10-09-2017, 12:00 AM
rosygyro wrote:
My running away from girls I felt a great insane love and tantric link with was in part a method of mapping the way an obsessed madman can leave the domain of the stalked.
I.e I would run away down a path in the maze in the direction of generic unwanted elements of advance.
By the time I had adopted a position of my own knowing I would be 500 feet from the nagual woman.
The ritual sometimes precedes the rational mind, in my domain at least the lost self control was a blessing precontrived. Glad I'm not shtuck on that shtick
I can imagine you trying to talk to women and giving them a list of words to use to reply back to you, because otherwise you're not even on their planet.
I'm very socially awkward talking to women. I find ordinary people in general difficult to connect with. But I imagine that for YOU it would be 1000 times worse.
I don't think you're running away from the women, I think you're running away from the the certain knowledge that you would creep them out and they'd have no idea what you're talking about... phallic symbols, organic, trees...
Maybe you could post a "M seeking F" craigslist ad with your list of words and see if anyone out there is into it... you never know.
My running away from girls I felt a great insane love and tantric link with was in part a method of mapping the way an obsessed madman can leave the domain of the stalked.
I.e I would run away down a path in the maze in the direction of generic unwanted elements of advance.
By the time I had adopted a position of my own knowing I would be 500 feet from the nagual woman.
The ritual sometimes precedes the rational mind, in my domain at least the lost self control was a blessing precontrived. Glad I'm not shtuck on that shtick
I can imagine you trying to talk to women and giving them a list of words to use to reply back to you, because otherwise you're not even on their planet.
I'm very socially awkward talking to women. I find ordinary people in general difficult to connect with. But I imagine that for YOU it would be 1000 times worse.
I don't think you're running away from the women, I think you're running away from the the certain knowledge that you would creep them out and they'd have no idea what you're talking about... phallic symbols, organic, trees...
Maybe you could post a "M seeking F" craigslist ad with your list of words and see if anyone out there is into it... you never know.