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Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-08-2018
thought it might be a nice idea to have a thread where people could describe their declaration of intent
or other snippets of their lives which showed honourable decision.
just one time each will suffice, hopefully it will be an eample of the greater intent in totality.
trying to help.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-08-2018
My most honourable decision was once when I was at work. It was early in the morning when I realized I wasn't feeling great. I went to the restroom to relieve myself and when I was finished, I noticed I had clogged the toilet. Now, it would have been ridiculously easy to walk out and not do anything about it. Instead, I sought out a plunger (I had to ask a male co-worker to check the mens restroom since ours didn't have one) and fixed the clog myself.
What I didn't expect were all the random thoughts that went along with this. Such as the amount of small water splatter that may have become airborne and landed on my clothing. Also, is it not weird how small the holes are in toilets? Forget the issues with water pressure, if toilets simply had larger holes water pressure would be a non-issue. Why are those holes so small?! The standard circumference of stool compared to the standard circumference of the hole in the toilet (don't know what that's called) are relatively similar in size. Which means, larger bodied adults will naturally have larger sized stools, that will not easily pass through the toilet hole. The world could get rid of plungers if they made toilet holes larger or water pressure higher.
For f*cks sake. Why can't humans figure this sh*t out?
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - watergaze - 01-09-2018
The art of shitting seems to be one a lot of people pay attention to.
The holes are small cause of the pipes, I'd assume...
how a thread about honorable intentions became such a collection of **** anecdotes if beyond me... It is funny but I doubt another really honorable decision will pop in until this is dealt with
.rosy, what says you?
I think if this intent were followed it would lead us somewhere, but I'd also say find 3 instances not just one - so that the person could see a certain pattern for starters.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-09-2018
I wish you could appreciate that my decision to enter the underworld through the violetflame portal was an honourable act. That i went into a horrible motherroot and hacked away at it, I attempted to find panaceas within the mass of unwanted wasted power. I wish you could see that i didnt leave that place so asa heroic act.
I wish you could see that if i behave like that (X) because of a reiki attunement., that i begave like that (D) because of tensegrity.. or like that (Y) for falan gong... or like that (F) for karate.
that while tensegrity were smashing through their shells like epilectic chicks.. that i was trying to find memory of the developing embryo.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-10-2018
Then there was the time i started to drown in a river and having become exhausted i found myself holding onto another swimmer to save myself.
I was instinctivly trying to save myself and in so doing risking them.
I LET GO.
I am always proud of that because at the moment i let go i not only proved i have some integrity
but also i "saw" the rivers fate and where its ultimate destination some 120miles downstream was the ocean.
to see the sea in a rural riverbend..
of course i didnt drown...
but had i had to be punched in the face to stop me from dragging someone else down before not actually drowning.. i would have been ashamed.
the riddle of death is in part a test of integrity.
the integrity not to drag others down.
the integrity to assure that "foreign fibres" ejected are actually "foreign" and
not our own unwanted disease.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-10-2018
But then my warriors path was an act of integrity.. i remember the declaration of intent.
The corporeal- I am of the belief that all genus(genii) tesselate on some level.
and that the lattice which holds a genus is responsible for the overall tesselation.
i believe mankind has the same tesselation propensity but that something is slightly awry.
the pressure of the known via individuals effects the overall corporeal lattice.
our social conditioning and our riddle of death make us scream out what we believe to be our own rights, but behind the scenes in the lattice most energy wasted is in an attempt to get the world to conform to a selfish will.
i spent a number of years operating my awareness without will, on the provise that within the corporeal lattice my research would be to not pressure other beings and to adopt a position
which environmentally was usefull for the world.
its an artistic but still honourable, obscure attempt to do good for everyone by stayng out of everyones way..
ultimatly many of the souls along the path were suicidal..
but i stood there to occupy the depression field, to disempower to urge to end it all..
i absorbed the voices and shouldered the burden of mental, emotional agony.
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be..
...............
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-10-2018
OR....
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
Taking on the fleshy shell as a human for a brief time implies each of us spirits of consciousness are suicidal. Due to these bodies never lasting forever.
