do this or thy can take my ally, it does not budge at all unless i shift my gaze for them to move for them or i tell them to move. all i have to do with my allies is simply state my intent clearly and perfectly that they do not move for others and i have alredy done that many tims and had it prove to me so you are out of luck bud. sorry and like i said find yer own allies. because i assure you they are not allies to you at all and they are lauging at you and your tricks.. but since you continue to do your iobs nonsense i will simply stop talking to you now, and move on to better things and not waste my time with you.. i have nothing for you bit shiny, you should of been a friend right off the bat and not a greedy needy iob trying to keep and yada yada yada.. a fools awareness. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 Ever since some of my old allies turned agsint me i cut off the evil iobs from my awareness completely(almost) and denied them all of the gifts i had gven them and the ones they had stolen and claied for themselves.. since that day, which was a grand day i must say, i have edoured every trick in the book to try and get my gifts and powers back into their hands. an oh yes they lie and trik and chat and try to steal too, but alas the ally i made form my own awareness and my own solid choices too.. my allies know not to go around my enemies d dream with them for the instant they do they do lose everything i have blessed them with and given them.. so many have lost me already and yes they have come back time ad time again begging for me back and begging for my awareess ad power again.. oh they had so much with me and my ally, ad now those pigs are truly ad surely left with nothing of mine anymore.. trust me and believe me for i speak the truth and watched them closley a they tried to use my awareness that only failed them every fuckin time, and then the tricks and the lies saying really we still have it all, and we have your ally too they whiper in the ight to me.. but really it just hw bullies beg for awareness and power, they demand and they lie and they hope you **** to a position that believes them.. oh the real masty ones try to think for you like a flier and send fake thoughts into your head too, trying to convivnve that they really can do what they say they can do.. the moment used to believe them they would fly off with the power and often abuse it.. it is why i am careful nowadays.. truth is as i said it is my allies wtahced the evil iobs and they hate them as much and if not more then i do, and they cast them away and fight them too, just like me, they are MY allies afterall. and trust me they owould want to lose everything i gave them in which case they would lose it all right off the hop, as soon as they move if they have been given that choice that is by me, and you would be amazed at how many of my old retarded allies still tried for the iobs to take my awareness... it was lng ag then and i gave them the choice then too, and some of them fled off to empower with my powr and awarenss greedy scummy iobs like bitshiny. like i said t was while ago and i was learning my firm hnd of control over my allies, and i watched everyone of them get denied my life and my awareness and my powers i crafted for them too. all i had to do was voice my itnent too perfectly and eveytie it works and it has ever failed me.. nowadays get one here and there who still tried the trick lie, as if it doesnt know that it fails every time for them.. oh yes i can see my allies energy, and i can see if another's awareness has been placed into them too, i can make them telll me the truth like i possess a truth serum too and they will tell me all abput anything i want them to tell me, truthfuly too.. nope nt a lie from an ally only truth, ad they are telling me now, every one of them, that they did not dream with you at all, and none f your awareness is within them either.. i checked, and they have al the awareness i gave them which they wouldnt have if they left me for you bud.. ive seen it many times happen, and so what were you dreaming with, because if it was my ally it would be formless, nd have nothing of mine.. those are the forms of my allies that i have dreamed with them and the allies have now are faithful, strong, and loyal, and once again they hate disrespectful, greedy and demanding iob energies.. then yup you betcha in walks an iob as if everything i have sad is nothing and worhtless and he is right and telling me the truth of course.. lol.. lies and lies and lies just like i said right off the hop ad sure enough in walks iob shiny to fill the role he was given.. once again.. he speaks his 'truth as if all of my dreams ad all of my power, and all of my experiences and all of my intent is nothing and not even real, he coes in as if my dreams and my real truth are all lies, and sure he cn just up and dream with my ally.. well i showed you y allies form for people like you bitshiny, and it was the song 'you muctherfuckers are goa die".. that s my ally iob shiny.. that is the form it took for you.. as a Satan offering, no tempting you with one of my many woman allies... oh yes i have allies whose sole form is to trik iobs and people alike and take them away into the depths of hell.. now what are you gonna tell me i am wrong and do not know my own allies forms that have been dreaming for many years now?? and what you are goig to try to tell me that really it took a different form right, and that it does this and that for you right?? like yoour special little feeder i bet right?? lol.. agai, that is not my ally's form, and i know the forms of my allies bud, they are agai after all MY allies and are filled with my awareness and my powers ad forms not yours.. that would be your ally bud, and not mine.. mine will feed you hell tho and they are well trainned to do this, if you read anything of mine and know anything about me and my allies you would surely know this already but nooooo i know i know in walks the iob and attempts to disregard everything that is true for