12-05-2017, 12:00 AM
Pixie Dust wrote:
Tryingclown wrote:
I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
Once you go black, you never go back.
Good point.
It's scary shifting away from the habitual position of the AP, I know. I mean...what am I gonna do with all this space...this empty potential...this terrifying freedom....without the boredom, depression, lack of energy/awareness, lack of impetus, slavery to addiction/diversion...without the slow, lazy current of sewage of social torpor to tell me what to do from day to day?!!!
I've heard it said that its a dark day when the warrior finally frees him/herself from the oppression of the internal dialog/flyer mind. The noose finally cut from around my neck.......now what??!
Tryingclown wrote:
I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
Once you go black, you never go back.
Good point. It's scary shifting away from the habitual position of the AP, I know. I mean...what am I gonna do with all this space...this empty potential...this terrifying freedom....without the boredom, depression, lack of energy/awareness, lack of impetus, slavery to addiction/diversion...without the slow, lazy current of sewage of social torpor to tell me what to do from day to day?!!!
I've heard it said that its a dark day when the warrior finally frees him/herself from the oppression of the internal dialog/flyer mind. The noose finally cut from around my neck.......now what??!