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Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 11-27-2007
And, damn, how , what can I call it?
You found Chief Henry!
Maybe the most photographed man in all history.
What's been going through my mind, today and for so long, is that the people' the place, that was here before the Europeans, was as good as it gets.
It is amazing how they ripped it up and destroyed it all, for what?
Maybe that is the IB purpose, demons for sure to do such damageHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 11-29-2007
You've got my attention with this one.
May I offer respect and perhaps be a student.
Any comments about those who advertise as Toltecs?
One is Miguel or something.
I have latched on to an attitude that real truth isn't for sale. Some claim that one is not serious if he isn't willing to pay in cash.
Many real and true Warriors paid with their Lives.
I cannot get enough of Their words and Tales as I reread,
"Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee", Dee Brown; and all else I can findHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 11-29-2007
We know of such bloods that are part of earth's history.
I am one of many that come before me.
The Lone Wolf.
I am he that gives onto another my friend. Lone Wolf
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 12-07-2007
I have been reading of Oglala war Chief Crazy Horse.
He was a Dreamer. Had I not read the words of Juan Matus, I wouldn't know the meaning. Crazy Horse called his 2nd attention the Real World, and ,in fact, brought exceptional war tactics to this world from his dreams.
He, Sitting Bull, and all the others acted and died as Warriors no different from the description by the Nagual.
The Whites live and win by Swindle , murder and lies.
No wonder Matus named it a Predatory world. And so here we are, in a world Degraded nearly to destuction, which they refuse to admit .
There are few fullbloods out there. Hell, I didn't know they were there at all for so long. Once, I lived in Omaha,Neb, not knowing the battles that made it or even the Reservations nearby.
Should the Ghost Dance return? Does that reference 2012?
Bob C
Hawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - charlila - 12-07-2007
ghost dance? not this illusion again!
did you read black-elk speakes: here is a net version:blackelkspeaks.unl.edu/blackelk.pdf
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 12-09-2007
Well, yes I've read it, perhaps without understanding.
Currently, I was reading Dee Brown's, "Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee", and if I can find my copy of "Black Elk...", will move on to that.
Perhaps I was indulging in sentiment: I love Robbie Robertson's song on the subject.
I do have to wonder, though, as Dee Brown wrote about the Christian basis of the Ghost Dance, maybe to accent the fact of the murders of those who danced.
How about a new Dance? A new Council and a New Name?
That makes sense from a Toltec view.
After all, Brown makes it clear that every time the Indians were to be Swindled, military leaders brought a Christian Preacher along, for scolding purposes most likely.
Personally, I think I at the end of the Jesus thing. Americans are always at their Nastiest during these holidays
Peace on Earth, my ass! I,m tired of being swindled as well.
BobHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 12-18-2007
Yes, thanks to Nagual Lonewolf for continuing this Forum in the face of Spammers and Disruptions. That in itself is a Warrior's act.
I mentioned Christian Process Theology to Bob May. I was once a member of a Forum devoted to that, and it was destroyed by this kind of ****, long before I got there, by the way.
I am reminded of Juan Matus advising Carlos to do his Dreaming in the AM hours so that other people's intent would not introduce 'static'.
The more I study, the more I See that Native American rituals gave their people power and stamina.
Their only weakness was honesty. The more I study Castaneda, I see this as a theme.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 12-18-2007
Your welcome Hawkeye and Crow. The other day I came face out to my barn to feed the horses. It had been raining and it was cold. I saw a black shadow across the ceiling. I looked and around the corner looking down at me was a bobcat.
It wasn't afraid and we were about five feet from each other.
I could see it judge me, access me, decide if I was friend or foe. I decided to go about my business and started grabbing some flakes to load in the wagon. It watched me then walked out of the barn still not afraid.
We share this world with men, animals, spirits, and the unseen.
We live and breathe the same air. We are one if we can only imagine it. Lone Wolf
Lone Wolf - Bob May - 12-18-2007
Hi Wolf,
Here in Illinois Bobcats are a very rare sight. I have never seen one but two of my friends did together one night. I would like to see one sometime. I would consider it a good sign. Bob
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 12-19-2007
This is about something I have felt for a long time.
Everywhere I have gone, I have attempted to learn and feel the animals.
Years ago, I Stalked a Skunk, in Missouri. I was bored and wanted to test my knowledge: I knew my distance! I followed it to its lair, and moved on. A good day.
I was travelling here in Appalachia and saw two Bobcats on the road. Went to find them, but they were gone.
On the sad side, I am most disturbed by people who kill Snakes for no reason other than FEAR. Snakes are our friends, at least, if you don't want mice in your tepee!
When I was a kid, I was a brat like other city kids, and tortured frogs, bugs, etc. I bet I have more guilt over that than even the missteps with other human beings.
It informs my spirit.
I don't know what God is. I just look to the sky.
My neighbors have horses, I can't afford it.
