04-13-2017, 12:00 AM
Oh yes, I remember when that happened. I was waiting to get the urge to do something I knew from just a few days back that I should do and it just was not coming and (after many weeks) I realized it wont ever come if I don't kick start some aspects of myself that I had dropped. Not just the SI, but also personality. Who do I wanna be, what do I want for myself etc. In some sense we need a persona to function in this world. Or we need to devote our lives to the service of spirit in a very strict and more traditional sense (like a shaman with a community)