06-10-2017, 12:00 AM
I realize I stepped around the recap itself. The recap is self-generative and compelling. Others speaking of effort to recapitulate tells me that they have not become tonally and spiritually readied.
Think about this. Recap is energetically CHARGING. The rush blows you away.. it is a TRIP. You could not possibly need to exert effort once impeccable recapitulation begins.
I did not have time to eat or sleep or do anything else but the recapitulation. If I slept, I woke and immediately continued the process after peeing. I would not even brush my teeth until later. At times I would forget to eat the entire day.
I did my recap in the form of writing. And whether I reflected, researched, fantasized, imagined or remembered-- I was intently working up, around, and into those profound moments of reliving experiences. Those were the gems of time. The intensity and focus involved every fiber of my being. I would get literally jolted with energy. The energy kept coming this way, and it never dissipated. I knew that these energies were forever part of my wholeness.
I have never sought to do a path. I reflect on ideas and plant them, but mainly I do the work of the present challenges. The challenges are not about fixing for results; they are about awareness that engenders a quality of living.
Think about this. Recap is energetically CHARGING. The rush blows you away.. it is a TRIP. You could not possibly need to exert effort once impeccable recapitulation begins.
I did not have time to eat or sleep or do anything else but the recapitulation. If I slept, I woke and immediately continued the process after peeing. I would not even brush my teeth until later. At times I would forget to eat the entire day.
I did my recap in the form of writing. And whether I reflected, researched, fantasized, imagined or remembered-- I was intently working up, around, and into those profound moments of reliving experiences. Those were the gems of time. The intensity and focus involved every fiber of my being. I would get literally jolted with energy. The energy kept coming this way, and it never dissipated. I knew that these energies were forever part of my wholeness.
I have never sought to do a path. I reflect on ideas and plant them, but mainly I do the work of the present challenges. The challenges are not about fixing for results; they are about awareness that engenders a quality of living.