04-30-2018, 12:00 AM
I am sorry that you are having this bad experience NathansHere.
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NathansHere wrote:Unfortunately, this seems alot like like "hook of the Spirit" that Castaneda speaks about. How a Shaman will force you to learn from them for many years using shamanic techniques to hook you in.
I somehow doubt that a teacher using this technique damages their student on purpose. I think what you describe is nothing like that which CC speaks about. Imagine DJ attacking CC and telling him that he needed to resolve his karma? That sounds ridiculous in the CC system, especially since they do not 'believe' in karma. In their world view one just has one life to make it, no second or third tries. That is part of the way of the warrior.
There was one part in CC where he was in an antagonistic relationship (that was set up by DJ) with one of the witches. But that was not like what you write here, if memory serves me
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NathansHere wrote:I always imagined him to be someone who lets people to freely come and learn from him without any obligation.
This is not directly related to what you write but I feel like noting it down: there is always an obligation that comes from learning. If nothing else one cannot/should not act as if one didin't know what they know.
I hope you get better and better NathansHere. I assume you use some kinds of ways of protection (personally I always start with shamanic allies). And I agree with Pixie that (for me personally too) nature is a great healer. Also, connect yourself with things that bring or show you the joy in life.
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NathansHere wrote:Unfortunately, this seems alot like like "hook of the Spirit" that Castaneda speaks about. How a Shaman will force you to learn from them for many years using shamanic techniques to hook you in.
I somehow doubt that a teacher using this technique damages their student on purpose. I think what you describe is nothing like that which CC speaks about. Imagine DJ attacking CC and telling him that he needed to resolve his karma? That sounds ridiculous in the CC system, especially since they do not 'believe' in karma. In their world view one just has one life to make it, no second or third tries. That is part of the way of the warrior.
There was one part in CC where he was in an antagonistic relationship (that was set up by DJ) with one of the witches. But that was not like what you write here, if memory serves me
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NathansHere wrote:I always imagined him to be someone who lets people to freely come and learn from him without any obligation.
This is not directly related to what you write but I feel like noting it down: there is always an obligation that comes from learning. If nothing else one cannot/should not act as if one didin't know what they know.
I hope you get better and better NathansHere. I assume you use some kinds of ways of protection (personally I always start with shamanic allies). And I agree with Pixie that (for me personally too) nature is a great healer. Also, connect yourself with things that bring or show you the joy in life.