05-20-2018, 12:00 AM
And so it’s clear, I’m not referring to Lujan in my references. I’ve not encounter anything like this with Lujan double. In fact I’ve had positive experiences during my time with Lujan, and yes the memories are somewhat hazy, but for sure I didn’t feel such a thing as Nathan describes during my time with Lujan. No, I’m going through similar at this point in time and that would be more LW than Lujan as my encounter with his double is ongoing (though transformed into a different relationship than it started). But I don’t really know what (who) this force is. I don’t feel right assigning it to anyone, and what good would it do to do so? I could say it’s someones double and they could say no it’s not. So, it’s more something I personally have to address rather than externally identify by name, if that makes sense. I asked someone about it and they referenced it as linking to my own destructive intentions and how they’ve become aligned with internal/external experiences.