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Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self - SelfHealedMadman - 12-15-2013
~After you make the great journey – a journey of surmounting
obstacles and confronting fears, of unmasking deceivers, of burning everything,
of arriving at that final gate and killing that final Don Juan, of beholding
the infinite truth directly – after all that, then what?
Then done. Then you
pull the door shut and leave all that nagual-void **** out there where it
belongs. Then you know. Then you understand. Then the houselights are thrown on and the
whole tragicomic farce is revealed, and you’ll never be able to really suspend
disbelief again. Then the artificial
environment you went to such lengths to get out of would be looking pretty
sweet, and escape would be looking pretty dumb, like breaking out of a spaceship.
What is this new warrior that returns from that final door
back into the vast realm of the tonal?
Is he magically endowed? Is he a
mystic? Does he have special powers? Can he grant boons? Does he return in the boat, or can he walk on
water? If a non-awake resident of tonal
looks at our warrior in command of the totality of self, will they see in him
the highest human ideal, or just some misfit who doesn’t seem to belong? There is nothing different in his appearance;
he doesn’t glow or levitate or radiate benevolence, he doesn’t spew wisdom or
have a sagely answer to every question, he doesn’t know any shortcuts to that
final door, or why anyone would want to get there. He is, as Layman P’ang said, neither holy nor
wise, just an ordinary fellow who has completed his work.
What a true warrior in control of totality of self returns
to find is a tonal full of actors. What
he once saw as people like himself are now something else; something
bewildering and unrelatable. One thing
he knows is that they don’t know what he knows.
They haven’t undergone those personal unravelings and stood at that
final door. They haven’t made that
ultimate journey from which return itself in an illusion.
They don’t know where they are.
So what, at most, are they?
Straw dogs, zombies. None of
them, to our warriors clear new eyes, better or worse than another. Not bad, not good, just asleep at most and
non-sentient apparitions at least. They
are set design, props, extras. He is no
longer one of them or related to them, and never will be again.
The Warrior who obtains the totality of self walks out into
the tonal into a new life of love and freedom, but our warrior is now consigned
to walk alone in a world that he knows is not real, cloaked in a body and
persona to which he feels no connection, surrounded by actors playing a
pointless drama. He has traded
everything for nothing, and made a good deal.
Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self - NagualHuman - 12-16-2013
I like the last sentence... for me its show alot about the nature of all "that"
Anyway... Humans are just a cattle, sheeps,pigs,cows and small dogs who barks alot, when someone chopped their balls off.
This is wellknown fact, if you look at anybody and look at his words at will reverse the polarity of "interaction" of to whom they speak, you will see that all people just speak about themselves...what they try to show on someone else is actually what only themselves see in their ball of awareness.
The problem, the so called self-importance comes, when we begin to see ourselves as a part of that "herd" - group of people and you take off your personality because you feel as part of a "herd" a group and than comes da biggest obstacles of Tonal and that is that you believe everything you see around as a nonshiftable truth as something that really strucked you somehow, while in reality it just you giving yourself off into some "herd game". you made yourself a part of a whole, while a warrior and his whole is never in place, his whole is his "dream", its only what he wants a path that is beyond all...
I hope you dont kill Don Juan much, he is sometimes little strange, but his spirit is really Fire of Warriors Heart.
Its good to see, how you see me !
It really made my heart jump to see a myself in words of another.
Remeber NoRules...
Wait, wait, wait!
First he had to make everything..lets say he gained it somewhere...for example from devil or god,tonal or nagual (doesnt matter which fucker he gained or stole it from), than he sometime was thinking about it like "Cool, I have everything, I am da best!"...but after some time "oh ***,,, still the same old everything..." and "wait!, if its everything...no wonder it bores the **** out of me!!, I forgot on the first rule, that which is the base of everything" "Infinity - Only rule by which it works is that there are no rules", "okay, I got this everything, which no longer is everything.. so what I will do with it ? " voice from the left shoulder "Just throw it into bin, bro!" "Why... into a bin ? Its a big treasure all of this, and now I should just throw it away" LeftShoulderVoice "and what you think, death is ? or you forgot on the more you will give of yourself, the more you will gain ?" an great idea starts to swirl out of mind "Hmm okay so what about giving off my life ?, everyone does, the reincarnation, diying borning etc. that would be really everything!" but, wait... do I really wanna forget myself, what about I will remember myself - just a little.... what do you say Death ? "I am your servant...you already have everything even me, but be sure that what you will do, and the reason why you will do the "reincarnation" this way, must have some real real meaning." okay *thinks for 5minutes* *laughs* "I will do with the whole world what I did with myself!"
"Lets show it the farest reach of universe, lets show them its already between their eyes, then I will recall where I buried the keys from this universe(house, yea universe is a living space...just a house") and lock it and kick it away for good with all that "herdeness and idiocracy that rules there?", Death says "Sounds good, what House will you open - live inside instead ?" "Sometime really big, something four times bigger than all that EVERYTHING I got now, something dreamlike.....something elsewhere
Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self - Guest - 12-17-2013
The power of a warrior lies in their ability to either watch the pointless drama or partake in it. Deciding when to act or not act.
Sometimes though, the show is so entertaining it would be a mistake not to jump on stage and join the performance. Kudos to the Master of Chaos. You have put on a mind-blowing performance. Even made me get up out of my seat.
Now that's impressive.
Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self - Guest - 08-21-2019