Those in pain, due to seeing and feeling the poverty of consciousness on a global scale may feel an urge to return home earlier than planned. Suicide is a contemplation many feel during a state of awakening, and it takes courage and love to bring our awakened self into our fleshy body. When this awakening occurs, it's beautiful to have a compassionate and loving heart ready to receive us. It's such a vulnerable time in the life cycle that it's important to shield and protect it with light. Fortunately, such a stage doesn't last long (relatively) and it is the hope that the awakened self arrives intact. Then... watch out because there's nothing like an empowered awakened being. They are breathtaking.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
Once the awakened self is here, it should be mindful of its diet. What we feed ourselves is important during the recovery phase. Diet supports intent. Feed the mind, body, and spirit things that align with personal vision. It's a long journey to emerge/awaken. Under ideal conditions we emerge into a world ready to receive us, surrounded by a supportive group who loves us and nurtures the light in us, and feeds that light until we learn how to do this for ourselves. Those are ideal conditions. Because this world may not offer ideal conditions, it's left to whatever starfish-helpers might be present.
As the awakened selves grow, they become more aware of what their needs are. Every awakened soul has different needs and their own purpose for arriving here. It's important to learn spiritual independence while also respecting the community they are arriving to assist. We are parts of a whole and sometimes we travel in packs and sometimes we travel alone. There are some things we may be exceptionally skilled at which only we can perform at a specific moment. These are the times for solo travel, but we ultimately meet up with our community of starfish helpers further along the path. It's helpful to be flexible so that when we want to achieve something it is easily within our ability.
A successful awakening is one of the most beautiful moments in life. Not only for the awakened but for the starfish helper who was privy to being a part of it. The most enlightened of spirits often experience a very turbulent shift as they rise. Those spirits should take extra time to surround themselves only with things and people who soothe them. There is a time to seek out people and situations which challenge them. Developing a strong mind, body, and spirit is important before trying to seek out challenges (periods of growth).
There are many journeys we can undertake in these fleshy bodies. The most honorable journey is the one of enlightenment as it benefits not only the individual but also collective consciousness. Awakened beings carry the brightest of lights and go on to light the world. Though it may initially feel like they're alone, they most certainly are not. They have just expanded their degrees of freedom and vision (seeing). They are surrounded by love and the universe is always looking for ways to caress and soothe.
Once upon a time, there was an angel born into this hellish reality. That angel will go on the light the world. I will watch in admiration as She rises in love. It is not every day the sunrise is so very beautiful.
TL;DR:
This tl;dr part is for the human in me, the sh*tbag who likes to comment on this mystical **** "other me" likes to push out. I just wanted to say that it's always lovely when new enlightened beings enter this dim reality. It means more sharing of the workload. Also, it's nice that everyone survived such a bullsh*t catastrophic event. Like, I tell you what, it's not easy dealing with spirits and their human counterparts with they're not united (merged, aligned, on-the-same-page). Things went a few shades sideways, but it could've been so much worse xD I'm severely relieved that things turned out okay-ish. I'm glad it's over. Now I can get back to other priorities "spirit-me" feels should be addressed (all of which aren't at Sorcery, so no one freak out). I've been here celebrating a glorious win for enlightenment. Whoever was behind all this awakening stuff really did a great job. It must have been JJ. JJ is always so studious and enlightened when it comes to things like this. JJ! Well done!
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
rosygyro wrote:
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be..
Yes, without challenges of the role you filled, growth would not occur. If not you, it would be someone else and it does require a strong spirit to fill the role you occupied. Not everyone has the darkness required to fill that role. The role you described brings very swift growth only the strongest of spirits would be capable of surviving. Weak spirits would have died. That is not something to risk at that level of consequence. You're lucky someone of light intervened and made things right. You're lucky you were not able to entirely fill the role you wore. You're lucky the spirits you chose survived. You're lucky you were irrelevant. For the souls who were put at risk, they achieved a significant rise in status--they became blessed because of your involvement. They too were lucky
To prevent something like this occurring in the future, precautions have been put in place to ensure no one else must suffer to such degree. If you could fill the role, it proves others might too. Fortunately, you weren't able to cause serious harm. This was a learning experience and it helped to identify gaps in the system.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
rosygyro wrote:
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be..
