05-05-2018, 12:00 AM
I am glad that the technique had some success.
I was just re-reading your opening post I wondered if you had considered the following questions.
It is interesting that your request for apprenticeship was rejected by him the man ( as is expected) and taken up by his Double.
What does it indicate to you that he the man rejected your request and he the double took you up upon it?
Have you established whether this Double is in fact his, have you questioned the possibility that it is yours or your shadow?
What was your intent when you requested an apprenticeship?
Can you apply this same intent to negate this request in your dreams directly to this double of his?
Have you retracted your intent and perhaps redirected your intent for apprenticeship to your own double?
May I suggest, that is if you haven’t already, you find ways in your mundane life to strengthen and shore up your ‘will’. Will resides in the Hara (DanTien). If you can reinforce it via breathing and placing your attention on it periodically during the day whilst busy with other tasks you will bring greater consciousness to it. Also by doing every task, chore and duty in your life with gratitude, awareness, care and completing it without due haste. Once you learn to feel your Hara you will know when you are acting in a way that weakens it. I would submit that this would be a beginning to strengthening your ‘will’. As it is the ‘will’ that supports and enables your ‘intent’ it is prudent to protect it. All efforts with a modecom of success will feed your will with power and enhance it as your magnetic center which will hold your power to you as a formidable shield.
I suggest that you withdraw your request for an apprenticeship from him, formally, ritualistically and in your dreams. Implore that power within you to hear your request, make efforts to feel this in your chest, in your heart, so that your intent can be projected and mirrored by the Dark Sea of Awareness.
Sergio Maganas’ sweeping breathe would be use-full to extract your energy from the situation and expel his foreign energies. It is outlaid in his book 2012-2021 The Dawn of the Sixth Sun on page 116
I am sure he doesn’t use the word attack, rather he claims to be confronting something you present to a given situation. It is a tactic used to destabilize ones center, to call into question ones knowing. It is intended to cause a person to detach their assemblage point from a static point of view. The feeling of cognitive dissonance should be capitalized upon. This allows the warrior to flip flop between two points of view, your own and the new one presented. If one can detach ones identification from ones belief/or other structure, perhaps initially for fleeting moments one can then see both perspectives alternatively which gives the assemblage point a work out, it gives it flexibility. It frees up the energy holding it there, and the warrior can use that energy to hold both perspectives together. Eventually one may even be able to formulate a new perspective, find a new location of the A.P and so on causing one to grow and become fluid. That is why self importance is the enemy of a warrior. It will insist that the warrior remain in position.
Be your own teacher, guru, master, whatever and use petty tyrants to help you become mobile knowing that the petty tyrant insists that you come to his position and remain there. I would say that he is assuming the role of petty tyrant here.
If his intent is to resolve you into his position then that is a maneuver to enslave you, because all it does is move you from your position to his and hold you there. Once you assume his position you become his prey.
Personally I would only allow him to play the role of petty tyrant/teacher for the purpose of dislodging my static beliefs with the intent of collecting positions of the AP. I would never remain in his position too long.
So perhaps his is a ploy to maneuver you to a certain position and then you apply the ‘black magic’ to yourself.
Once enough energy has been accumulated viewing the disparity in situations everything becomes more clear, as well as a growing possibility of solving the disparity. If ones energy is too low a state of cognitive dissonance ensues. Personally I think it is a brilliant tactic as the resistance generates a charge. In other words one can hold and increase the positive and negative charge all the while resolving it into the neutral charge. A broken gourd cannot hold the charge effectively or leaks to rapidly. I see it in terms of a capacitor.
You could apply the same idea to your perspective on his incongruity.
Consider the 3 pillars of the Qabalah; judgement, mercy and mildness or justice, mercy, beauty or severity, mercy and understanding. We are severe in our judgement yet seek mercy within and the outcome is understanding or love.
A technique I use is to observe the judgement I cast on others during the day and at night whilst reviewing the day, seek mercy for my shortcomings from my inner being (ie seek to place myself in the shoes of the other person) and generally, depending on how successful I am, understanding and gratitude are born within, ie I find that I experience love.
Eventually the feeling of love will become pervasive in your life.