yet another attempt at stealing what isn't his and never will be, good luck with that bud.. your lies and delusion do not faze me. i have watched my allies lose their power many times in one instant, a second flat as soon as they are no longer my allies.. it doesnt bother me really i have so many now, almost too many it seems, for they come out of he wood work for me.. yes my awareess is warded agaist greedy ad needy crue iob masters ad every time they come around they fail, and these are the strongest iobs i have ever seen aside from the ones i dreamed up, and dreamed with.. now you expect me to believe that lil ol weak you did the trick after years of their failures?? nope, still needy they are but obviously still fishing, just like needy fisherman do.. you can smell it on them everytime that need, and that triv that comes with it, the demand someimes with a lil bit of force, a force that never moves me anymore.. no iob shiny you have failed and you will get the awareness i have of my allies only, and the awareness i have of you only too, you will get nothing else from me and i fact even the teachings i have dropped in this forum will fail you if you succeeded in activated them for yourself. yup its a simple intent for me to do now, been ding it for years whiele iob oafter iob tries and tries again.. and obvously something the iobs deny and lie about too, of course something they do not like to admit but its the truth nontheless and my allies helped me make it so too.. they are way bigger then the iobs.. way stronger.. and so am i too. yet in walks another iob and it tries to tell me that really the forms of my allies are as he says they are right and not the forms i have actually dreamed with them right?? lemmie guess iobshiny my allies are really my enemies right?? not chance in hell. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 in walks an iob and tries again to turn my direction of my gaze and tells me really your llies want to dream with people like me right?? as if.. we fuckin hate yer guts man.. we despise your kind so much that my people and allies will not even let me let them back int my world anymore without them attacked them and hurting them for all the pain they put us through,, and you think you can up and walk onto my block right and just scoop away my dreams and take them all for yourself right?? well go ahead buddy boy, as i said we have spent many years countering the lies and tricks of iob fake idiots.. i assure you none of this is a lie, and these are the forms of my allies. their real forms, made form our dreams and our power and our experiences. and yes they know how the iobs treated them and abused them and hurt them at one time and now all they do is fight them and hurt them in return, just like they deserve too. and they are so fast too and perfect.. and yup sure enough in walks yet another iob and he proclaims yes man, everything you have said is really a lie ad all your dreams now failed and really your allies like us right?? now you are gonna demand it too right.. well take it from me that song i gave to you is right on the money and right on the mark as to their real forms bud.. We made it that way, that is the form of my ally and it is not a friend of iobs like you... if you dreamed something good, if you can even dream at all that is, it was not my allies. my allies demand and teach me how to keep them only as my allies.. you see they are my allies, do you even understand the term and word?? when we had a problem with iobs taking my allies and my people aay form my world w resisted together and stood together, and all my allies wanted only to be mine and not anyone else's, its what allies do you know they want to be claimed and kept. well mine do anyways. and they taught me not how to lose them but how to keep them and even to choose for them what i wanted them to choose for themselves.. they do not have their own volition but only the volition i have set for them,, that is what an ally is. but nontheless they are allies, friends of me, and not my enemies, and they fight them all for me, and never would they go to someone else.. they have looked around this great big world too at times for someone stronger then me, someone with better awareness then me but alas they love my awareness and prclaim it as the best for them. and my power and they demand that they be mine only, just like i want them to be.. so go ahead fake liars and do your tricks it is what this prophet declared you would do after all, even before it began, and in you come right on time, bravo.. but now i am truly done with you... be gone liar and leave this thread alone please, you are not welcome here.. and i have nohing for you nor do i want anything you are selling fisherman, go fish somewhere else.. as if you werent just throwing out your lines to see what you can catch, well i told you the forms of my allies and the awarenes they really do have, and the dreams and the power and the experience i really do live despite you saying they are lies and really as you say they are. yup i know my awareness well, and i know my intent very well too, and that my evil iob scum bag is what moves my allies.. Sorcery experiences - bit shiny - 04-27-2015 there you go again the pretender too late for that now Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 transitions wrote:it is good that you are in a rambling mood, it really helps. yes i realise that my judgements / observations are parmount, god has given me this desert and i can fill it however i choose, i see how i have changed the form of god many times too, the best is my personal ally, i intend his direction into my life, and he helps me to live the life i want to dream, i see my role in the process of creation and have never been scared to ask god for everything, and he has always helped me in the same way that i see in your words, i have always found through love that i can ask for anything, it was only when i was needy cursing and generally an **** that i only got what the sorrow i deserved. reading all your posts