12-30-2014, 12:01 AM
Guys, thank you for the chat and the space to look into my experience. I find that I wish to withdraw now and focus on these particular teachings of DJ.
At the end of all this, does what another does really mean anything. They are either acts of power or they are not.
I lost my power. And who's fault is that. My nagual has power, but my tonal is weak."A warrior has no compassion for anyone. To have compassion means that
you wish the other person to be like you, to be in your shoes, and
you lend a hand just for that purpose. The hardest thing in the world
is for a warrior to let others be. The impeccability of a warrior is
to let them be and to support them in what they are. That means, of
course, that you trust them to be impeccable warriors themselves. If
they are not then it's your duty to be impeccable yourself and not
say a word. Only a sorcerer who sees and is formless can
afford to help anyone. Every effort to help on our part is an
arbitrary act guided by our own self-interest alone."
"It doesn't matter what anybody says or does. You must be an
impeccable man yourself. The fight is right here in this chest. It
takes all the time and all the energy we have to conquer the idiocy
in us. And that's what matters. The rest is of no importance. To be
an impeccable warrior will give you vigor and youth and power.
I have taught you to be dispassionate. The world of people goes up
and down and people go up and down with their world; as sorcerers we
have no business following them in their ups and downs. The art of
sorcerers is to be outside everything and be unnoticeable. And more
than anything else, the art of sorcerers is never to waste their
power.
* * *
We hold the images of the world with our attention. Let your
attention go from the images of the world. If you don't focus your
attention on the world, the world collapses. Instead of fighting to
focus, let go of the images by gazing fixedly at distant hills, or by
gazing at water, like a river, or by gazing at the clouds.
If you gaze with your eyes open, you get dizzy and the eyes get
tired, but if you half-close them and blink a lot and move them from
mountain to mountain, or from cloud to cloud, you can look for
hours.
As I've told you, the tonal and the nagual
are two different worlds. In one you talk, in the other you act. At
first all of us secretly do not want the world of the
nagual . We are afraid and have second thoughts. Our
unbending intent and our impeccability gets us thru
that.
* * *
Everyone can see , and yet we choose not to remember
what we see .
* * *
With our attention we can hold the images of a dream in the same way
we hold the images of the world. The art of the dreamer
is the art of attention.
* * *
Your reason is the demon that keeps you chained. You
have to vanquish it if you want to achieve the realization of my
teachings. The issue, therefore, has been how to vanquish your
reason . By reason I don't mean the
capacity for comprehending, inferring or thinking, in an orderly,
rational way. To me reason means attention."
At the end of all this, does what another does really mean anything. They are either acts of power or they are not.
I lost my power. And who's fault is that. My nagual has power, but my tonal is weak."A warrior has no compassion for anyone. To have compassion means that
you wish the other person to be like you, to be in your shoes, and
you lend a hand just for that purpose. The hardest thing in the world
is for a warrior to let others be. The impeccability of a warrior is
to let them be and to support them in what they are. That means, of
course, that you trust them to be impeccable warriors themselves. If
they are not then it's your duty to be impeccable yourself and not
say a word. Only a sorcerer who sees and is formless can
afford to help anyone. Every effort to help on our part is an
arbitrary act guided by our own self-interest alone."
"It doesn't matter what anybody says or does. You must be an
impeccable man yourself. The fight is right here in this chest. It
takes all the time and all the energy we have to conquer the idiocy
in us. And that's what matters. The rest is of no importance. To be
an impeccable warrior will give you vigor and youth and power.
I have taught you to be dispassionate. The world of people goes up
and down and people go up and down with their world; as sorcerers we
have no business following them in their ups and downs. The art of
sorcerers is to be outside everything and be unnoticeable. And more
than anything else, the art of sorcerers is never to waste their
power.
* * *
We hold the images of the world with our attention. Let your
attention go from the images of the world. If you don't focus your
attention on the world, the world collapses. Instead of fighting to
focus, let go of the images by gazing fixedly at distant hills, or by
gazing at water, like a river, or by gazing at the clouds.
If you gaze with your eyes open, you get dizzy and the eyes get
tired, but if you half-close them and blink a lot and move them from
mountain to mountain, or from cloud to cloud, you can look for
hours.
As I've told you, the tonal and the nagual
are two different worlds. In one you talk, in the other you act. At
first all of us secretly do not want the world of the
nagual . We are afraid and have second thoughts. Our
unbending intent and our impeccability gets us thru
that.
* * *
Everyone can see , and yet we choose not to remember
what we see .
* * *
With our attention we can hold the images of a dream in the same way
we hold the images of the world. The art of the dreamer
is the art of attention.
* * *
Your reason is the demon that keeps you chained. You
have to vanquish it if you want to achieve the realization of my
teachings. The issue, therefore, has been how to vanquish your
reason . By reason I don't mean the
capacity for comprehending, inferring or thinking, in an orderly,
rational way. To me reason means attention."