05-14-2018, 12:00 AM
What confuses me is that right after my first contact with Lujan Matus telepathically, I had a demonic entity attack me. It was a full blown attack. My heart was beating out of my chest, I felt like I was being electrocuted again...and again and again. You could feel the "electrical current" throughout your whole body, pounding...again and again.
I think on that night, I was meant to die. Or could have.
I heard Lujan Matus commanding me to quickly "Fortify yourself energetically" and I start waving my hands around trying to mimic the movements in his videos. I had no idea what he was on about but I was about to die here...I had to do whatever he was saying.
Anyway I called on archangels for help, ETs that I had heard of, Gods, etc. And seemed to get a break from it from a while. It stopped. Then continued. Then stopped after I asked for help.
Months later, He admitted all the stuff going on in my life was due to him. And months later after that he became my "Nagual". I'm not sure why he chose to become such or even teach me if he had made a pact with a demon possibly to kill me (?) the first time I spoke to him telepathically.
I genuinely believe I could have died that night, I wonder why he did that and whether his intention was to kill me. And if it still is. Is it a foiled plan? I think to myself sometimes....
I think on that night, I was meant to die. Or could have.
I heard Lujan Matus commanding me to quickly "Fortify yourself energetically" and I start waving my hands around trying to mimic the movements in his videos. I had no idea what he was on about but I was about to die here...I had to do whatever he was saying.
Anyway I called on archangels for help, ETs that I had heard of, Gods, etc. And seemed to get a break from it from a while. It stopped. Then continued. Then stopped after I asked for help.
Months later, He admitted all the stuff going on in my life was due to him. And months later after that he became my "Nagual". I'm not sure why he chose to become such or even teach me if he had made a pact with a demon possibly to kill me (?) the first time I spoke to him telepathically.
I genuinely believe I could have died that night, I wonder why he did that and whether his intention was to kill me. And if it still is. Is it a foiled plan? I think to myself sometimes....