The other part to this is you are not the problem. You are the product of a broken system. Those like you, fill roles like this, because people are not being cared for. People are being taken advantage of by a poorly constructed system that has disconnected humanity from spirituality (nature). Your actions were unhelpful and dangerous, but to blame you isn't good enough. That's because you aren't the only person to do this. You are one of many (a horrifying thought). You are not the problem. You are the product of a global problem that should be addressed.
You, too, are a victim. Unfortunately, you've chosen to become a perpetrator. You chose to make a bad situation worse because no one helped you. That too is unfortunate.
The blame doesn't stop with you. The blame goes past you and onto a poorly designed system. I'm sorry that you've suffered. Ideally, those who suffer do not make others suffer in the ways you chose to make others suffer.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
Pixie Dust wrote:
Ideally, those who suffer do not make others suffer in the ways you chose to make others suffer.
At the end of it all, the person who fills the role you've chosen doesn't reap many rewards. They are still restricted to their current level of awareness (no rise in status) and they still lack knowledge of enlightenment (only can be found by their own inward efforts). The time and energy investments in playing your role are very high compared to the reward. At the end of it, you're still at the same place you began while others surrounding you have moved a great deal.
Some people are okay with little to no movement. You might be okay with being stagnant. I'm not you and so I don't have to make those choices for you. I just see you making those choices for yourself and it reminds me that my work isn't finished. I don't need to change you, but I would like to prevent others from making the choices you've made. I'm not looking at a cure for those with your condition, I'm looking at controlling the infection to limit it from spreading. We've done that here... and so I'm happy.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - watergaze - 01-10-2018
Sorry, I lost the thread here. Pixie, can you pls explain what you are referring to? I thought it is the thing rosy did with going through the purple flame, but that does seem to sync with your reply. Do you mean the drowning incident? Or are you responding to this part: "but i stood there to occupy the depression field, to disempower to urge to end it all..
i absorbed the voices and shouldered the burden of mental, emotional agony.
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be.." ?
So not understanding, I had these questions when reading your posts:
Pixie wrote: it does require a strong spirit to fill the role you occupied.
which role?
.
Pixie wrote:You, too, are a victim. Unfortunately, you've chosen to become a perpetrator. You chose to make a bad situation worse because no one helped you. That too is unfortunate.
how did rosy become a perpetrator?
.
Pixie wrote:Your actions were unhelpful and dangerous
What actions?
.
Pixie wrote:Ideally, those who suffer do not make others suffer in the ways you chose to make others suffer.
how did rosy make others suffer?
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-10-2018
My response was to Rosy, some of it is not meant to be explained in detail as parts were only meant for him.
The role I mention was the role Rosy spoke of.
Rosy became a perpetrator by the actions he outlines as having done.
His actions being those he mentions in his post.
Rosy made others suffer in the manner he mentions in his post.
Everything I'm responding to is in his post. The questions you're asking me should be redirected to him.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - watergaze - 01-10-2018
I know you were responding to his post, I just saw some of your message can be applied to different rosy's messages, hence why I was wondering which one you are responding to specifically.
It is fine though to not explain. It seems like a personal thing
.I do not think the questions should be asked him cause you are the one making those points and he might not know what you mean. But maybe he does, and if you do, rosy, and are willing to explain, please do
.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-11-2018
Oh! That's what you meant. I didn't understand your question.
I got them all from what Rosy posted xD I read him, summarized internally, and responded abstractly. I don't think I was too specific with regard to replying to specific statements. I just vomited a global response to his postings. Sorry, sometimes my thought processes are nonlinear and can lead to confusion.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Julio Juliopolis - 01-11-2018
Pixie Dust wrote:
I've been here celebrating a glorious win for enlightenment. Whoever was behind all this awakening stuff really did a great job. It must have been JJ. JJ is always so studious and enlightened when it comes to things like this. JJ! Well done!
Hurray! But as nice as it is to be praised for stuff, (whether I did stuff or not), I think it'd be even better to hear about glorious wins for enlightenment.
So... what was it?
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-11-2018
The win for enlightenment was the absence of death and despair. Instead, life and hope arrived.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Julio Juliopolis - 01-11-2018
Pixie Dust wrote:
The win for enlightenment was the absence of death and despair. Instead, life and hope arrived.
Sounds good.