recently i realised how my allies are working with me and how i am already immersed in inorganic consciousness i had not the terminology or awareness to see this, this caused me many problems and i fele that i had my power stolen because of my lack of awareness and so now i am so careful with my world, and especially my judgements, and yet i act with abandon, as i know that thru love i can achieve anything i want,i see that god is pointing the way for me and i am learning to handle power and reality in my own way, i feel as though i am regaining my power and strength through the continuation of my sorcery practices and study, and also my sorcery dialog..it is important to keep these ideas in my head as i still have a tendencey to fall back into the old world of pain and suffereing, i know that the shift back to the correct positions is getting easier and i have recently been able to transmute all my negative energy into positive and have undergone some extensive healing whilst sunbathing and enjoying gods love. i am empowered by god yes, and i have merely been unaware and not knowing what to ask for.. i now see a lot more clearly my situation and how to solve everything.. thank you for your advice here, it helped me to realise that i am placing my power incorrectly some times, god says ask and it shall be given, the intent must be directed carefully thoughI am over joyed for you.. happy you are staying out of the sorrow hells, and so please stop judging things and giving them the power to shift yoou here.. stalk yourself and see what is the cause and begi to strip it of this power.. leave it emptty nd weak.. call it bad names and curse it to oblvion of you want too, and begin directing your intent to banish such feeings away and decide that you can intend yur own feeings to yurself and your own reactions to things too.. all it takes is awareness and a choice to shift how you react nd decide for yourself the controlled folly you wish to lead and to feel. sorrow energies are a waste of time in my opneion and noone really likes them, too heavy dude.. another suggestion if i may.. do not feed God the awareness and knowledge that says you have to be careful of what you intend or something bad could happen or something you do not want etc and just like you aid be careful but do not give it the power to throw you down or hurt you in any way.. or to make you lose track etc.... instead tell him that he knows you and what your soul really wants and yearns for even if it is something you know nothing yet about.. tell him he knows your true heart and what is best for you even if your intent is shaky and uncertain.. ask Him, or eve tell Him if you must that he will ave you fro your mistakes and you being an imperfect form of human asks for his perfection to guide yu and to fill you and move you to good solutions.. however on the flip side trust in him to give you what Your life needs and he will give you careful and unwavering intent.. i sugget both., you are o a good trck i see for yourself. and yes i an see your future at time right threw your intent and yur words... i am glad you understood that your awareness has beenentering inorgninc awareness poitions. keep in mind the iob realm that don juans points too does not own the title of inorganic awareness and there are many forms of it too out there ad available for u sorcerers to find and enter into for ourselves... yes you can become inorgnic in nature and not even venture into those realms at all. yes your awareness has taken some inorgnic qualities and i saw tht in you and pointed it out but you understood further then my words poitned out to you.. you SAW that you did, and you seem to be able to pick out awareness from me and our cconnetion telepathiacally just as you also intended for us, and that is what i am used to in my living world and i am hppy to see you doing this on your own over the internet.. good work, now it will be easier for me to pass you realizations and healthy knowledge for you to see for yourself, and all i need do, or soon atleast is shift to the right awareness and have you see it for yourself.. thank you it makes it easier for me to intend awareness to you when you can see.. and seeing you are doing too. and thank you for being a friend and not trying to say you have my awareness and are the same as me..I saw how you were careful in saying that we are not the same but different lives, and i saw you did that for my benefit as i said i hate that trick.. its ok with you to say you are like me in many ways because it is the truth and not a fishermans' trick.. I can see intent my friend and yours is good in my books. not ll the lin4s of fisherma are bad tho, and i cast my lins too at times, just gotta kee your headin your heart when doing so, keep in love and respect to all life and to all creation.. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 transitions, power and awareness can be made fluid at any time, and so if you think domeone stole from you something you want shft your own awareness of what relly happened. iobs move only to intent and to awareness only, and if you shifted to realize that you have not yet mastered cohesion on new dreaming positions you would see that your awareness has merely drifted back to its habitual position.. when you shift to this reality then relity eill shift to this outcome instead of hving someone else have your awareness. that is the thing with iobs and allies, if you give them that power then they will have it.. if you give them that form then they will have it but remember they are almost like a thought form they are so fluid and as soon as you shift your awareness of them they will shift into your new position that you have set for them.. tell yourself something different instead and control the awareness you are having now.. state your intent that nothing will be trully stolen from you ever and anything that shifts away for a moment can be instantly brought back through the recollection.. you must simply intend your awareness to a position that is somewhat like