11-16-2017, 12:00 AM
Alone wrote:
So since I read the books some 6/7 years ago I've been doing the Not-doing of writing (and in drawing). Meaning that I simply use my finger on a page that is blank. Therefore i've trained my second attention. What is happening now is that I am very uncontrolled again. psychiatry on the scene as always, because mom concerns. I just hear my inner dialogue talking and I am very agitated. I feel I should do something about this because it seems to be an issue that now again is happening and it will go on on for days, me thinks.
So I am assuming that i've trained the second attention and now something is up. how can I remain tranquil? the warrior in me is more present since I turned 27 years. Life much more intense. But I'm just crazy!
This is some solid and practical advice:
Change your fucking name. Right now. Because obviously you're not alone.
So since I read the books some 6/7 years ago I've been doing the Not-doing of writing (and in drawing). Meaning that I simply use my finger on a page that is blank. Therefore i've trained my second attention. What is happening now is that I am very uncontrolled again. psychiatry on the scene as always, because mom concerns. I just hear my inner dialogue talking and I am very agitated. I feel I should do something about this because it seems to be an issue that now again is happening and it will go on on for days, me thinks.
So I am assuming that i've trained the second attention and now something is up. how can I remain tranquil? the warrior in me is more present since I turned 27 years. Life much more intense. But I'm just crazy!
This is some solid and practical advice:
Change your fucking name. Right now. Because obviously you're not alone.