Lujan Matus

[Senear]

Sometimes it seems people go on and on about this guy. who cares. Hes just another meatbag, as the nagual bender might say. He has some organization, and developed a patented system. He has forums full of seekers, and those dreaming of being "seeked", and, naturally, needing to defend the relevance of that investment. Like anybody of any moderate spiritual attainment, he can project by virtue of other people embodying his concept and ascribing the events to him. He messed you over? That's probably you, you inner source touching fear. He healed your bunions? Again, probably your inner connection, and projecting onto that guy. Good or bad, a swooning presence or scary abuser, says more about the person in that moment, little about him, and little of actual importance beyond that inner context. sometimes i wonder, in general, and this includes me, if people really get it at all. There is room for collaboration and mutual growth, but any sort of guru good or bad, is actually the antithesis of supposedly what this is all about, and what one by all account should perceive if one looks hard enough, into the silence, without thought or belief of fear, what actually goes on. When it starts reading more like any conspiracy rant or "the big bad them", or a swooning proclamation of some great virtue or power, and worse yet, it actually seems that way on ones perception, its time for a serious reality check. Simple questions. What do i want? What do i think this is? what do i fear, and then check that against what one perceives, for a start.