12-29-2014, 12:01 AM
Can we not talk about killing. This has nothing to do with standing in the way of another right to draw breath. For me this is an exercise in self stalking etc.
I want to find out on the one hand why I feel so drawn to Lujan , but on the other cannot abide the inconsistencies I see. I am not discussing whether he is a good man or a bad man, but rather the claim of Nagualship and what have you.
Looking back at my experience of the energy field around my body all I can say is that the conditions, emotions, (fear of where my next meal was coming from and all that) etc in my body and around me in the world of people had no impact on me. If I was disrespected I felt barely anything other that a strange understanding and empathy for the person. In a way it was like I was living more inside the energy body than in my physical body. I felt immune to life but very deeply connected to it.
I am no Nagual, so I expect far more than what I experienced at that time from a fully fledged nagual.
I want to find out on the one hand why I feel so drawn to Lujan , but on the other cannot abide the inconsistencies I see. I am not discussing whether he is a good man or a bad man, but rather the claim of Nagualship and what have you.
Looking back at my experience of the energy field around my body all I can say is that the conditions, emotions, (fear of where my next meal was coming from and all that) etc in my body and around me in the world of people had no impact on me. If I was disrespected I felt barely anything other that a strange understanding and empathy for the person. In a way it was like I was living more inside the energy body than in my physical body. I felt immune to life but very deeply connected to it.
I am no Nagual, so I expect far more than what I experienced at that time from a fully fledged nagual.