Keep in mind that all I write to you I write to myself as a student of myself.
I was just re-reading your opening post I wondered if you had considered the following questions.
It is interesting that your request for apprenticeship was rejected by him the man ( as is expected) and taken up by his Double.
What does it indicate to you that he the man rejected your request and he the double took you up upon it?
Have you established whether this Double is in fact his, have you questioned the possibility that it is yours or your shadow?
What was your intent when you requested an apprenticeship?
Can you apply this same intent to negate this request in your dreams directly to this double of his?
Have you retracted your intent and perhaps redirected your intent for apprenticeship to your own double?
May I suggest, that is if you haven’t already, you find ways in your mundane life to strengthen and shore up your ‘will’. Will resides in the Hara (DanTien). If you can reinforce it via breathing and placing your attention on it periodically during the day whilst busy with other tasks you will bring greater consciousness to it. Also by doing every task, chore and duty in your life with gratitude, awareness, care and completing it without due haste. Once you learn to feel your Hara you will know when you are acting in a way that weakens it. I would submit that this would be a beginning to strengthening your ‘will’. As it is the ‘will’ that supports and enables your ‘intent’ it is prudent to protect it. All efforts with a modecom of success will feed your will with power and enhance it as your magnetic center which will hold your power to you as a formidable shield.
I suggest that you withdraw your request for an apprenticeship from him, formally, ritualistically and in your dreams. Implore that power within you to hear your request, make efforts to feel this in your chest, in your heart, so that your intent can be projected and mirrored by the Dark Sea of Awareness.
Sergio Maganas’ sweeping breathe would be use-full to extract your energy from the situation and expel his foreign energies. It is outlaid in his book 2012-2021 The Dawn of the Sixth Sun on page 116
I am sure he doesn’t use the word attack, rather he claims to be confronting something you present to a given situation. It is a tactic used to destabilize ones center, to call into question ones knowing. It is intended to cause a person to detach their assemblage point from a static point of view. The feeling of cognitive dissonance should be capitalized upon. This allows the warrior to flip flop between two points of view, your own and the new one presented. If one can detach ones identification from ones belief/or other structure, perhaps initially for fleeting moments one can then see both perspectives alternatively which gives the assemblage point a work out, it gives it flexibility. It frees up the energy holding it there, and the warrior can use that energy to hold both perspectives together. Eventually one may even be able to formulate a new perspective, find a new location of the A.P and so on causing one to grow and become fluid. That is why self importance is the enemy of a warrior. It will insist that the warrior remain in position.
Be your own teacher, guru, master, whatever and use petty tyrants to help you become mobile knowing that the petty tyrant insists that you come to his position and remain there. I would say that he is assuming the role of petty tyrant here.
If his intent is to resolve you into his position then that is a maneuver to enslave you, because all it does is move you from your position to his and hold you there. Once you assume his position you become his prey.
Personally I would only allow him to play the role of petty tyrant/teacher for the purpose of dislodging my static beliefs with the intent of collecting positions of the AP. I would never remain in his position too long.
So perhaps his is a ploy to maneuver you to a certain position and then you apply the ‘black magic’ to yourself.
Once enough energy has been accumulated viewing the disparity in situations everything becomes more clear, as well as a growing possibility of solving the disparity. If ones energy is too low a state of cognitive dissonance ensues. Personally I think it is a brilliant tactic as the resistance generates a charge. In other words one can hold and increase the positive and negative charge all the while resolving it into the neutral charge. A broken gourd cannot hold the charge effectively or leaks to rapidly. I see it in terms of a capacitor.
You could apply the same idea to your perspective on his incongruity.
Consider the 3 pillars of the Qabalah; judgement, mercy and mildness or justice, mercy, beauty or severity, mercy and understanding. We are severe in our judgement yet seek mercy within and the outcome is understanding or love.
A technique I use is to observe the judgement I cast on others during the day and at night whilst reviewing the day, seek mercy for my shortcomings from my inner being (ie seek to place myself in the shoes of the other person) and generally, depending on how successful I am, understanding and gratitude are born within, ie I find that I experience love.
Eventually the feeling of love will become pervasive in your life.
Keep in mind that all I write to you I write to myself as a student of myself.