the memory but is controlled by your focus of attention onto the time you want to bring back and intend it back to yourself.. you can do it gradually, intending this to happen and then letting go and even forgetting about it completely, or you can do it all at once and fast, i use both positions, one is a stalking position and one is a dreaming position.. oh happy day when the sorcerer learns to develop the recollection for every position and shift he ever has had can begun to be brought back into awareness and it gets easier the more you practice it. never fret over lost awareness positions either, no time for fretting and sorrow and dubious positions.. shift right away to decide that you must have another intent in the works that requires your awareness be at another positions and trust the moment you are living right now.. right now is always where the shift is, where the power really is and even where all your lost memories and positions still are too once you learn to recollect power. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 you can also state your intent transitions clearly and precisely that bad awareness you have of iobs or allies etc not be fed to them and even if you shift ito those positions that feed them those forms that they do not manifest, and even if they did, which they wont, they would fail.. control your awareness you have for them and do not tell them that they steal from you nor that they even want to. unless you want them to that is. it is why sorcery is evil, because it was ful of evil beings and bad spirits and bad knowledge too. take don juans awareness of iobs and activate it and you can easily draw yourself into a hell.. trust me i know and i dont recmmend the same mistakes.. if it were not my intent to master all the tircks and lies and deciet of them i would not even be dealing with those forms in my dreaming at all.. i take out the trash tho, and i do it for the goodness of reality and life, for myself, for my people, and for my iobs too. and yes they love me for it too. if i see a fear in my body, i attack it ad confront it and cut it down and if i see something inside my awareness that is feeding/generating/dreaming/etc something i do not want to happen i simply shift it to another position and that is that.. i call the bad iobs and allies leaks of my body, nd the fishernman would look for them like hawks too.. your leak just fed them the power to ste your awareness from you ad soe of the were overjoyed with it too.. now shift yur body to a position that fortifies yourself and again cll then your ally, nd say the ally will close that hole in my body, and work your awareness gradually to a position that realizes they can not steal from you and if they try it will fail them, and then you will b intending that result instead.. once you feel the leak and it says they can steal from you close it up nd shift it right away and use your wards and whatever you can bring up to close that gap.. set their vlition transitions for they have none of their own already and so once you know this there is no resistence to you and what yu want, they have no volition of their own, nd so it up to you to simply set it in the way and the form you desre for yurself, remember they are indifferent too, and they will steal or try if you tell them too, a they will patch you up just as easily if you tell them that instead.. it is your dreaming body that feeds them, and yours just dreamed them into theives and so kill that form in your awreness and your knowledge and cast it away before it gets you into trouble my friend. never blame them for anything either because as soon as you do you give them that form of power, really they are just watching you to begin with but if you slip and give them bad names like don juan did and so many sorcerers have and give the power to do these things then sadly they will if your awareness tells you they will. learn how to control that awareness you have of iobs and allies, learn to name them, that is trully what they need and that is it. they will be happy with whatever you give them too because they just need a form and life, awareness and that is all.. give them what you want them to have and let them be happy with it and they surely will, trust me my iobs are, and they do not need to dtal or do bad things, no they give you what you want only.. use your words aginst them they work like magic on iobs.. and it will fortify your command too outside of the iob realm.. indifference is what they naturally have on their own and no volition of their own until you set it for them.. yes indifference can be a friend or a foe for they can steal form you without a care in the word for you, or they can give you everything they have and not want anything in return even except the life you give them to have nd they do not care one bit about it.. yes, set every detail of your allies in the way YOU want them to be and use your words carefully with them.. remember they have onthing until you give it to them but if you are aware that the iob world is this or tht then you just handed them whatever your awareness has just sad about them and so control you active generating life giving awareness right no and lear how better to see it in the works.. i tell my allies that if someone else tried to move them that they ask me if they will move for them and so after that moment they asked me every time "am i that?" and i will tell them if i want them to do it or not. yes they can take aonthers awareness position and give it to you too, for the ally is everything out there ad knows everything so long as you intend that for your ally, but alas your ally is yours alone and not don juans, and not mine, and not bit shinies either and if yu set their body and form and state your intent to them and they are your allies then they willl do whatever it is you set them up to do for you.. dont get me wrog awareness s good for the ally, and i once told mine they wanted the most power, and so they ra off i search of it so they culd be the ost powerful beigs