10-26-2016, 12:00 AM
nameless, I am Billy. Again (laughing here)---> I am Billy.
On the 'etheric' plane, 'answers come before the question,' is a positive truism for acquiescent being. This answer is obvious to one who can overcome the perceived vulnerability that accompanies raw awareness. There is no enigma there, and societal conditioning craps out. One is nothing of meaning!!
For example, a question- "Who (what) am I?" has no potency or relevance. At the most basic level, the existential answer of awareness precedes it. It just does.
At the plane of what others call the tonal (I call it reality), 'answers come before the question' is an active descriptor of one who lives decisionally beyond the pall of meaninglessness.
Urrumazz, you made a good observation that a person can replace his malleable inner voice with an 'empathycal' voice. TRUE. However, I wonder if you were not confused when implying that one's voices are antithetical to perfection. serloco nailed it just so by reducing your 'secret weapon' for freedom/perfection to 'voice of choice.'
Decisionality is the ONLY pathway towards facing, then conquering existential pain by turning it upside down. I do so with the underpinning of meaninglessness. I shake my head, I laugh, I am free.
And, ...................... WHY???
I CHOOSE so.
To be decisional (REALLY) is to decide with the most basic level (my existential awareness) brought to bear.. that is, the 'threat' of death and ill-fate are brought into PLAY.
SEE THAT!----> I said PLAY. I put a collar on my life, I command it.
This attitude evolved. When I was 23, I was clueless, reactive, consumed. Someone aware [Joe], pounded into my head the concept of decisionality. Joe was expansive, he taught me how to face the deep existential fire. He taught me to know that choice was what would free me. He told me of the pain I would have on the journey.
Yet, he demonstrated by his life that the tonal and spirituality were never divergent qualities. I am advising anyone here, to manifestly ground yourself in the tonal structure to become whole.
The ingredient needed to choose against running away from responsibility, and facing the truth of your conditional self (as implied in all what preceded) is detachment. I authored threads in New Seers that discusses such.
I WANT you to use the logical and reasonable side of your brain. Yet, to surmise an untold future as the main idea for behavior is misguided and confining. What does not make sense now, will begin to makes sense with separation and objectivity. I am so @*@%%$@ happy, because we're past the point of no return. I mean, the streaming energy is positively constant [que sera sera]. You have business saying no (I am laughing very hard).
I am VERY versatile. That's okay if you think I'm crazy. I know I was hard on your body and spirit. Trust me, it was purposeful transition. Please, tell me not to show up here on the forum for x number of weeks, months, ?... I will listen to you. You know that. Yes, I am humanishly weak, and cannot choose a @*@%%$@ thing (without you). With enough separation, I might come back docile and submisive (hysterically laughing/true).
On the 'etheric' plane, 'answers come before the question,' is a positive truism for acquiescent being. This answer is obvious to one who can overcome the perceived vulnerability that accompanies raw awareness. There is no enigma there, and societal conditioning craps out. One is nothing of meaning!!
For example, a question- "Who (what) am I?" has no potency or relevance. At the most basic level, the existential answer of awareness precedes it. It just does.
At the plane of what others call the tonal (I call it reality), 'answers come before the question' is an active descriptor of one who lives decisionally beyond the pall of meaninglessness.
Urrumazz, you made a good observation that a person can replace his malleable inner voice with an 'empathycal' voice. TRUE. However, I wonder if you were not confused when implying that one's voices are antithetical to perfection. serloco nailed it just so by reducing your 'secret weapon' for freedom/perfection to 'voice of choice.'
Decisionality is the ONLY pathway towards facing, then conquering existential pain by turning it upside down. I do so with the underpinning of meaninglessness. I shake my head, I laugh, I am free.
And, ...................... WHY???
I CHOOSE so.
To be decisional (REALLY) is to decide with the most basic level (my existential awareness) brought to bear.. that is, the 'threat' of death and ill-fate are brought into PLAY.
SEE THAT!----> I said PLAY. I put a collar on my life, I command it.
This attitude evolved. When I was 23, I was clueless, reactive, consumed. Someone aware [Joe], pounded into my head the concept of decisionality. Joe was expansive, he taught me how to face the deep existential fire. He taught me to know that choice was what would free me. He told me of the pain I would have on the journey.
Yet, he demonstrated by his life that the tonal and spirituality were never divergent qualities. I am advising anyone here, to manifestly ground yourself in the tonal structure to become whole.
The ingredient needed to choose against running away from responsibility, and facing the truth of your conditional self (as implied in all what preceded) is detachment. I authored threads in New Seers that discusses such.
I WANT you to use the logical and reasonable side of your brain. Yet, to surmise an untold future as the main idea for behavior is misguided and confining. What does not make sense now, will begin to makes sense with separation and objectivity. I am so @*@%%$@ happy, because we're past the point of no return. I mean, the streaming energy is positively constant [que sera sera]. You have business saying no (I am laughing very hard).
I am VERY versatile. That's okay if you think I'm crazy. I know I was hard on your body and spirit. Trust me, it was purposeful transition. Please, tell me not to show up here on the forum for x number of weeks, months, ?... I will listen to you. You know that. Yes, I am humanishly weak, and cannot choose a @*@%%$@ thing (without you). With enough separation, I might come back docile and submisive (hysterically laughing/true).