02-29-2012, 12:00 AM
Hey Glance nice gesture...clear intent!
I always thought of you as a very sincere person.
The currency exchange at PP is very high.
After agreements are extracted there is very little left but to remain faithfully where one has been positioned and be insipid!
Sheer panic breaks out at even the slightest deviation or hint of breaking ranks.
Free thinking is only tolerated along a very narrow band of preset conditions.
Participation becomes a daily routine accommodating the position presented by these conditions.
Once full accommodation has been achieved it can be a relief of sorts and a sense of being on the "inside" and being aligned prevails.
But the maintenance of insecurities and the constant display of showing that one is still aligned to satisfy fragile relationships..............
And on and on and on blah blah blah.
At least that is what I was going through. It was not easy to stay present under those conditions.
I found it ironic that it was my encounter with Jagur that brought my own compromise to light that I could reset my perimeter.
After that I just could not be under thumb any more and continue to displace the free form empty spontaneity of being.
Feel free to PM me any time!!!
Sincerely Lex
I always thought of you as a very sincere person.
The currency exchange at PP is very high.
After agreements are extracted there is very little left but to remain faithfully where one has been positioned and be insipid!
Sheer panic breaks out at even the slightest deviation or hint of breaking ranks.
Free thinking is only tolerated along a very narrow band of preset conditions.
Participation becomes a daily routine accommodating the position presented by these conditions.
Once full accommodation has been achieved it can be a relief of sorts and a sense of being on the "inside" and being aligned prevails.
But the maintenance of insecurities and the constant display of showing that one is still aligned to satisfy fragile relationships..............
And on and on and on blah blah blah.
At least that is what I was going through. It was not easy to stay present under those conditions.
I found it ironic that it was my encounter with Jagur that brought my own compromise to light that I could reset my perimeter.
After that I just could not be under thumb any more and continue to displace the free form empty spontaneity of being.
Feel free to PM me any time!!!
Sincerely Lex