Self Pity masked as self importance

[docta lee]

Hi All




I am on the path but sometimes i go off.


In the afternoon i take a 30 min nap and i tell you i see alot of stuff in my dreams.


Night time I sleep to hard to even bother.


Do you people find the path lonely? also do you find people who are not aware of the AP or the dreamimg body to be somewhat boring and
typical?


I seem to but i am thinking that this feeling i have is Self Pity masked as self importance.

Maybe i am wrong,....maybe i just would rather spend my time with people who are aware of these things


Really if you look at how insane people are it make me want to just cancel it all out....not suicide people, i mean not to be botherd with the
mundane up's and downs of people in general.


It makes me feel very yucky to think of the whole world and tthe horror that us humans are and the things we have done and are gonna do.


But some are awesome so that gives me energy.


just some of my thoughts.


Thanx

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Hi Docta Because the path is lonely is why this forum was created. To share with others who know what self-pity masked as self-importance means. There are only
a few compared to the many who live with a warrior's intent. It is said a warrior's intent can be called "will". The will to be different.
The will to do more than just survive. Find the hidden worlds. The overgrown secret paths. The heart of energy.

[Hawkeye Crow]

The lines of energy seem to be getting clearer.




Sometimes it may not be 'being different' , but just accepting the difference rather than trying to conform. Or, maybe just being what one is .




For safety's sake , one adopts Controlled Folly.

[ARNWAY]

Lujan, when viewing your members it appears a good portion are misfits in society, thats OK maybe you can help them.




You could most likely make allot of money in San Francisco,CA.




Just a suggestion.

[Bob May]

docta lee wrote:

Hi All




I am on the path but sometimes i go off.


In the afternoon i take a 30 min nap and i tell you i see alot of stuff in my dreams.


Night time I sleep to hard to even bother.


Do you people find the path lonely? also do you find people who are not aware of the AP or the dreamimg body to be somewhat boring and
typical?


I seem to but i am thinking that this feeling i have is Self Pity masked as self importance.

Maybe i am wrong,....maybe i just would rather spend my time with people who are aware of these things


Really if you look at how insane people are it make me want to just cancel it all out....not suicide people, i mean not to be botherd with
the mundane up's and downs of people in general.


It makes me feel very yucky to think of the whole world and tthe horror that us humans are and the things we have done and are gonna do.


But some are awesome so that gives me energy.


just some of my thoughts.


Thanx


Hi Docta,




Try looking into the Don Juan philosophy, the Bible and the Qabala. Your social calendar gets really sparse.


That is, of course, if you tell people what you think.


To step into the unknown is to say goodbye to people who are afraid of it.


To force myself to discuss the weather is more than I can bear.


It is a path that is traveled alone but not necessarily lonely.




Consider yourself fortunate to have anyone to talk to. Imagine life before the internet.

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