03-14-2014, 12:00 AM
I once was a member on quantum Shamans forum when it was lively, I like Della who started the forum. I usually am lucky in creating good relationships with people but at some point I had said something in a post or more than one post which I felt would make me look bad in the eyes of others. As a solution I created a fresh account to be seen in the eyes of others how I wanted to be. It had a negative affect on me realizing that everyone treated me with new respect like a stranger. It is funny that one of the teachings as expressed by Theun Mares is to treat everyone, friends, relatives, work colleagues strangers, as strangers. I can't help but feel that my reason for wanting a fresh start in the first place was invalid because it was based on my perception of how others must have judged me assuming that others will judge me the way I had judged myself.