10-05-2017, 12:00 AM
My running away from girls I felt a great insane love and tantric link with was in part a method of mapping the way an obsessed madman can leave the domain of the stalked.
I.e I would run away down a path in the maze in the direction of generic unwanted elements of advance.
By the time I had adopted a position of my own knowing I would be 500 feet from the nagual woman.
The ritual sometimes precedes the rational mind, in my domain at least the lost self control was a blessing precontrived. Glad I'm not shtuck on that shtick
I.e I would run away down a path in the maze in the direction of generic unwanted elements of advance.
By the time I had adopted a position of my own knowing I would be 500 feet from the nagual woman.
The ritual sometimes precedes the rational mind, in my domain at least the lost self control was a blessing precontrived. Glad I'm not shtuck on that shtick