02-24-2015, 12:01 AM
Lately this LM fellow has become less of a point of irritation to me as my energy increases. I can still barely keep my attention on one thing for 10 seconds, but that is enough. The deposits I am making with little efforts means I am forgetting about him, and as he becomes irrelevant I start to feel more free.
It matters not what he has done in his ignorance and self-importance, but what I do with my focus and attention.
This drawing shows a perfect representation of the areas I felt a ripping searing pain in. This shows the middle dantian in its 2 aspects of higher and lower areas of the feeling center (the heart and the lung area)When this center is injured it means ones heart has been broken, part of ones soul has been lost or ones ability to feed the finer energy bodies is compromised. In other words the wings of ones soul are cut off and one plummets back into a mechanical consenses reality - 3rd attention into 2nd attention awareness.
My immediate response to this situation should have been to contain the emerging energy and pull it back into my body, not allowing it to escape or project to where ever it went. Chi energy is transmuted into shen energy here - this feeds the astral body and in time will fully coat it allowing one to retain conscious awareness after death and to have a separate awareness whilst in the body.
It matters not what he has done in his ignorance and self-importance, but what I do with my focus and attention.
This drawing shows a perfect representation of the areas I felt a ripping searing pain in. This shows the middle dantian in its 2 aspects of higher and lower areas of the feeling center (the heart and the lung area)When this center is injured it means ones heart has been broken, part of ones soul has been lost or ones ability to feed the finer energy bodies is compromised. In other words the wings of ones soul are cut off and one plummets back into a mechanical consenses reality - 3rd attention into 2nd attention awareness.
My immediate response to this situation should have been to contain the emerging energy and pull it back into my body, not allowing it to escape or project to where ever it went. Chi energy is transmuted into shen energy here - this feeds the astral body and in time will fully coat it allowing one to retain conscious awareness after death and to have a separate awareness whilst in the body.