I have sanctuary for birds, snakes and dogs (and rabbits, unless I get really hungry)
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 12-19-2007
It was not my intent to overwhelm this tale of POWER with my own history.
My intent was: Yes, Yes. Me Too!
Your actions in this situation, Lonewolf, Which may seem small interest to some, are the soul and heart of the Indian Way which I have been posting of.
Also, it is an expression of the teachings of Juan Matus as given to Carlos; the Poetry which I noted when I first joined this forum.
Now, That's the Spirit of the Season!
All creation stands before us temporary beings.
May we end our opposition to it, and regain our unity with it!
The Fire Within , maybe.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 12-29-2007
Hello Bobs..
I was in San Diego this Christmas. I friend talked me into going to Sea World. Sea World is sort of a zoo/amusement park that promotes understanding animals.
I watched the killer whale show with interest. Young blond girls swimming with giant water mammals...
There was a tank with dolphins. Dolphins immediately appear inntelligent and they look back at you as you would look at them. I felt as if I was looking at another aware being through the glass. Sad to see then captive as I have seen many dolphins free in the seas before.
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-03-2008
I heard a news item just yesterday -NPR- about Dolphin Pods protecting human swimmers from Sharks. Researchers hope to learn more to protect both people AND Sharks.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 01-05-2008
I worked for many companies in my life. While young, I worked as construction worker making cement forms for roads.It was a hard job. Sweat and salt. Foul mouth men and long summer dayss working with them.
I worked on a cattle ranch in Colorado for a brief while. Lived in a little shack in the mountains and ate elk meat everyday. Still miss this part of my life. Chasing cattle in the snow on horseback. That horse you quickly learned was the only warmth you had out there and you would get as close to it as you can riding back to camp in the winds.
I later got myself a real job working for the local telephone company. "Ma Bell" she was called and it wasn't a term of affection. I worked putting in cables and repairing them. I married, hunted deer and wild game and many years went by. During that time I applied when I could the principles of stalking the nagual.
A time finnaly came when my little world expanded into the internet. Suddenly I could communicate with others concerning being a warrior and what it meant. With that opening others changes came. I went through a bad divorce, lost alot of material possessions but regained my link with the spirit. I was reborn after a period when I lost my human form.
Doors opened. I moved to Arizona and have evolved into a complete different person I am now. I owed it to my realization of the foreign installation. That was such a monsterous blow to my inner perceptions.
Now I deal with new problems and a new life. Its still new. Its still wonderous. I look still at my mountain and see in it my home and final adventure to come.
I am Lone Wolf. A man, a hunter, warrior, and one who has lived with the nagual spirit his whole life.
Lone Wolf - Blackbeardd - 01-06-2008
Quote:I heard a news item just yesterday -NPR- about Dolphin Pods protecting human swimmers from Sharks. Researchers hope to learn more to protect both people AND Sharks.
I saw a video once where divers, who harassed dolphins (= trying to touch them and swim with them when it was obvious the dolphins didn't like it at all) grabbed one of the divers' thighs with their beak, and draw her down into the deep of the sea before releasing her.
What do we know about the unlucky swimmers that were drowned by these dolphins? Nothing, because they are dead. In the English Channel there was once a dolphin which attacked humans swimming in the sea. They said the dolphin got fed up with all the attention...
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-09-2008
Hey there Blackbeard.
You've been missing for awhile.
Now , I am going to conradict your post, so please relax.
First, human relations with animals are generally a learned ability; so are human relations with humans! Either can Kill you!
Yet, either one can also show heart, kindness.
So, if one has ability, like a horse whisperer, or a good attitude at least, there is likely a good outcome when the two species meet.
Heard about the SF, Cal Zoo incident? I think we will find that the victims brought about their own pain.
Equality in all things is one of the best teachings of the Castaneda books. Then again, the flipside is that Death can come for no reason. Or, are there reasons we don't see? There have been two Black Bear killings of humans in my area these past 6 years or so; an historical abberation in an environmentally distorted time. (I can't help but cite Hitchcock's "The Birds" )
Here's another Idea for you.
The Indians, the Native Americans, before the Conquest, were survivors. As far as I can find, disease and death were rare compared to modern society. Why?
The answer is simple: Adaptation.
And, natural selection.
They learned to live within their environment, and the foolish, weak and stupid were were removed by Evolutionary forces.
The other side of that is that the Europeans, and their Infections were an evolutionary force as well.
don Juan says that to Seers, the universe is a mystery, so, our possibilities,and our Fate is as well
Some speak of the year 2012. I am beginning to wonder.
Check Google: there is an area in the North Atlantic Ocean, larger that Texas, and up to 1000 feet deep, filled with garbage, mostly plastic; apparently a dead zone between the currents.
I'll bet don Juan never saw this world
Seeking a Strategy and the Warrior's Way, I am,
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-10-2008
Kick my own ass.
I'm the guy who keeps citing Castaneda's writings about the Warriors Way.
