04-05-2015, 12:00 AM
I left my house this morning at 5am to find a place to meditate as I always love to do and drove down to the river where the fishermen park and fish from the bank. I was all alone as I drove up to the spot that the Djinn who were following me were comfortable with, next to a cotton wood tree in front of a river with a full moon casting its luminous sparkles at me from directly across the river. It was just the Djinn, the place, the moon and me. After a while I was no longer in my Physical mind/body and instead I had moved into my Solar and Pranic bodies where they were ready to push my assemblage point into discreet positions that I could get answers to my questions concerning core principles of Nagualism.
With the help of the Djinn I remembered something important from my past. My brother and I came close to dying when we were young after ingesting my grand fathers bottle of Dexedrine. When that happened my pranic energy body awoke as my binding force began to disappear which woke my Solar body to compensate, so that when the hospital brought me back from the edge, I came back as a double being with my regular body and self and this other side that wouldn't go away and would scare me whenever it surfaced. I struggled with my nature, until through the martial arts, I came to realize it is stupid to get your panties in a twist every time this change occurs. We need to witness like a tree that everything moves around and learn to stand up to our own nature and the nature of the world around us.
Humanity in spite of being predated on by other beings and at high noon for the Tonal has surprised even the nay sayers by surviving as technological animals that learn and behave from a place of very little power of their own.
This predicament we are in, having to go forward with very little power, forces us to use our God given gifts of the mind and heart. We know what we want when the heart is in charge and then we know how to accomplish what we want without disrupting the worlds of others when the mind is leading.
For a Sorcerer who is only concerned for oneself, this is a horrible state of affairs as they tend towards power gluttony, for a Nagualist this is where fairness begins as they seek states of harmony between themselves and other beings. Naguals are trying to get rid of all the unneccessary work that is not related to security and well being so they can save energy for a specific maneuver available to them.
In other words Naguals save energy in order to create a second rebirth from the assemblage point out to infinity with the same energy that fused our awareness's at conception. When this happens we become the finite mind and heart on an eternal journey through the infinite mind and heart.
With the help of the Djinn I remembered something important from my past. My brother and I came close to dying when we were young after ingesting my grand fathers bottle of Dexedrine. When that happened my pranic energy body awoke as my binding force began to disappear which woke my Solar body to compensate, so that when the hospital brought me back from the edge, I came back as a double being with my regular body and self and this other side that wouldn't go away and would scare me whenever it surfaced. I struggled with my nature, until through the martial arts, I came to realize it is stupid to get your panties in a twist every time this change occurs. We need to witness like a tree that everything moves around and learn to stand up to our own nature and the nature of the world around us.
Humanity in spite of being predated on by other beings and at high noon for the Tonal has surprised even the nay sayers by surviving as technological animals that learn and behave from a place of very little power of their own.
This predicament we are in, having to go forward with very little power, forces us to use our God given gifts of the mind and heart. We know what we want when the heart is in charge and then we know how to accomplish what we want without disrupting the worlds of others when the mind is leading.
For a Sorcerer who is only concerned for oneself, this is a horrible state of affairs as they tend towards power gluttony, for a Nagualist this is where fairness begins as they seek states of harmony between themselves and other beings. Naguals are trying to get rid of all the unneccessary work that is not related to security and well being so they can save energy for a specific maneuver available to them.
In other words Naguals save energy in order to create a second rebirth from the assemblage point out to infinity with the same energy that fused our awareness's at conception. When this happens we become the finite mind and heart on an eternal journey through the infinite mind and heart.