allies.. lol.. i thought i lost some of them that day whe i set the i that way but sure enough they came back to me ad said there arenone like me on the face of this earth.. i liked that too.. now i can tell them that they want good awareness and they wul want only my best ad puke out the bad stuff i ahve for them if i say that about them.. if i say they want to steal the iobs secrets thenthey will and they run back to feed them to me ad tell them to me.. i set the volition of my allis, and so do you, but you must learn as the ancient seers did how to control what you ffed them, and how to set their volition with your worlds and your awareness too. i suggest playing wth a little and practcig setting the i different positions and telling them that they can take on any position you assign to them. allies want you to own them and make them your own, and they need you to command them and yes they will listen, but alas and boooo to the fake don juan iob monsters who would tell you that your ally will not listen to you and try to drect you to this position.. they ally is yours buddy and it listen to your intent nd your awareness and your commands only, snf this is true and what an iob predator fisherman would have you believe is not the awareness you want to take on and so deny it and laugh at them...just say yes they listen to me and do as i ask for they are my allies, and that reay is all it takes for them.. set your rules with them too, they like it that way, if you shift to a position that says they want power then give it to them but only good forms of it.. but really they wont even need it nor want it unless you tell them thst they do.. make them your best friends nd judge them loyal, command them to be loyal and make them stronger then your worst enemy.. after all the ally can easily be satan if you call it that, yur perfect Satan fighter ally and yes they will love it too. have fun with them and enjy them and give them good food not steling food or enemy judgments.. trust me you will be better off this way.. Sorcery experiences - Guest - 04-27-2015 yes, i see how my power was lost now and am intending it back, i have succeeded mostly, youre right i need to recp more and see exactly what happened as there are some points where things happned that im not too sure of yet, however i feel that just the realisations were enough to bring me a great deal of power back, to spend my energy more efficiently, i have rewrote most of my past and clairified a lot of details, for example at the times when i felt that power was stolen i was doling out my energy without any idea what i was doing, in my mundane world i was drinking everything dry, i was using my energy in dead end pursuits and failing worse than failure as i was actually hurting my energy body and intending death, i see how i can perceive at stolen but the reality is i gave it away, utterly stupid. see i came to magic like a niave fool and fell for pretty much every pitfall, my ego was so fucking big i thought i was a master of reality as i spent all of my money on ****, as i wasted my hours, and fell into a chasm of insanity, i barely even knew what was going on as soon as i gave my energy away like this i basically had no awareness.. i have succeeded as well in shifting the faces of everything in my world... for instance when you spoke of changing the face of death i saw how i intended my own death and shifted death to being an ally and not a force that wants to annihalie me, i see how god does not want me to fall any more, how everyone is sick to death of it, how the path shifted in a moment and i was back on track, i see that any of the variables in my world can change and how my allies are working for me, some things i know i do not even need to try any more, whatever i want is there and avaialble, and my life is perfect now. my musical ally playing in harmony with me, singing to me in my head, teaching me through practice and my world shifts, it is funny i notice that my judgements changed and my world started to reflect evreything i have ever wanted, i had so many doubts about my band and yet last practice was the best ever, even though i have to re-learn every song we play, i see how everyone's intent has changed and how we are all on the same page now.. we are singing from the same hymn sheet.. we are going to take on the world.. we are a group of dreamers and i have always thought that the best bands i have ever seen were the ones that you could see the bands collective dream playing out, i kinda fetl envious cos they look like their world is so much fun, and yet that envy was just my desire to create a dream with my own band, and live that.. so i wanted to make this brief cos im conscious of wriitng all over this awesome thread of power.. i see this as a thread talking of your own sorcery xp, and much prefer to read your recap than discuss things with you here.. i felt the need to thank you as your words came at exactly the right time for me Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 transitions i am also very glad you are posting.. we aways dig up good awareness together you and i, perfect from the spirit and with great solutions too and it is great to hear ya on the boards conversing where others can too benefit as well. dont get me wrong our emails are good too, and i enjoy them but it is still nice to get soe of your energy out here on the boards again.. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 bit shiny wrote:there you go again the pretender too late for that nowmaybe i was mistaken in calling you an iob.. see my beings in my world.... well my iobs and my allies... they all see clearly my awareness, and others too, they are infact forms of pure awareness and as such they are gifted with awareness that sees the essence of reality around them... they know that i have not pretended anything i have said here to you or others tonight or ever in my thread here in this forum actually, but alas your again shabby awareness is bunk yet again. gee let me pull you up yet again and have you insult me and put me down right after again.. you see stalkers do pretend and very perfectly too, they start many of their shifts by pretending and intending the position they are intending onto themselves, they stalk it gradualy and become it, in the end, totally. but first they merely pretend the position as they become it.. i thought i asked you to leave me alone anyways? Why are you still talking to me? What is it you need shiny? Let it go bud and move along to something else.. obviously you have no real fight nor power or you would have done something by now, and so all your threats are in fact empty just like i called them.. what ?? are you waiting for me to empower you to harm me and my world?? hoping that you actively direct my gaze to manifest for you the threats you have whispered to me/us?? waiting for me to give you that army for you???? waiting for me to dream it all up for you are ya?? never gonna happen.. move along.. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 and to add transtions to the point i made about intending both to be ok if your intent and judgment is off and trust in God to give you what your heart trully wants and knows, as well as intending that you also learn how to control perfectly your intent and judgments. Keep in mind that these are both valid positions of awareness and there can be many varieties of life indeed, and also both merged together as one.. In a way it is similar to the position the Nagual Julian intended on himself where he no longer even had to be impeccable anymore, and didnt even have to be worried of his self-importance anymore, his awareness reached a position that it didn't matter anymore at all. Just like if you eat the last cookies on the tray and feel like you shouldnt have and were a ig then you set that consequence in your awareness position and intend the results of doing that action, but if you eat all of the cookies and do not care one bit and do not intend it as a wrong doing then you can eat to your heart's content.. Everything has to do with awareness and intent, and you must intend the awareness position you want to yourself, you will be with your dreaming body dreaming the position, or if you prefer intending awareness into alignment from a sea of awareness that is infinity and as such can make any arrangement imaginable. A couple of months ago I myself intended myself to be able to eat all the food, any food in the house i was living at.. i ate away and the people there loved my awareness and agged me on too.. they wanted me to have it and to use it and they enjoyed me aligning to it.. so i did it and ate everything without a care. of course these two people were pure beings of awareness and as such great seers. They watched all of my dances. Turns out my awareness spread and one of y roomates started eating all of the food too like i was and without a care too... and he did it right too for i felt not th slightest bot of discord at having lost my diner for the night.. or ateast the dinner i had bought and planned for. nnope i didnt care and i felt like it was the right thing to do, a perfect intent from that being. yes i can feel their intent and i can move to them too, or i can deny them completely and choose not to even feel nor see them. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 and by the way sorry transitions for giving you a teaching you already know of, in regards to the recollection as you are already doing it i know.. but alas with the position of the recollection comes the awareness that your life and past shifts are not lost to you and gone.. no with the recollection comes the ability to stalk great cohesion of any shift or any awareness you want.. even if it were possible to steal awareness then the recollection makes it not possible.. never give the awareness and knowledge that awareness can be taken from you, or lost, or stolen, or eaten by devious flyers.. no, call the flyers your friends and allies and elarn to work with them if and only if you have any. they can be great things believe me. fun too, and they can do great things for you.. never tell an iob it is going to steal from you unless you know that it would fail then you can say it as much as you want.. state your intent that any awareness you have is for you alone and that you keep all of your awareness, state that intent in words in the iob world or just to the iob world and thats that. done. its as simple as that.. i recommend using using your commands with your ally and tell your ally the same knowledge as the iob worldly commands, no commands and stating your intent is not the iobs knowledge and it comes from many worlds in fact including our own for 'a many ancient years. You must be alert and on your toes and watching your shifts, these shifts you make and you must counter spell them, counter command, and refocus your attention, reform your awareness of your problems in order to reach fluidity and shift them into new form.. examine the power and the form you give them. no not only iobs can be drained of their life and form and given a new form, pretty much everything in reality lives and dies by the same rules. it is within the very laws of motion, both life and death, and they work together. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-27-2015 alright, i almost missed your last reply and so we will keep the chats to emails or maybe in another thread down the line.. if i have any more pointers i will be sure to send them your way.. