12-31-2014, 12:01 AM
Gugeyewalker, thanks for taking your time to respond. It is helpful and I am taking action. I have not been able to until just recently because I could not even focus for a few seconds at a time whilst gazing or any of the other exercises, never mind having energy for dreaming or recapitulation. Thanks for the encouragement.
I said I am no Nagual because I hope I am not one. It has crossed my mind a few time when I look back at my childhood - but perhaps I was just a born leader at that time. I don't care for it at all. I just meant that I expected to feel the presence of a nagual and observe in his being that he is not like other men. That he would not be disturbed by them, by been disrespected or what not like I was able to do, yet I saw cracks.
I recon I have come across a nagual in the body once. Even 10 years later I am left with the impression of dark matter with lightening bolts coming out of it. This guys presence was actually quite scary. It is something reminiscent of Lone Wolfs' dreaming body, except this guy was in his physical body.
Regarding the tentacle thing - does it feel anything like an energetic contraction between two poles ( sternum and perineum) that produce an energetic discharge. I mean in the beginning before the tentacle develop. If so, how do you develop the tentacles. I presume it is much like doing dead-lift - you practice the dead-lift to do dead-lift.I have used this long ago and noticed changes in the tonal a few days later. I have also used it in dreaming to get rid of dreamers that were pestering me.
Theun Mares and some of his apprentices used to follow me around in dreaming and pester me. On one occasion he actually ran and jumped at me, flying through the air and diving straight into my thigh - just like in the matrix movies, except this was before the first movie came out. I used this method to eject him. I don't do it much anymore because it is very taxing energetically.
I said I am no Nagual because I hope I am not one. It has crossed my mind a few time when I look back at my childhood - but perhaps I was just a born leader at that time. I don't care for it at all. I just meant that I expected to feel the presence of a nagual and observe in his being that he is not like other men. That he would not be disturbed by them, by been disrespected or what not like I was able to do, yet I saw cracks.
I recon I have come across a nagual in the body once. Even 10 years later I am left with the impression of dark matter with lightening bolts coming out of it. This guys presence was actually quite scary. It is something reminiscent of Lone Wolfs' dreaming body, except this guy was in his physical body.
Regarding the tentacle thing - does it feel anything like an energetic contraction between two poles ( sternum and perineum) that produce an energetic discharge. I mean in the beginning before the tentacle develop. If so, how do you develop the tentacles. I presume it is much like doing dead-lift - you practice the dead-lift to do dead-lift.I have used this long ago and noticed changes in the tonal a few days later. I have also used it in dreaming to get rid of dreamers that were pestering me.
Theun Mares and some of his apprentices used to follow me around in dreaming and pester me. On one occasion he actually ran and jumped at me, flying through the air and diving straight into my thigh - just like in the matrix movies, except this was before the first movie came out. I used this method to eject him. I don't do it much anymore because it is very taxing energetically.