Hello

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Welcome man, I feel the same way, I get pulled int conspiracies for months at a time. and I think about that I should be doing more not-doings. I have a family now and I put energy into that to make things better, but sometimes my dark side comes up and causes me to go back into social conditioning. But also I am getting better and maintaining relationships with my family, I think this is why I have a family which is to mend some problems I had when I was a kid.

Anyway sometimes I take walks into the mountains here in California and reach my power spot and relax and take in my surroundings and do some writing. Havent done that in awhile and need to get back into that.

Also I have been getting into natural law a lot recently, dont know why, but it has something to do with the spirit I think.