12-26-2014, 12:00 AM
Some deep wisdom there Gugeyewalker.
In fact it was me that was generating large amounts of love within myself. As my energy increased the more I felt connected to life. It started consolidating into a center of gravity which drew my purpose to a pinpoint. I moved from been afraid of everything to no fear. I could give a speech in front of any number of people as well as just stand in front of them and be totally comfortable. I could be in amongst the most vile contempt and aggression and not feel any fear what so ever. I felt no fear of the nagual or other beings either. What I felt was a sense of stillness and brotherhood for all. Sure, I felt my emotions rise and fall just like anybody else, but somehow they did not affect me. It was like nothing was personal.I believe this is the place of no pity.
Thanks Gugeyewalker, your words have helped me move my point of reference. The time for grieving the loss of my energy is passing and a new time for growing it back again is begun.I know how to do it, as I did before. Assume the position of gratitude for all things that come my way and ask for forgiveness from my inner being for all the ways I warp perception. This seems to be devastating to self-importance.
How Lujans' words managed to impact so brutally I don't know; especially when I was feeling so bulletproof. The word 'injustice' comes to mind, and I have not recapped the significance of this as yet.
Do not hold anyone as above or below oneself!
In fact it was me that was generating large amounts of love within myself. As my energy increased the more I felt connected to life. It started consolidating into a center of gravity which drew my purpose to a pinpoint. I moved from been afraid of everything to no fear. I could give a speech in front of any number of people as well as just stand in front of them and be totally comfortable. I could be in amongst the most vile contempt and aggression and not feel any fear what so ever. I felt no fear of the nagual or other beings either. What I felt was a sense of stillness and brotherhood for all. Sure, I felt my emotions rise and fall just like anybody else, but somehow they did not affect me. It was like nothing was personal.I believe this is the place of no pity.
Thanks Gugeyewalker, your words have helped me move my point of reference. The time for grieving the loss of my energy is passing and a new time for growing it back again is begun.I know how to do it, as I did before. Assume the position of gratitude for all things that come my way and ask for forgiveness from my inner being for all the ways I warp perception. This seems to be devastating to self-importance.
How Lujans' words managed to impact so brutally I don't know; especially when I was feeling so bulletproof. The word 'injustice' comes to mind, and I have not recapped the significance of this as yet.
Do not hold anyone as above or below oneself!