08-26-2014, 12:00 AM
Sacateca,
You get very upset when I speak to you the truth of what I see in you, and resort to making threats at me. If you were as you claim you are then it would not matter what I see in you, nor what I think of you. You would be OK knowing, as you say you do, that you are not these things and would not be upset if someone thought otherwise. Why does it matter to you what I think? You are thus making yourself a slave to your feelings and allowing others to move you through them, control you with them.
I appreciated your efforts in trying to be nice, and saw them myself. However when I get to the point where you back-tracked yet again to your habitual awareness and starting trying to stalk negative destructive knowledge and power into your insults in order to harm people, and myself, I stopped enjoying your energy entirely. It is good that you tried to stop insulting people, and removed your insults from various places, but you continued anyways, right away, insulting again, and seeking to hurt people and myself. Which I see btw that you do not., at least not myself.
That is why I call you destructive, seeking negative knowledge. Which is plainly true to all who can see.
You have some awareness to avoid negative awareness yes, since you refuse to accept various forms of them from various sources. True. But then you go and instead of suspending them and freeing yourself from them, you seek more nagative forms about the people who are using the forms you dislike, and form judgements of those people, those paths, and everythign surrouding it. This does not solve the problem but only makes it worse. You are now sustaining and forming the new awareness, negative and destructive, about these people, fields etc. If you could focus into a new way, let go of your judgements of them and form a new energy, then you could witness the people, and the fields change and align to yur new energy, your new awareness. Awareness can shift, stop the world, things within the world, and form them anew. Detachment is highly useful here.
Unless of course you actually want to hurt, destruct, kill, and form hell. Then you are on your own.
I call you shallow only because you have a shallow level of awareness in these regards. Perhaps not in other regards, but definitly in the manners of which I am addressing. It is shallow to not see your demanding natures, the essence of your energy, and only focus onto the words you use. Just because you do not use the demand, does not make your energies any less demanding. Just because you say you have no self-importance does no make it true, you have much of it in your actions, and it makes you react in the ways you do. Which is why I call you self-important. It is also very shallow for yourself, and for Littlepaw, both being people who claim to study and follow the teachings of sorcery, to demand that we all share the same positions of awareness. See the same worlds and not realize that many different positions exist. Many different truths. It is a shallow level of awareness for average humans as well, beings sorcerers or not.
I am sorry, but I can not carry you right now, into the positions I speak of. You will have to do the work yourself. Or not, it's up to you to decide. It's your decision to make Sacateca, just like it is mine to follow any way I want to follow too. You can get mad about it, attack me for it all you want, or others, for following their ways, but in the end I am still going to follow the way I want to follow. So try not to freak out about it when I follow my way, or others who follow theirs and save your energy and focus. You are always free to offer your advice or suggestions, share yourself etc, but you should not demand or get angry if I choose not to listen or follow you. Why should it upset you? Can you not just follow your own way despite me, or them not accepting your way and aimply go your own way anyways? Can you not leave them behind if they will not follow you, trust you blindly? Afterall you are asking them to trust you, follow you blindly, and so why should they? Why should you demand that others not follow what they want to follow even if they do so blindly? You may tell them it is wrong to follow things blindly if you want to, and if you see it that way sure, but you are very adamant about it, pushy, and yes demanding.
You get very upset when I speak to you the truth of what I see in you, and resort to making threats at me. If you were as you claim you are then it would not matter what I see in you, nor what I think of you. You would be OK knowing, as you say you do, that you are not these things and would not be upset if someone thought otherwise. Why does it matter to you what I think? You are thus making yourself a slave to your feelings and allowing others to move you through them, control you with them.
I appreciated your efforts in trying to be nice, and saw them myself. However when I get to the point where you back-tracked yet again to your habitual awareness and starting trying to stalk negative destructive knowledge and power into your insults in order to harm people, and myself, I stopped enjoying your energy entirely. It is good that you tried to stop insulting people, and removed your insults from various places, but you continued anyways, right away, insulting again, and seeking to hurt people and myself. Which I see btw that you do not., at least not myself.
That is why I call you destructive, seeking negative knowledge. Which is plainly true to all who can see.
You have some awareness to avoid negative awareness yes, since you refuse to accept various forms of them from various sources. True. But then you go and instead of suspending them and freeing yourself from them, you seek more nagative forms about the people who are using the forms you dislike, and form judgements of those people, those paths, and everythign surrouding it. This does not solve the problem but only makes it worse. You are now sustaining and forming the new awareness, negative and destructive, about these people, fields etc. If you could focus into a new way, let go of your judgements of them and form a new energy, then you could witness the people, and the fields change and align to yur new energy, your new awareness. Awareness can shift, stop the world, things within the world, and form them anew. Detachment is highly useful here.
Unless of course you actually want to hurt, destruct, kill, and form hell. Then you are on your own.
I call you shallow only because you have a shallow level of awareness in these regards. Perhaps not in other regards, but definitly in the manners of which I am addressing. It is shallow to not see your demanding natures, the essence of your energy, and only focus onto the words you use. Just because you do not use the demand, does not make your energies any less demanding. Just because you say you have no self-importance does no make it true, you have much of it in your actions, and it makes you react in the ways you do. Which is why I call you self-important. It is also very shallow for yourself, and for Littlepaw, both being people who claim to study and follow the teachings of sorcery, to demand that we all share the same positions of awareness. See the same worlds and not realize that many different positions exist. Many different truths. It is a shallow level of awareness for average humans as well, beings sorcerers or not.
I am sorry, but I can not carry you right now, into the positions I speak of. You will have to do the work yourself. Or not, it's up to you to decide. It's your decision to make Sacateca, just like it is mine to follow any way I want to follow too. You can get mad about it, attack me for it all you want, or others, for following their ways, but in the end I am still going to follow the way I want to follow. So try not to freak out about it when I follow my way, or others who follow theirs and save your energy and focus. You are always free to offer your advice or suggestions, share yourself etc, but you should not demand or get angry if I choose not to listen or follow you. Why should it upset you? Can you not just follow your own way despite me, or them not accepting your way and aimply go your own way anyways? Can you not leave them behind if they will not follow you, trust you blindly? Afterall you are asking them to trust you, follow you blindly, and so why should they? Why should you demand that others not follow what they want to follow even if they do so blindly? You may tell them it is wrong to follow things blindly if you want to, and if you see it that way sure, but you are very adamant about it, pushy, and yes demanding.