05-10-2017, 12:00 AM
A follow up on my last two posts: First, messengerpidgeons words reflect my own sentiment. Second, my post previous to that needs to be clarified: "I know full well that if you came under my auspices I would be obliged to commit 100% to your well being. Do me a favor, DON'T meet me... I want to tell you what I really think..."
I smiled BIG, because none of the alienation suggested was true, and I expect Syzygy to KNOW. Still, this will give me a chance to explain my consistent position in enlightenment, and to speak unequivocally.
One does not lose the 'humanish' qualities per enlightenment. If anything these characteristics, quirks, faults, flyers or/and neurosis are all the more accentuated in a special way. The process of depersonalization and recap of history would be better described as objectification. Integration of one's self requires clarity and then mass cohesion. It (humanish) is all still there in the package.
It is also true that enlightenment, 'lightens' or makes living easy and fluid. This maturity came about via the process of assuming AGENCY as CHOOSER, and accepting full responsibility for my existence.
As to you, sweetheart, I was thinking of you in analogy as a kite on a long string. Given the right aerodynamics, the wind power keeps you airborne without string, but it is my perfect joy to have the attachment, and influentially interact. In this selfish way, I have vicariously soared and continue to soar HIGH. I do not want or need full detachment from you.. I intend to accept the responsibilities of taking you into my possession. If the truth be told, I have delightfully allowed you to take possession of my heart. Depite what I have said or implied in ongoing rhetoric, (as concerns you) I have been ALL Happy from the moment we first interacted. Don't interpret this as reprieve Kuntomea; I AM full of devious. I am also ticklishly confused as to who does what to who here. If you reopen your Syzygy website, I will disappear from internet absolutely until the end of summer (and.... won't mess up the Syzygy forum thereafter). Goodness, I like your words, and I miss you tonally. A LOT!
I smiled BIG, because none of the alienation suggested was true, and I expect Syzygy to KNOW. Still, this will give me a chance to explain my consistent position in enlightenment, and to speak unequivocally.
One does not lose the 'humanish' qualities per enlightenment. If anything these characteristics, quirks, faults, flyers or/and neurosis are all the more accentuated in a special way. The process of depersonalization and recap of history would be better described as objectification. Integration of one's self requires clarity and then mass cohesion. It (humanish) is all still there in the package.
It is also true that enlightenment, 'lightens' or makes living easy and fluid. This maturity came about via the process of assuming AGENCY as CHOOSER, and accepting full responsibility for my existence.
As to you, sweetheart, I was thinking of you in analogy as a kite on a long string. Given the right aerodynamics, the wind power keeps you airborne without string, but it is my perfect joy to have the attachment, and influentially interact. In this selfish way, I have vicariously soared and continue to soar HIGH. I do not want or need full detachment from you.. I intend to accept the responsibilities of taking you into my possession. If the truth be told, I have delightfully allowed you to take possession of my heart. Depite what I have said or implied in ongoing rhetoric, (as concerns you) I have been ALL Happy from the moment we first interacted. Don't interpret this as reprieve Kuntomea; I AM full of devious. I am also ticklishly confused as to who does what to who here. If you reopen your Syzygy website, I will disappear from internet absolutely until the end of summer (and.... won't mess up the Syzygy forum thereafter). Goodness, I like your words, and I miss you tonally. A LOT!