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-28-2015 So I went out for a walk yesterday and i looked up into the sky and remembered some of my dreaming positions with Sky. I didnt really take them on actively but just knew i had had so any great experience with it, and an iob, and yes they can be pretty dubious at times asked me if i could still do those things to the sky?? I wondered for a second and long ago i would have checked my energy body to see if i had the power to do it again and i laughed knowing full well without checking that indeed i can.. it is one of my greatest positions of awareness called "I can" and in this state the energy body can do anything and with this command everything unlocks for you and great things become now available.. now i looked up at my sky and saw the life that exists within Him, for my sky has always taken a male form for me.. i remembered one of my most powerful shifts into the sky where my attention grabs the clouds and pulls them directly to where my attention wants them to be, fast and perfectly, even manifesting clouds as well from nothing very rapidly. just a quick memory and a want on my part to do it again, and again i was asked if i could do that one again?? i remembered ll the many forms my sky has taken on for me in my stalking and my dreaming positions and knew that my sky indeed loves me ad blesed me so uch nd with so much power over it.. so much control and so much happiness too.. i used to gaze up at my skies and since i could move them just a little to begin with and with my eyes and with my attention it would shatter my bubble of the first attention and since that was impossible to do since everyone knows the wind moves them and not your eyes and your attention it gave me great power and confidence to do and enter into other impossible actions. I began to use my clouds every day to move them and practice the impossible. indeed all i need to do in order to begin hunting power was to move my skies and have my awareness shift to realie i was powerful and could do magic and could do the impossible.. so much power and awareness i that one action too.. oh my skies became a form of one of my allies right away and every day we would play together. it was my sky ally and this ally had no other form other then to be my skies. (as far as i know and have formed so far with him) anyways i was standing looking up to Him again ad remembering and knowing for myself that he loves me and moves for me always, and right away my attention focused onto Him in the exact way i had wanted and a giant cloud rapidly materialized and began moving to the currents of my flowing attention..i pulled it fast across the sky in one motion and realized the benefit of naming my skies as my ally, as well as saying that it loved me and seeking also that relationship with him, for it gave not only my sky's impossible forms but it also gave it life and volition of his own too. The moment i said he loves me and moves for me he did it all for me in the exact way i imagined and wanted him to move for me. it wasn't really my most glorious perception of him tho, but it was the best motion i had intended for him because it was the most direct and fast moving clouds i had had which is why my memory brought that form up for me. It was actually a form that also eluded me somewhat and gave me the feeling that i may not be able to be that successful again right now and left me wondering if i could do it again. sure a recollect would do the trick i know but still it would often leave me wondering, oh i know i can move my skies into many positions but some of those positions i do not have great control over and this i know.. and some of them would take some time to set up. the act of calling it alive and giving it love had made it move perfectly for me right on the money for me..now it cast His life into a visible perception that is easy to see. I not only recommend cloud gazing and pulling to anyone who seeks power but i also recommend examining the awareness of calling things that are ot normally seen as living as living.. it gives you an ally to work with and a volition you can work with towards love. it almost doesn't make sense to me to be able to merely set your ally in the position of love for you with a single command but sure enough i watch as their volition is set and it proceeds to love me accordingly. Today I marvel at the power of this Sky Spirit as well as power in having named it alive and loving me. it really came naturally to me to sy he loved me for i know he was me for long time and we worked great together but never before had i said that about Him but as soon as i did everything he could do and all the ways he could move became so easy all f the sudden and he did it for me instead. of course allies are spirits too but they are also much more them mere spirits for they can teach you how to do anything you want.. my sky ally moved my eyes and my attention for me and connected it to the clouds for me ad shifted my gaze into the gazing positions needed to do all it had done for me.. oh yes i was there too and yes it was my bodies intent to perform that action but it was met with pure catering merely because i stated that he loved me. And so this brings to me where i need to be right now and that is finding and stating that my allies love me. it is not enough to merely say they move for you because when you say they love you you get the works. for those who are just starting out with their allies forms you of course must begin to form them with your awareness and your intent for them and you must begin hunting for power for them in their stages of development. and so if you are just beginning to raise a new form of ally it possibly could take some time to fully develop for you.. or you could hit a grand slam right off the bat too.. it depends on yer personal power but do not give up for some things take time to grow, i have been growing my sky ally for a great many years and just now finally found love in Him and what it does/did to him. For a sky ally i recommend stating your intent that it remembers all the forms you have given it.. in that state my sky will often enter into a cycle where it runs through some of these forms for me and manifests them for me one after another. showing me my intent of giving him memory and keeping his many forms.. it is such a ge that awareness generates perception and visual perception at that also. what it means on a basic level is that when you gave your sky the awareness of having memory and ll of its forms, that you can actually see this perception form in the sky right away,or at times