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The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 04-30-2007
Each year that passes, each month, each day, each moment, though less noticableee.... I am closer and closer to snapping.
Everything angers and upsets me on a level to deep to explain. My reactions become more unstable and dangerous and I know I am on my own.
A warrior stands up for what he knows is real. This is dangerous. It means breaking the flow. Attacks will come. The assaults continue. Breathing into the belly seems to establish an impermeable shield.
My heart is concentrated light that warps gravity back into it and my skin a membrane formed out of pure blackhole. To feel my focused attention is like being bored into by a wormhole.
But I pull back and withdraw. The time is not now. The buzzing continues.
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 04-30-2007
withdrawing is acceptable for a warrior chooses his battlefield.
The hell of my mind. - Guest - 05-01-2007
It's O.K. to snap once in awhile.
Heart: It is the same die or sing.
Or I go by Cin B
There were too many of us. Men born of our own petty private hellsQuote:FFW
WE can plot, connive and fight our out of that hell
WE were left alone ALONE I say ALONE to map our findings.
I couldn't draw a map of that plaza if my life depended on it. Avoid that area like the plaque.
It all started in Java Script last week.
Took eight weeks to get your refunds, eh?cc snomon knows carlos is the king of the brujos.
The hell of my mind. - SSilhouette - 05-05-2007
Quote:Each year that passes, each month, each day, each moment, though less noticableee.... I am closer and closer to snapping.
Are you forgetting that this is all a dream? I look back at anger now and then. Sometimes I play around for a minute or two like I'm angry. Then I notice my energy draining away as the price. I've gotten so I can feel it draining out of my belly...getting vacuumed out by the person who caused it. It's like they get a little gift out of your soul by arousing you to anger.
And I know, this makes you more angry! The knowing of this..
The remedy is to watch the Comedy Channel for about 8 hours straight until you're laughing so hard that you're crying. They've got it. They see the funny edge of things that are "supposed" to make you angry. And this is good training: to see how they do this. Next thing you know you'll see that old piss-off coming your way and just burst out laughing till you fall down holding your sides.
Row Row Row your boat
Gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily
Life is but a dream.."The subtitle "village ****" is a petty backlash from Ghost Dog's inability to successfully debate me. And a de facto acknowledgement by him that I am his better."
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 05-05-2007
The hell of my mind. - seeitall - 05-06-2007
Warrior is ready for war, he has no expectatios,
no complaints, no hopes. So the anger does not come
to him, only the laughter, because he has nothing to lose.
The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 05-10-2007
I have no desire to get rid of my anger.
No, I will work with it, I will focus it on my enemies, both people and from seperate realities, who will know of my hatred and who will deny the truth of my explanations.
How do you want to relate to me?
The hell of my mind. - SSilhouette - 05-13-2007
Are you role-playing?
If you're actually being serious, then I recommend noticing how anger drains you. Being drained is not something to aspire to. You're going to fizzle...
Like a soda with the lid popped."The subtitle "village ****" is a petty backlash from Ghost Dog's inability to successfully debate me. And a de facto acknowledgement by him that I am his better."
The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 05-14-2007
As I was logging on to this site I was thinking about how much I hate you. F*CK YOU. I would kill you and eat your glands if I could.
The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 05-14-2007
The horrible gnawing hatred in me grows. I hate all of you. Some of your are my allies and we destroy all too efficiently. Do I hate you or do I ally with your will?
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 05-14-2007
To be evil is the easy path for it feeds on itself. No matter what folly existence is, it still is your existence. Only yours.
To be not evil is th much harder path and takes a strong soul that feeds not the universe as it is.
The hell of my mind. - SSilhouette - 05-14-2007
Well there's nothing like an internet record in case it happens.
I think I've been away from Separate Reality too long. Maybe it should stay that way..."The subtitle "village ****" is a petty backlash from Ghost Dog's inability to successfully debate me. And a de facto acknowledgement by him that I am his better."
The hell of my mind. - Guest - 05-14-2007
No, her mooSSillo you got to get re-upped on Sepeerate!Get you a fiftycent 75cent dogeared copy and guide awareness as your job should be. The hottie scottie 'says courses are from 11-6ThursdayFriday Going toBreak YOU SaturdaySunday10-8 ; that's eight skate and don't be late. I need a little help on the side. Enhancer of awareness sorcery par excellence is to be had. ARE you SSil enough?
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 05-15-2007
Sil...I could censor such posts but there may be reasons for such behaviour that should be allowed to generate. If you are offended I personally apologize but as to Herbals' true meaning I am not aware of yet. There are those who journey into ap's that take such emotions intensely.
If this forum is to remain open then I would ask those reading it to have a open mind and a thick skin. Separate Reality forum does not usually have such type responses and the one you refer to also strikes me as inappropiate esspecially for such a spirit as you have shown here.
The hell of my mind. - seeitall - 05-15-2007
Hi wolf, this is a power spot, so you should not treat
us like cry babies. How could you even for a second think
someone could get offended here ?
The hell of my mind. - SSilhouette - 05-15-2007
Quote:F*CK YOU. I would kill you and eat your glands if I could. ~Herba Matey to Sil
MMmmmm. Not so much offense as defense. When you see the mountain lion crouching and preparing to kill you, you retreat. You are not offended by his actions, you behave as an impeccable warrior.
Herba Matey is either role-playing or completely insane. Either way my time is better spent in other endeavors. "The subtitle "village ****" is a petty backlash from Ghost Dog's inability to successfully debate me. And a de facto acknowledgement by him that I am his better."
The hell of my mind. - Mornings Son - 05-15-2007
Damn I thought Herba was a vegetarian.
Herba, when did you last time eat gladers or meat?
Maybe your body is telling you to get something tasty...
:^D
SELFIMPORTANCE IS A FLYER TOOL, RIGHT?!
Mornings Son
The hell of my mind. - Mornings Son - 05-15-2007
Herba!
Please take time to clearly express why you HATE us.
Seriously I would like to know.
Mornings Son
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 05-15-2007
Seeitall...that was not my meaning.. ..as I stated I really do try and restrained the hand of editing as the system moderator on this board. If you would like I could gladly make you this forum's moderator then it would be your responsibility.
Would you like to take the helm?
The hell of my mind. - SSilhouette - 05-15-2007
Herba can continue to role play. I'll jump in now and then to play the dutiful victim. "The subtitle "village ****" is a petty backlash from Ghost Dog's inability to successfully debate me. And a de facto acknowledgement by him that I am his better."
The hell of my mind. - seeitall - 05-16-2007
>Would you like to take the helm?
well, hmmm, I would not want to do that.
The hell of my mind. - seeitall - 05-16-2007
Especialy now with so many death threats floating around.
The hell of my mind. - Nagual LoneWolf - 05-16-2007
ok and I was mostly joking with you but had you said yes you would indeed have that status for what little it is worth.
Death threats? Means nada.
The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 05-16-2007
I don't hate you
I hate many things
not you though
The hell of my mind. - HerbaMatey - 05-16-2007
if evil is the path of the easy way then I see
good
as
INACTVITY
This expression or recapping is entirely inaccurate. Nonetheless evil can be the most difficult and important path available.
Part of our cultural brain washing has been obsessing over good and destroying evil. Any historian though can tell you historically the opposite happened. To truly understanbd our fate evil becomes a true route of destruction.
The path of endless evil and destruction for certain controlled periods is sanctioned by the spirit of Earth. It is utterly necesary that there be evil sorcerers and good sorcerers, and that either side would wield the force of destruction equally should there be a balance.
Some people are liars. Always will be liars. Never going to change. Let it show that these people bear my mark.