05-04-2018, 12:00 AM
Driving to work this a.m., I looked up, coming around a curve overlooking the city, and saw a billboard that said, "Nate!.....You're wife knows" I didn't have time to see what the billboard was actually about before passing it by
I don't know if you're married or if maybe this means connect with the female aspect of your inner seer...or maybe has nothing to do with you at all LOL...but anyways I'm supposed to report it here. And anyways, good opportunity to briefly reflect on the multilateral lesson learned in my personal experience.
I empathize, because I spent quite some time interacting with Lujan. I learned a ton from this interaction....and from then breaking away as my path moved on.
As mentioned above in a previous post....for me, it was about shifting perspective. From a certain angle there was me and him and the issues inherent between in whatever was interfering with the exchange, much of which was mine...and some of which was his. Let's be fair....the guy is brimming with power for a very specific reason, as infinity sees fit in its inscrutable plan. But, while we're being fair, let's be fairer still....he's also human and, as such, is brimming with personal quirks of character too...some of which are not so endearing. Those become more glaring, for any of us, when power accumulates from what I've heard.
Quirks of character aside, there was loads of pure, clear, core lessons which he tirelessly teaches to his students....to anyone who listens. I listened...and remember....and apply those cores even now. i.e. I'm grateful. The key for me, in leaving him and his instruction (and I did so at the behest of my own "female inner seer" during a moment of deep meditation.....listening to my Better Half, so to speak
, was shifting perspective....subtly tilting the reflective lens to the extent that the fixed view of Lujan became transparent allowing access to the view of what's behind/beyond him. The sun behind the clouds, so to speak. Seeing this subtle shift, lends to experimenting more with that shift....transparency deepens until he disappears! And look, there's nothing but sun, which is shining everywhere all the time. So, there's deep comfort/wisdom in that view....know that with Lujan or without Lujan (pick any guru's name to exchange...or any fixed object/source of perceived instruction) Looking further within and seeing multifarious reflective lenses facing inward and outward which can be adjusted in any direction. A perspective can be fixed upon, to learn all there is to learn from the rich experience that that fixed perspective brings...and then can be shifted to a new view, liberating that perspective, allowing for more insights....more options....more lessons...more mysteries. All the time knowing that the source of the reflected view is the perennial light of the sun....the source of awareness...that teaches all the time in every possible circumstance.
So, for me, it was about "to stay or to go"....knowing either way, the ultimate source of my instructions is always right here....centrally stationed and easily aligned with, if that intent is upheld. I chose to go, taking that light with me of course. And it continues to teach in indescribable ways in every possible circumstance.
So again, from my view, the problem is in the perspective...and any inner issue that fixes a perspective into place. It can be shifted, and the seeming solidity of issues dissolve and are liberated, offering another view. Freedom! Seeing it once, knowing it can be done again and again and again, no matter the obstacle or the circumstance.
For what its worth
I don't know if you're married or if maybe this means connect with the female aspect of your inner seer...or maybe has nothing to do with you at all LOL...but anyways I'm supposed to report it here. And anyways, good opportunity to briefly reflect on the multilateral lesson learned in my personal experience. I empathize, because I spent quite some time interacting with Lujan. I learned a ton from this interaction....and from then breaking away as my path moved on.
As mentioned above in a previous post....for me, it was about shifting perspective. From a certain angle there was me and him and the issues inherent between in whatever was interfering with the exchange, much of which was mine...and some of which was his. Let's be fair....the guy is brimming with power for a very specific reason, as infinity sees fit in its inscrutable plan. But, while we're being fair, let's be fairer still....he's also human and, as such, is brimming with personal quirks of character too...some of which are not so endearing. Those become more glaring, for any of us, when power accumulates from what I've heard.
Quirks of character aside, there was loads of pure, clear, core lessons which he tirelessly teaches to his students....to anyone who listens. I listened...and remember....and apply those cores even now. i.e. I'm grateful. The key for me, in leaving him and his instruction (and I did so at the behest of my own "female inner seer" during a moment of deep meditation.....listening to my Better Half, so to speak
, was shifting perspective....subtly tilting the reflective lens to the extent that the fixed view of Lujan became transparent allowing access to the view of what's behind/beyond him. The sun behind the clouds, so to speak. Seeing this subtle shift, lends to experimenting more with that shift....transparency deepens until he disappears! And look, there's nothing but sun, which is shining everywhere all the time. So, there's deep comfort/wisdom in that view....know that with Lujan or without Lujan (pick any guru's name to exchange...or any fixed object/source of perceived instruction) Looking further within and seeing multifarious reflective lenses facing inward and outward which can be adjusted in any direction. A perspective can be fixed upon, to learn all there is to learn from the rich experience that that fixed perspective brings...and then can be shifted to a new view, liberating that perspective, allowing for more insights....more options....more lessons...more mysteries. All the time knowing that the source of the reflected view is the perennial light of the sun....the source of awareness...that teaches all the time in every possible circumstance.So, for me, it was about "to stay or to go"....knowing either way, the ultimate source of my instructions is always right here....centrally stationed and easily aligned with, if that intent is upheld. I chose to go, taking that light with me of course. And it continues to teach in indescribable ways in every possible circumstance.
So again, from my view, the problem is in the perspective...and any inner issue that fixes a perspective into place. It can be shifted, and the seeming solidity of issues dissolve and are liberated, offering another view. Freedom! Seeing it once, knowing it can be done again and again and again, no matter the obstacle or the circumstance.
For what its worth