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Am I Still Worthy?? - SelfHealedMadman - 12-12-2010
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“Ok, now I know how you really feel about me!”
Have you ever done this to yourself? Why I ask is that this thought process is a popular theme in the chat room. Most of the time this begins in the internal dialogue and externalizes only if provoked enough.
It doesn’t seem to matter if our impressions are correct or incorrect, or, positive or negative. Someone may give us a compliment or insult but that’s not the real issue going on here. What either choice does is kick us into that self-evaluation mode.
“Am I still worthy?” This is the real question. This of course assumes ‘we’ thought ‘we’ were 'worthy' in the first place, but that’s another discussion.
First of course we tend to externalize this and want to be worthy in the others eyes. Yet more importantly we want to be worthy of ourselves. Evaluation of the Self is tough business and it’s so much easier to let someone or something assist us.
This is why stalking the Self is so very good. We get to examine down to that core level, freeing those chains that bind us to our habitual behavior. This is also the key that unlocks the ‘impeccability’ door.
There’s always a debate here or there in regards to impeccability. Dive into yourself and you’ll have the answer. Impeccability is just hanging out in mamby pamby land, nagual warrior land, pick your poison, waiting for you to claim it as knowledge. Once this is done you’ll always know what impeccability ‘is’ and you’ll smile a lot when the discussion rears its ugly head.
Stalk yourself and see how often you look externally to validate yourself. Also keep in mind that most of the time when we do this, we’re doing it unconsciously. We don’t walk around all day with the thought of self-evaluation on our minds. But boy oh boy, when something does occur, what’s the first re-action or response? “Am I still worthy?” It’s good practice in self observation and a reality check to truly see where one is. There’s always more work to be done…
SHM
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