Also sounds deliberately ambiguous, which is fine; I'm just curious, I'm not trying to pry into things you don't feel like talking about. I'll just enjoy that it made you and Rosy happy. And if it's as you describe it, it sounds like it was pretty cool.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-12-2018
Pixie Dust wrote:
rosygyro wrote:
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be..
The other part to this is you are not the problem. You are the product of a broken system. Those like you, fill roles like this, because people are not being cared for. People are being taken advantage of by a poorly constructed system that has disconnected humanity from spirituality (nature). Your actions were unhelpful and dangerous, but to blame you isn't good enough. That's because you aren't the only person to do this. You are one of many (a horrifying thought). You are not the problem. You are the product of a global problem that should be addressed.
You, too, are a victim. Unfortunately, you've chosen to become a perpetrator. You chose to make a bad situation worse because no one helped you. That too is unfortunate.
The blame doesn't stop with you. The blame goes past you and onto a poorly designed system. I'm sorry that you've suffered. Ideally, those who suffer do not make others suffer in the ways you chose to make others suffer.
The problem is people who eject foreign fibres without asessing if they are actually foreign fibres or personal fibres carrying lessons in transmutation
The problem is the same with ejecting garbage from a healing situation without assessing it is actuallly garbage and not unclaimed power.
The problem is that spiritual warriors exist in a fewer quantity than narcisists who would like to believe they are spiritual
the problem is that real tales of honor shame those who have none, and when these people are narcisists no truth is easy to coalesce.
I think the reason the core exists is because a huge number of inept healers simply dissasociated themselves from negative energy without following it to ground in impeccability.
I travelled into the area of wasted power and started to hack away at the common flaw.
If you think i am to blame for something please be very clear what it is. lest i think you are dissasociating yourself.
OR
Please supply a tale of your own honor.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - Pixie Dust - 01-12-2018
I was clear and it's possible I may be disassociating with myself. Except, I experience no memory gaps and I'm not distressed (though I may appear distressed). Have you perhaps considered that I may just be a creative writer? Or just your average, everyday, honest @sshole?
Also, I supplied my own tale of honor. Is it not honorable to do what is right over what is easy?
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-13-2018
Its just that i am trying to get a recapitulative ground into the technosphere
and if you dont trigger recapitulation through energetic affirmation of honorable juntures
that it wont get built.
i will be very much the lonely mushroom.
recapitulating in a premanifest westerly space
with only objective, slightly territorial disembodied observers.
you see the problem.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-14-2018
Hey picture this.
Its 2007 and i have just found out i wont get my funding for my medical engineering degree.
I was batshit crazy sitting through the physics and chemistry foundation in left side awareness
and walking the passageways of the library like it was some ancient egyptian typing pool,
I go to a travelling gypsy industrial art show involving identical twins, see a vision of the twins inhabiting two backhoes metaul in the medical school grounds, fall off my bike and break my collarbone.
go out to a Rockclub and circledance to SOAD DISORDER and internally visualise the bones broken ends grinding together and attempt to shapeshift it healed AND drop a recapitulation pin/sorceric fibre to align.
I was hoping to put the broken bone clearly in my past so once healed it would not block my memory of before the broken bone within MEST. also objectify the less advanced or mortal part of man whch could be evolved beyond by travelling east while relegating it to the personal history.
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - glance left - 01-14-2018
Just some personal gestures....simple little moments.....mostly facing fear, which is the over-riding theme of the challenge of my life, seemingly. The "thorn in my side" so to speak. Agreeing to speak in front of others when asked....and doing it in the face of blind fear/panic. Performing "on stage" like this many many times while wading through that panic. Getting beat up in front of a crowd in middle school....then going back and facing that crowd day after day at school afterwards....the heat of embarrassment/ridicule. Doing CPR on some guy in full cardiac arrest in front of a large crowd of people.....fear....intensity. Homesick while at summer camp...and finding something within to rally and intend a shift to be able to go on a week long canoe trip and enjoy it...seeing the fear melt away magically. This is stuff that every kid goes through....and every adult-who-is-still-just-a-kid goes through. All those unsung heroes. And, don't get me wrong....I've shrunk away from fear.....avoided it wholesale....just as many times.
I think everyone has "honorable moments" which they can hook onto
Re: Honour and recapitulation.. - rosygyro - 01-14-2018
This song not that song.. damn uneditable