Sexual celibacy and the absolute withholding of the sexual chi as an enlightening practice.

[rosygyro]

glance left wrote:
"Forebearance is firstly an intention to truly see."

Ok.  I presume its a matter of unbending/unimpeded silent intent which gathers energy until a threshold is crossed.  I certainly see "things" amidst the shift inherent in my faltering pursuit of this intention....but I don't know if it qualifies as "truly seeing" though.  I intuit its just a matter of developing discipline to cultivate sustain.....which has seemed almost impossible to me for as long as I've been at this.  Doesn't matter....it's not like I have any choice to but to continue

To be honest it is like running at a tree repeatedly.
I spoke about the absorption of the inanimate a moment ago.
Intent is the part of the several meter run up into the trees Barky surface where it is near touching the surface.
Intent is partly death! Partly creation.
Forebearance is not the moment of collision with the tree but is instead the view of the tree from start of run up over time as the growth rings form over the years.
The vision of the growth rings is itself an X-ray type illusion.
ENT
TREE