08-30-2015, 12:00 AM
Hi all.
I created the LM thread because I wanted to understand what had happened to me; because I was was filled with venom and resentment. Because I felt like life owed me kindness and not energetic rape.
When all is distilled I find that it is the level of my being that draws the life I experience to me, which is all well and good, except that the constitution of my personality is weak and flaccid. No one likes to admit such unflattering aspects, and I especially find it difficult to view this. The only thing that keeps me going is that I have seeing the light of my being.
The thread has served its purpose and with the influx of pain and sadness I experienced empathically from Lujan just lately as he came to know who I am, I find that I do not wish to cause pain like this to another.
If any of you feel there is value in this thread please indicate so, otherwise I am now inclined to ask for its deletion and re-post my energetic experience as another topic.
I created the LM thread because I wanted to understand what had happened to me; because I was was filled with venom and resentment. Because I felt like life owed me kindness and not energetic rape.
When all is distilled I find that it is the level of my being that draws the life I experience to me, which is all well and good, except that the constitution of my personality is weak and flaccid. No one likes to admit such unflattering aspects, and I especially find it difficult to view this. The only thing that keeps me going is that I have seeing the light of my being.
The thread has served its purpose and with the influx of pain and sadness I experienced empathically from Lujan just lately as he came to know who I am, I find that I do not wish to cause pain like this to another.
If any of you feel there is value in this thread please indicate so, otherwise I am now inclined to ask for its deletion and re-post my energetic experience as another topic.