01-27-2014, 12:00 AM
I tend to be introverted and I have no great desire to be around others and yet when I find myself in their midst I am able to assert myself in a professional manner. I suppose I tend to be an easterly dreamer which would be a predilection for jewels 14 or 17. As far as personality is concerned though I have this issue with needing to be the hero of the story. I cannot stand to encounter something I fear and not confront it. it would eat me alive to turn tail and run unless I actually saw the tactical advantage in doing so. The first lucid dream I recall ever having found me waking from the couch because of a presence that I sensed. It felt like a dark all pervading telepathic pressure that caused actual horror in me. It spoke and said " sorcerer, face me now". I had to put forth tremendous effort to turn around toward it and screaming from exertion and fear but I nonetheless began to turn through the high gravity,high viscosity molasses that seemed to envelope me. I woke up of course before I could turn. From that day on whenever I would be dreaming a demonic black cat with red eyes and a razor sharp Cheshire cat smile would appear in my dreams. This always cued me in but it also filled me with a dark electric thrill or current.After these meetings it became super easy to exersize any power I could imagine in my dreams. Were these things inorganics? I have never consciously followed one to their realm but I am concerned that I may have and do not recall. I guess after this post I need to begin finding the correct category to post my questions in and I will do so. I would like to thank you for taking time to interact with me. I really appreciate it.