12-24-2014, 12:00 AM
It was far from been in my imagination. What I described was in no way metaphoric; it was a description of a tearing and dissipation of an energy field around my body. The damage was as real as if I had fallen and broken my bones.
I am working on cutting the residual thoughts of self-pity from my mind. It is a long tedious process for me. I could not really write publicly about it as it has taken this long to get rid of a lot of the venom I feel. As I see it at the moment, Lujan is the catalyst that caused a huge emotional reaction in me which caused the energetic damage to my nagual.
It is unfortunate that he was weakened to such an extent that he would seek yuku to edit your posts. A man of power stands on his power and is not bothered with the pettiness of protecting his name and image or his reputation. Before this happened I remember feeling a great sense of brotherhood with others, yet what they thought and said about me was of little consequence. I don't really know how this was so, only that I less than cared.
Btw, I get what you are saying about the laying of spells, or the broadcasting and proliferation of spells. As everything originates from the Nagual, that is where the power is to assert a new outcome. It is in the nagual that one creates ones life, not in the tonal.
I am working on cutting the residual thoughts of self-pity from my mind. It is a long tedious process for me. I could not really write publicly about it as it has taken this long to get rid of a lot of the venom I feel. As I see it at the moment, Lujan is the catalyst that caused a huge emotional reaction in me which caused the energetic damage to my nagual.
It is unfortunate that he was weakened to such an extent that he would seek yuku to edit your posts. A man of power stands on his power and is not bothered with the pettiness of protecting his name and image or his reputation. Before this happened I remember feeling a great sense of brotherhood with others, yet what they thought and said about me was of little consequence. I don't really know how this was so, only that I less than cared.
Btw, I get what you are saying about the laying of spells, or the broadcasting and proliferation of spells. As everything originates from the Nagual, that is where the power is to assert a new outcome. It is in the nagual that one creates ones life, not in the tonal.