05-05-2018, 12:00 AM
"Sometimes I feel sorry for Lujan. I imagine it can't be easy being around small minds. The **** he must have to put up with on a daily basis must be rage inspiring. I wonder how he keeps his amazing sense of humor. He must be a saint. Or. Maybe he must have an incredible posse to keep him grounded-ish. Lol. "Lujan, you can't just stab the muggles. You must listen, nod, reflect, and then help. It's not easy for them, they know not who they are, they are like literal children of the universe and so young still. They require time and love. Let them grow up first before you judge them." Blah, blah, blah. He's a friggin Saint for putting up with such enormous and widespread nonsense"
Good point. I remember him talking about his benefactor, the old nagual Lujan, who told him he would have endless difficulties of this nature with his students. It would take a huge amount of energy and heart to actually dig deep to stir up the stuff in his students that needs to be addressed on a daily basis without becoming terminally resentful at the inevitable backlash.
"I feel like there's often a lot of talking without saying what's on my emotional mind. I prefer to show, but I also want to say this. I love you. Not you Glance, because that would be weird. I love you, the person who had enough of a mind to see beyond the veil, who was a hunter and caught his prey. Sometimes those mystery boxes turn out to be rather impressive instead of disappointing. Such a beautiful mind and my how far it has carried you. I'm glad you're here, on this planet, at the same time I am."
Much appreciated
This is an avid example of abstract affection, in my personal experience of it, and I'm always inspired when I see it in action. Affection that sees through the superficial form to the essence of things, which reflects that vast intelligence out there/in here which is orchestrating this whole wondrous/endless play/playground. It's all around, if I can just have the heart to shift, penetrate and see through. I pray for the never ending view of abstract affection every day. And now you...an answer to my prayers by showing me how to do it . Grazie! Being on the receiving end of such a gracious gift, I'd be an a55 to not return it in kind. In the same capacity, I love you too! You've a unique blend of energy, speed, intelligence, independence, flexibility, humor and passion for high adventure. Is there anything you can't do? I think if Hemingway could have brushed up against something/someone of your caliber, he would have found his buoyant heart and set sail on his own high seas, instead of succumbing to his own leviathan, pulled beneath the waves (ewww! did all that just come squirting out of my mouth? That's you, sister . Simply meaning, you're a walking magician....shifting, I'm sure, the world around you wherever you go....opening up possibility for those previously ensnared. Infinity loves an omnipotential conduit....and will blast energy through it....all.....day.....long, if the opening presents itself. You go, girl!!
Good point. I remember him talking about his benefactor, the old nagual Lujan, who told him he would have endless difficulties of this nature with his students. It would take a huge amount of energy and heart to actually dig deep to stir up the stuff in his students that needs to be addressed on a daily basis without becoming terminally resentful at the inevitable backlash. "I feel like there's often a lot of talking without saying what's on my emotional mind. I prefer to show, but I also want to say this. I love you. Not you Glance, because that would be weird. I love you, the person who had enough of a mind to see beyond the veil, who was a hunter and caught his prey. Sometimes those mystery boxes turn out to be rather impressive instead of disappointing. Such a beautiful mind and my how far it has carried you. I'm glad you're here, on this planet, at the same time I am."
Much appreciated
This is an avid example of abstract affection, in my personal experience of it, and I'm always inspired when I see it in action. Affection that sees through the superficial form to the essence of things, which reflects that vast intelligence out there/in here which is orchestrating this whole wondrous/endless play/playground. It's all around, if I can just have the heart to shift, penetrate and see through. I pray for the never ending view of abstract affection every day. And now you...an answer to my prayers by showing me how to do it . Grazie! Being on the receiving end of such a gracious gift, I'd be an a55 to not return it in kind. In the same capacity, I love you too! You've a unique blend of energy, speed, intelligence, independence, flexibility, humor and passion for high adventure. Is there anything you can't do? I think if Hemingway could have brushed up against something/someone of your caliber, he would have found his buoyant heart and set sail on his own high seas, instead of succumbing to his own leviathan, pulled beneath the waves (ewww! did all that just come squirting out of my mouth? That's you, sister . Simply meaning, you're a walking magician....shifting, I'm sure, the world around you wherever you go....opening up possibility for those previously ensnared. Infinity loves an omnipotential conduit....and will blast energy through it....all.....day.....long, if the opening presents itself. You go, girl!!