I sure would like to be like that, but to be honest, the past 3 months have been kicking my ass.
I am full of fears and desperation , now.
To be fully crazy, maybe to be saying something about the powers of the other side, I wonder if a natural Witch has attacked me.
I say this in relation to those on this forum who have complained about attacks from various persons or enteties.
Here's my situation:
Last August, my ex-wife died, and it seemed like a suicide. I was dispassionate about it as it was not unexpected. She was an Addict. But:
since that time , all kinds of calamities have come to me;
sickness, auto problems, depression, work issues, you name it. I feel to be under attack from unknown forces and I am not knowledgable enough to defend myself.
To those here who are also under attack for whatever reason, my apologies and sympathies.
Really, I seek and wish to exchange Stratagies for survival.
In old times I would think that Demons are after me or that God Hates me.
Now, I think I can see that people have access to powers, even the uninformed ,thru INTENT, that can alter my LIFE.
That, a person with enough angry energy can disrupt another's life with a Death Wish.
All suggestions are welcome.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 01-11-2008
The intents of those who can intend are powerful when used against another. Make the warrior face and state it within.
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-13-2008
No Intent of negativity on my part. Actually, I find myself, like others on these Forums, trying to escape it.
Here, in "The Power of Silence" , it is laid out again:
Witchcraft is about Self-Reflection, and Toltec Sorcery is is about SPIRIT.
To be honest, I could use some Witchcraft! LIke many of you, my enemies are too much and I would rather be too much for them.
However , I think I have tried to accent Strategy, or at least try to get some input. The spooks are on my ass! I need angels.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-16-2008
You are absolutly correct, Lonewolf.
It ain't easy for us lost ones, though.
Fate
I seem to have misplaced that thread about Secrecy
Can someone point the way?
It is one that deserved consideration.
I contemplated traditional Confessional rituals as well as the AA 12 Step ways.
Hell yes! Name it , blab it, confess it , brag about it and sure as hell it will lose it's Power.
The unknown events of being human are fantastic.
Bob C akaHawkeye and Crow
Lone Wolf - Vrill - 01-18-2008
Thank you for posting this amazing story.
I would encourage you to write a book as this is incredible stuff.
The corroboration of someone who is on the Path, but outside of Carlos circle is very important, as it helps to reinforce the Shamanic path as a Wisdom tradition and makes all of this much more credible.
In other words there, the more knowledge that people can draw on, the more support they have in their own work.
Also, I have lived in Prescott as well for about a year in 1972. I was teaching yoga classes there at Prescott college.
Lone Wolf - Nagual LoneWolf - 01-19-2008
Thanks for encouragement Vrill. It is good to see you here again. Prescott has changed so much from those days. Once a gathering place now a retirement community..haha.
I have thought of writing a book but I could never think I could relate the events as they happened in words. Maybe someday...the story is not done..just a basic recounting of one's life living the nagual way.
Lone Wolf - adeleon444 - 01-25-2008
Hi Bob I read your post from 01 09 08 and I want to share a story with you.there was a time about 10 years ago I was on top of the world.I recapitulated every day and was well past the second gate of dreaming;and socially my life could not have been better.Then suddenly one day it all was gone.I lost everything literally and for the first time in my life was homeless.Things are good now,but the funny thing is I still can not conceptualize why those things happened.I also have not been able to dream since that time.But to continue just breifly.Just last year (after struggling the previous year-only by the grace of who knows what being able to keep a roof over my head)out of nowhere I landed my dream job as an archaeologist.I am not sure what I am saying,but overnight I literally was taken out of my hell again.will continue this post
Lone Wolf - adeleon444 - 01-25-2008
Bob to continue (again)I really do not have a clue as to why or how this ride from heaven to hell to another new heaven took place.I don't think it was my intent to struggle on the edge of homelesness for those years.I do think (but am not sure)that it was my intent to become an archaeologist,but I left out some things in my intending.Though I am living a dream,at the same time to be frank am more socially alone than I have ever been in my life.Part of me does'nt care,but it is nice to share.*** the solitary bird and those conditions.To sum by rambling up,life is a pretty amazing ride;and anything can be added or taken from any of us in the blink of an eye.Thanks for listening From Casas Grandes mx Adeleon
Lone Wolf - Bob Carr - 01-27-2008
This reminds me of a fella I know in Atlanta, Ga. We phone call about once a month.
He is a Christian, always asking , "... have you gotten on your knees today in worship?".
Well, I can't explain how prayer really wasn't very effective for me.
don Juan , as Castaneda wrote it, says that Spirit makes its own decisions in our lives, so, our pleas cannot change a thing. Actually, there are similar remarks in the Bible.
We live in an ocean of Spirit, and must learn to swim with the currents, to listen to the 'commands' , the Silent Voice.
We don't Command infinity, and God is Unknowable.
"...every major world that falls apart falls together again. When the demon is at your door...". -Steely Dan
Difficult to accept, necessaty to believe.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow