Kao's Random Music - Printable Version

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Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-18-2016

Because this is where random music should go

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-18-2016

Kao's Random Music - serloco - 05-18-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-18-2016

Kao's Random Music - Senear - 05-18-2016

Kao's Random Music - serloco - 05-18-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-19-2016

Cara was always my favorite--I understood her perfectly. Kahlan was the most challenging for me.

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-27-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-27-2016

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Kao's Random Music - Guest - 05-27-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 06-09-2016

I like music, it has wonderful layers to it and can be seen from many perspectives. I used to use music a lot in the past, but it was too difficult for most to connect with. So I stopped for a bit; suppose I'm back at it...?

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Lost Boy:

I love how she's singing, "I'm a lost boy." I see lost boys as a subgroup of people; the children at heart. The writing appearing on letters was noted, and the whimsical elements very much enjoyed. A story isn't complete without a Captain Hook. "We play in the woods," is an apt way to put what dreamers do within dreaming--and Neverland is dreaming.

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Secrets:

It's fascinating how people find one another. When we do, sometimes all we do is explore the woods together, though apart. Having the company has been nice... it was a lonely journey for a long while.

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Everything Costs:

Dreams, like coins down a well
Till I realized I was dumb for believin'
To the bird with no flight
The skies don't ever offer respite
So I wandered off
And went to fill the halls of my shadow
But everything costs
Proof was etched into the backs of my hands

I heard you say that you'd lost, you'd lost, you'd lost your way
But I don't think you had much to lose, that house was never built for you
And I ain't gonna hang my head for them, for them
And I ain't gonna let them paint the truth with sin
And I ain't gonna tell you it's okay but at the end of the day
You were just something they'd blame

Face, pressed into your hands
Couldn't tell if you were crying or laughing
They both sound the same
when you ain't got no skin in the game
So I took up the fight
And the roaring in my head was like the thunder
Until I uncurled my fists
And allowed myself to not give a damn

I heard you say that we'd lost, we'd lost, we'd lost, we'd lost our way
But I don't think we had much to lose that path was never built for us
And I ain't gonna hang my head for them, for them
And I ain't gonna let them paint the truth with sin
And I ain't gonna tell you it's okay but at the end of the day
You were just something they'd blame

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Eventually, she returned to the woods/Neverland/dreaming/from-where-she-once-came with those she knew well. Civilization was never home.

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-09-2016

Creepy, corny, sweet.. I assure you, Kaomea, I am suffering/pleasuring with you

Kao's Random Music - serloco - 06-09-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 06-09-2016

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How things reach a particular point always has a story involved. People start from point X, then via their experiences and some physiology, they reach a further point. All it takes is a trigger to unleash something dormant within a person, built over time. Sometimes we know what it is inside us; other times it's a surprise.

By the time things have escalated to blood on the face, coming back from that is where the real struggle resides. There's a twitchiness involved for a time.

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-10-2016

All my light won't save you, but it is not about the light. It is about being efficient with the 'dark' energy. You know that, Kaomea.
is on my side, yes it is.
Time is on my side, yes it is.
Now you all were saying that you want to be free
But you'll come runnin' back (I said you would baby),
You'll come runnin' back (like I told you so many times before),
You'll come runnin' back to me.Time is on my side, yes it is.
Time is on my side, yes it is.
You're searching for good times but just wait and see,
You'll come runnin' back (I said you would darling),
You'll come runnin back (Spent the rest of life with ya baby),
You'll come runnin' back to me.Go ahead baby, go ahead, go ahead and light up the town!
And baby, do anything your heart desires
Remember, I'll always be around.
And I know, I know like I told you so many times before
You're gonna come back,
Yeah you're going to come back baby
Knockin', knockin' right on my door.Time is on my side, yes it is.
Time is on my side, yes it is.
'Cause I got the real love, the kind that you need.
You'll come runnin' back (I knew you would one day),
You'll come runnin' back (Baby I told you before),
You'll come runnin' back to me.Time, time, time is on my side, yes it is.
Time, time, time is on my side, yes it is.
Time, time, time is on my side

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 06-10-2016

Doubtful. Why would I run to you?

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-10-2016

I am generous with my big warm heart too.

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-10-2016

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 06-10-2016

Lyrics to the song you (Billy) posted:
Need you like I need a headache,
Need you like I need my mistakes.

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-10-2016

Kaomea wrote:Lyrics to the song you (Billy) posted:
Need you like I need a headache,
Need you like I need my mistakes.

I don’t need you but I need so much more, right here. (also in lyrics) WTF.. is this now social services for THE pity case?

Kao's Random Music - Guest - 06-15-2016

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No message for this song, it's just a pretty song.

Oh, but wait. There is something to ponder in this. I know there are genuinely nice people in the world; I've experienced them. There are people who shine so brightly with such luminosity it is inspiring to simply be physically near them; altruism perhaps? Not sure what it is.

I don't see things as they do and I know I'm different than them. They either don't notice or don't mind things which I do notice and do mind. I don't have their heart; not entirely. I can think and behave like them, but I don't see like them. That is a strange thing isn't it? To see the vast spectrum of light, including the lack thereof. Sometimes I think it would be nice to not see the darkness. Yet, to not see it is to only see half of the whole.

Neurologically speaking, altruism can be created via brain injury (e.g. stroke). Insantiy and many of the other features of personality can also be created.

How much of our mind is a product of our biology and how much is developed through our environment? Silly questions, I know. Unasnwerable.

Anyhoot. It's interesting to gaze into the darkness. To know what is there--and what isn't.

There's also a sadness, for me, when viewing the whole. To know there are still those suffering. That I'm still suffering? That there's more to be done.

Not to alleviate suffering, just to allow those suffering to experience the light so they can see the whole.

Also to allow those who believe they aren't suffering, to gaze into the darkness; so they can see the whole.

To know we're never alone. Whether we are standing at one end or the other, we're never alone. To see ourselves as whole, to know the whole of ourselves.

Kao's Random Music - Billy - 06-17-2016

Thread -Impossible Kaomea 2010
Lyrics -Impossible Shontelle 2010

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know (I know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (I was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Kaomea: "Muahaha I finally figured out how to embed the exact video I want. Facepalms. I'm an +$$$+, anyway...

Thought it worthwhile to post such a song. Yeah, I sold out to pop. Not very trendy, hipsterish, or awesome in the range of tone but the message is pretty clear. Sometimes yeah, we get suckered into something we were too naive to be in. I'm a big enough person to say I'm an +$$$+, that's one of the great things about not having that much of an ego... I don't entirely care about the things that reflect on me. At the end of the day, I still have my power source and my endless supply of funnies and no one can take away my happiness.

I know, cheesy. I'll admit, I'm having a full blown cheesy moment full of random b.s. but that's another great thing about not caring about appearances ... I don't care I can post anything I want (Oh ok, not ANYTHING because obviously there are SOME lines I can't cross) but I can sure make myself look like a dork and revel in it.

There has to be a rule somewhere about how embracing the fact you can laugh at yourself is important... I swear I read it somewhere. Oh well, for all those on the path to freedom, let's take a moment and say to ourselves, "Yeah, I f*cked up. So what? It only made me stronger ... and funnier for it."
Those f'ing little squares need to stop showing up in my posts, lol, they're annoying.

... a quote I heard from Affinity a couple days ago in chat. It went something like, "In our willingness to be vulnerable is what lies the ability to be invulnerable." "In our willingness to be out of control, we gain control." Or somethings like that, it was really inspirational in the effect that what we avoid only becomes our weakness... why not toss all worries aside and be that which we are afraid to be.

... unless of course it's a serial murderer, in which case I'd advise not to be that.

Yeah, posting again to my own thread cuz I'm [ORIGINAL DIPSHI**ER] cool like that. Lol. Since it's already made, why not.

It's sort of sad seeing the finish line up ahead and then realizing I was side-swiped mid-run. One thing I do have to comment on is the improvement being made each time I jump head first into love. I get closer and closer to that damn finish line. It makes me wonder if I should change my tactics at all. I mean, maybe it's me whose doing something wrong in all of this. But then I think, must I close my heart because it gets trampled over? Must I be more cautious of those I choose to love? .... I don't want to do that. It makes me happy to love openly, there's something inside that just flourishs when I feel loved and am able to love freely. Hindering that would make me sad.

Guess that means I'm not changing my tactics. I will continue to love as I always have. There is no such thing as feeling hurt and needing to shut down my heart because my trust was taken advantage of. It's so much more fun to go diving into unknown waters, at some point I will find the buried treasure and in it will await the most beautiful slinky I have ever seen.

If the slinky does not exist yet, I will manifest one to meet my desires! That's right, screw heavenly intent, if he does not appear within six months, I am creating a spell and bringing him into existence! Lmao, yes I am that stubborn. Is that like buying a blow-up doll? Damn, I didn't think I'd ever go that route. Oh well. If the universe doesn't provide what I need, I'll do it myself. I'm not afraid to get my hands dirty ... I like it dirty. Hahahaha.

I read this, and ask how could the same person could cave into conventional 'wisdom.' Reason could only take you so far here. Our exchange was one that always required more visceral perception. Besides, if you were rational, you could discern the intellectual pathway showing the nature of tonal manifestation.
   In a relatively safe medium of controlled insanity, you succumbed to conventional bonds. Your reason having done due dilligence about Billy's extremes, would have noticed he was not a pragmatic threat to your well-being.   You were supposed to take this form in a very controlled setting and PLAY with (learn from) it.

For you, Kaomea:
   Emanations and world materializing can be effective as with common entities and their ordinary random reflections (variations of pleasure/pain arising).   Reason told you to indulge Billy's manifestations and gut out their impetus. You were supposed to fill that with your raw energy of consciousness. How else will you learn that pure awareness of Kaomea supercedes manifestation. Yes, the world is real. It impinges. It is a %@*@@ with teeth.

   Yet, the resolute answer of awareness first, literally transcends manifestation.

    Awareness in every respect becomes intitiated with reason's pause of detachment [practice/habit]. Reason has an eye on (acts on) what is necessarily conducive to well-being, yet slips the tenacles of that process. Pragmatism and freedom are not mutually exclusive. Do not listen to others (except Billy/smile). Listen to your SELF.

   NOW [this is to be interpreted soberly], as to the Billy/Kaomea affair in context: Without doubt you have acted as a B-R-A-T! The stunt you pulled to drown me out is a serious breach of acceptable behavior. I can do simple math. There is no reason for me to continue under the circumstances you've chosen to create. Decide if you are going to convince me it is worth my while to engage you further. As I see it.. the pathway for you is back into Kaomea's freak show thread. OMG.. I expect that I WILL make it nearly impossible for you to ingratiate yourself back into my favor. I am convinced I will cut off tonal interaction with you altogether.

     I have you fine within world my just as is. Still, I will suffer GREATLY without your tonal communication, Kaomea. However, since I believe you will experience misery as well, it evens out. SEE, I get pleasure from making you suffer. Why?
    Knowing your suffering is very painful for me, but it makes me very alive; and, I am adept at converting 'negative' energy. I am joyful having you in my life, Kaomea; nothing you do or don't will alter that. Go ahead and shut me out again like you have just done, and I will be gone from your tonal- exclamation!!-period. (laughing, 'cause I can make this difficult for you, Kaomea).

Kaomea, I think Billy will say goodbye on the Fourth of July!

Please, do not make me have to point out what a filthy, rotten c*** you are. meh.

Kaomea: Not to alleviate suffering, just to allow those suffering to experience the light so they can see the whole.

Also to allow those who believe they aren't suffering, to gaze into the darkness; so they can see the whole.

To know we're never alone. Whether we are standing at one end or the other, we're never alone. To see ourselves as whole, to know the whole of ourselves.

I liked that.

My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
Daylight is waiting for you

"Dangle"

Are you serpent or you just danglin on me.
I watch you sufferin' (Hands down swirl ... soul)
From the things you Could not receive
(Hard to say but I can't) yeah dangle on (Really lie)
Keep danglin on me (I feel I could really harm)
I love to watch you suffer,
I love to see you crawl (Crawl through this - watch you dangle)
I love to watch you dangle on above these walls.
Cause when all my days are gone - you all will see - my love go walking home

Well when I run I dangle on a string,
as you cool, you cool,
you cool my body down,
when I want to run & when I want to hide what I want,
well I dangle, I dangle on a string.

Dangle on - on a string; dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on

I dangle on, As you cool, you cool, you cool my body down.
As the clay has crusted on my wings I feel I've been buried yesterday
but I'll heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
I will heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
Well be strong, be strong - till this second wave of my love, of my love

Well dangle on - on a string;
Dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on