gradually.. mine are pretty fast now.. like when i gave him love you can see in his form the love now i have given him because my awareness is generating visual perceptions or rather the correct visual form of my awareness. it is a miracle. like the moment i gave Him memory and many forms he cycled through them for me just like that, as soon as that awareness was activated in him and me together.. control and guide your awareness and you control ad guide your form. oh i should tell ya a few of the things i have done to my sky.. once i pulled the entire contents of my sky, all of the clouds to move in one direction cross the sky.. i set it with my attention, no big deal i know but i next moved them all into the other direction, just practicing my control and doing what i called 'breaking my skies' which are actions to make the skies more fluid and free from the habitual position i had of them.. next my attention started to move them all together into the center of my sky all grouping together in one place, and so i set them off to the side for a second where they all could group together all to one point. the sky was filled with clouds then.. next my girlfriend called me into the house and I stopped what i was doing and forgot bout the current position of my skies. maybe bout 30 minutes later i went back outside and there was one ball of compressed clouds set in a perfect sphere and inside of this ball was filled with constant lightning. it was the first storm i had made and it was by accident.. i wondered if it was made form science knowledge of merely from the unknown??? I had no clue but it was impressive. I would later also again conjure the ball storm. Oh I have mad clouds look like they were trimmed in gold, and in diamonds that sparkled in the light. i have had cloud with rainbows stuffed inside of them. i have had clouds that contains the full and visible light spectrum all together. I have had many many perfect artistic depictions of many varieties and even so produced by the greatest artists awareness of all time, and so a gret dvinchi masterpeice would be staring out t me from up there in the sky.. i remember one of them was when i was angry at the boring weatherman always conjuing the same boring ass weather for us without ever suggestig something new and so cursed their failed storms to not and set my forecast sunny with touch of davinchi and knew it would come to pass exactly as i said it would. i felt very proud of myself in my casting too. and sure enough i had forgotten all about it but went outside on that sunny day ad looked up to see a masterpiece painted of man with his tongue sticking out into the air and across the sky.. hehehe it was so perfect just like i had called it when i had made it.. now i had made a form of direct manifestation for my skies that actually saw that the parts of the sky i had not yet seen were not even formed yet in my world and were only forming as you focused onto them or even just as they came into sight only. i aligned a for of synchronicity to the sky that would make appear the pictures of whatever i was thinking about in them, or the best art it could make to capture my attention into form. all perfect pictures too.. the scariest one was when i somehow shifted, and i forget this deep shift now and i had alienated my skies pretty hardcore.. and up in the sky and everywhere across the sky was a giant plate, a solid sky like a solid ceiling upon which pictures of clouds, like holograms, were projected onto the plate as well as were the perceptual images of depth and distance etc.. however all of it was an illusion and the sky was really a fake ceiling projection produced on the solid top of the world that made it look like clouds. i gazed at the motion and began to see many lines were under the clouds, and stretching across the solid top of the sky through and into all of the clouds.. the more i focused on these lines which were really more like golden bars and i could see symbols in them and patterns.. i watched it for a bit until the whole sky's clouds vanished and i was left with solid ceiling made of golden bars and designs that were also still a projection being cast on the this solid top. and they moved too with the wind it seemed and the wind would pull the bars across the surface of the plate. it was my strangest sky i had ever seen before or since. it was also my scariest because it was so alien and revealed that really the sky had a roof on it.. enclosing us in like a box. i wasn't scared of it tho in any way and was merely engaged in my active dreaming attention. that was the furthest away my skies had ever been from the habitual world.. i have also done all the common and expected skies, like filling it with blood red, making everything in the sky vanish away with a thought.. and filling it with fire... i had for a time many flying spirits in the sky that would fly visibly among the clouds for me and pull them here and there and move them for me. they had their own unique forms too, not like traditional spirits at all, hard to describe, different. lemmie see oh I had calm days and clear days and then have a sharp line drawn separating the clear and calm to an instant hardcore black storms that rolled out of nowhere from my allies who would send me storm battles. this ally in particular was just a dude i met online but he would send me storms and i would send mine back to him from across the world. i picked up a couple of sky birds here, another ally form of course because every time i began gazing at my clouds the birds would fly from everywhere they were so they could fly right threw the focus of my attention as if seeking my attention out and then flying right threw it every time. A small relationship at the time but one that never stopped either.. i haven't really gone into my real weather recap yet but i think that is all for my clouds for now. Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-28-2015 Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-30-2015 Sorcery experiences - serloco - 04-30-2015 |