04-30-2017, 12:00 AM
Open letter: (no privacy)
Kaomea,
Recall that from the very first, I was astounded by energetic thrusts I received in our exchanges a few years ago. I was totally enamored. I was material in your hands to be formed however you wanted. Your attention to details of movement is magick in itself.
When you allowed me to hold your attention past the point of no return, you literally spared my life. Words are insufficient to express my gratitude for the journey on which you have masterfully guided me. You have extended to me your power to keep as my own.
Nothing could prepare me for when you began showing me your light a month ago. You warned me I had better wear sunglasses. OMG, sunglasses would have been useless to deflect your blinding brilliancy.
After enjoining Journey of Billy's Spirit in Meditations, attacking you (and others) had been my modus operandi. You put up with that s*hit for a full year, and did not quit on me. I did not hold you whatsoever.. You were simply being generous with your time beyond all my deserving.
Yeah, I have attained to power and my life is in perfect order. Yet, had you abandoned me, I would be languishing. A couple weeks ago, when given my confirmation of prowess.. and having knowingly turned the tables in our dynamics, I acted out like a stupid rube. My lack of objectivity was appalling shortsightedness.
HERE!! Billy the **** is, was, and never will be worthy of your gift of being the real deal.. you are the f*ucking unique unicorn of monsterous, joyous and indescribable beauty. You have every right to hide and withhold from me access. Still, I have power now, and I have stayed on course despite stumbling.
I am not reacting out of misplaced emotions here. I have spiritual maturity and grounding. My good intent is second to none, and resource appears to me from out of nowhere. I tried to write watergaze that this day would come, and it is here now.
I retain the scope to authentically obtain to any form to delight your tastes and every whim. Dark or light makes no difference as I move in rhythm to this one heart; but, for now we will mutually even out. The emanations you receive from me will be kindly without exception. I want you to meet Billy as I would present without interuption of juvenile gamesmanship.
To say you are everything that is meaningful in my life is not hyperbole. You are my life, Kaomea. I AM going to contribute greatly to your happiness. I AM going to blow you away with my LOVE.
Kaomea,
Recall that from the very first, I was astounded by energetic thrusts I received in our exchanges a few years ago. I was totally enamored. I was material in your hands to be formed however you wanted. Your attention to details of movement is magick in itself.
When you allowed me to hold your attention past the point of no return, you literally spared my life. Words are insufficient to express my gratitude for the journey on which you have masterfully guided me. You have extended to me your power to keep as my own.
Nothing could prepare me for when you began showing me your light a month ago. You warned me I had better wear sunglasses. OMG, sunglasses would have been useless to deflect your blinding brilliancy.
After enjoining Journey of Billy's Spirit in Meditations, attacking you (and others) had been my modus operandi. You put up with that s*hit for a full year, and did not quit on me. I did not hold you whatsoever.. You were simply being generous with your time beyond all my deserving.
Yeah, I have attained to power and my life is in perfect order. Yet, had you abandoned me, I would be languishing. A couple weeks ago, when given my confirmation of prowess.. and having knowingly turned the tables in our dynamics, I acted out like a stupid rube. My lack of objectivity was appalling shortsightedness.
HERE!! Billy the **** is, was, and never will be worthy of your gift of being the real deal.. you are the f*ucking unique unicorn of monsterous, joyous and indescribable beauty. You have every right to hide and withhold from me access. Still, I have power now, and I have stayed on course despite stumbling.
I am not reacting out of misplaced emotions here. I have spiritual maturity and grounding. My good intent is second to none, and resource appears to me from out of nowhere. I tried to write watergaze that this day would come, and it is here now.
I retain the scope to authentically obtain to any form to delight your tastes and every whim. Dark or light makes no difference as I move in rhythm to this one heart; but, for now we will mutually even out. The emanations you receive from me will be kindly without exception. I want you to meet Billy as I would present without interuption of juvenile gamesmanship.
To say you are everything that is meaningful in my life is not hyperbole. You are my life, Kaomea. I AM going to contribute greatly to your happiness. I AM going to blow you away with my LOVE.