03-01-2012, 12:00 AM
Lex, I was laughing in agreement reading your post. Its right on, every word.
I was sitting in silent meditation one day not too long ago and clarity simply dropped a bomb on me literally within the span of a split second...and I recognized without a shadow of a doubt that I could not stay there. A feeling that is aptly delineated in your above post. I tried to go back a couple times, to kind of connect in a peripheral way...sharing about recent discoveries in my personal journey of awareness away from PP and was met with alarming hostility almost immediately from Lujan. He's battoning down the hatches and mortaring the cracks...insulating...which is what he's wanted to do for some time now, I feel. That is a growing feeling (a disturbing one) I've had for the last couple of years. In meditation, I got a clear image of him bricking everyone in around a central bonfire...but that the insulation from the outside world would squelch what the fire needs to breathe. I need to breathe. *inhales* Lots of space for that here, I feel
Would love to PM you, Friend. Talk soon
I was sitting in silent meditation one day not too long ago and clarity simply dropped a bomb on me literally within the span of a split second...and I recognized without a shadow of a doubt that I could not stay there. A feeling that is aptly delineated in your above post. I tried to go back a couple times, to kind of connect in a peripheral way...sharing about recent discoveries in my personal journey of awareness away from PP and was met with alarming hostility almost immediately from Lujan. He's battoning down the hatches and mortaring the cracks...insulating...which is what he's wanted to do for some time now, I feel. That is a growing feeling (a disturbing one) I've had for the last couple of years. In meditation, I got a clear image of him bricking everyone in around a central bonfire...but that the insulation from the outside world would squelch what the fire needs to breathe. I need to breathe. *inhales* Lots of space for that here, I feel
Would love to PM you, Friend. Talk soon