03-05-2012, 12:00 AM
Yes dear girl, in your case, as you practice according to Dharma, with your practice of buddhist meditation i.e. inner silence (zazen, samatha-vipassana) or buddhist tantra (Dzogcen), you can visit heavens, pure lands or Gods realm in your dreaming, with your energy body. With the Dharma practice you are happy and free, you live thus in a pure land on this Earth anyway. If you search for truth, truth means to be happy.
You can be a buddhist sorcerer/yogi, like a boddhisattva. You are the Buddha anyway, i.e. you girl, you are that Buddha.
But you need to study it and practice it.
I recommend You to learn zazen and practice it. This is the best, really. Sweet. The real comfort of our life, complete silence, becoming deeply friend with oneself. Buddhas practice, actualization of whole universe.
Otherwise, you need a teacher to teach you Dharma, buddhist tantra dzogcen. Ask Lex, he is Atiyoga(dzogcen) practitioner, or ask Glance, have a look at google, do research on that.
For example, there is seminar with Andrey Lappa in Nepal - inner practices of Six Yogas of Naropa, including those inner practices and lectures by a lama in nearby monastery, with hikes to the mountains and visit of Marpas and Naropas caves and other places 20/4- 9/5 this year 2012. You would need such a teacher/study.
The same in nagualism. Without Nagual there is no play, unless you persuade yourself to do complete recapitulation and pass the gates of dreaming one by one, but its very hard to find such a motivation without nagual. Maybe QS, Della did some recapitulation, but the others are reluctant, and thus they get nowhere. There are really only very few practitioners in the world, 20-50, no more than 50, if i dont count a couple of people in Mexico and those 2 or 3 Nagual groups outside Mexico, there could be only like 100-200 toltec nagualist altogether in the whole world, no more.
You can be a buddhist sorcerer/yogi, like a boddhisattva. You are the Buddha anyway, i.e. you girl, you are that Buddha.
But you need to study it and practice it.
I recommend You to learn zazen and practice it. This is the best, really. Sweet. The real comfort of our life, complete silence, becoming deeply friend with oneself. Buddhas practice, actualization of whole universe.
Otherwise, you need a teacher to teach you Dharma, buddhist tantra dzogcen. Ask Lex, he is Atiyoga(dzogcen) practitioner, or ask Glance, have a look at google, do research on that.
For example, there is seminar with Andrey Lappa in Nepal - inner practices of Six Yogas of Naropa, including those inner practices and lectures by a lama in nearby monastery, with hikes to the mountains and visit of Marpas and Naropas caves and other places 20/4- 9/5 this year 2012. You would need such a teacher/study.
The same in nagualism. Without Nagual there is no play, unless you persuade yourself to do complete recapitulation and pass the gates of dreaming one by one, but its very hard to find such a motivation without nagual. Maybe QS, Della did some recapitulation, but the others are reluctant, and thus they get nowhere. There are really only very few practitioners in the world, 20-50, no more than 50, if i dont count a couple of people in Mexico and those 2 or 3 Nagual groups outside Mexico, there could be only like 100-200 toltec nagualist altogether in the whole world, no more.