11-11-2017, 12:01 AM
Will is what you want to happen
intent is what actually happens
intent is replaceable by will to a certain extent.
will however is the less immpeccable force.
the trap of sobriety is such that the world conforms to the will
but come the riddle of death when intent reveals itself
the bulk of the actions in recapitulation are less powerful or true
than they would have been had they been carved by intent.
If we intend to break our will
our will will be broken.
if we will to break our intent
at best we can ignore it and tailor our worldly effects
until the riddle of death reveals it is only intent and will
a wasted action.
I chose a long time ago to break my own will with my intent
and spent a number of years as a socially unable casualty
of modern psychological resistence.
I begged for the truth as around me were only lies
that destroyed my will further.
i wanted to defend my self from the world with my will but could not
as my intent was the more powerful pressure
and i had already set that on self destruction of will.
the BOOK i would write as such cannot contain any desire to communicate
in a way which defends my desires or needs for social position
it cannot have any motive for recognition
it can only be a declaration of intent
it is confounding that with so much will in the world
that the niche remaining for fabrication of intent
is very narrow in terms of purity.
will is the inflating of a balloon around oneself according to social conditioning,
a constant pressure exerted by your consiousness to uphold a barrier between yourself
and the others effects upon the way you want it to be.
intent is a hollow preexistent steel sphere within which you inhabit a similar position
cept it is a vacuum, the steel is the way it is and cannot easily be changed.
death pierces the peripheryof both models, the willfulls balloon pops or deflates around its
denizen.. leaving the occupant subject to corporeal intent or environmental intent.
death pierces the periphery and the intent sphere ruptures. the
other rushes into fill the vaccuum, assaulting the denizen with
corporeal will or environmental will.
collective corporeal intent and collective corporeal will are huge forces.
the basis of using intent to break ones own will is simply a method to tackle the model
in a slighty time phased manner so as to undersatnd the model better when it ruptures.
intent is what actually happens
intent is replaceable by will to a certain extent.
will however is the less immpeccable force.
the trap of sobriety is such that the world conforms to the will
but come the riddle of death when intent reveals itself
the bulk of the actions in recapitulation are less powerful or true
than they would have been had they been carved by intent.
If we intend to break our will
our will will be broken.
if we will to break our intent
at best we can ignore it and tailor our worldly effects
until the riddle of death reveals it is only intent and will
a wasted action.
I chose a long time ago to break my own will with my intent
and spent a number of years as a socially unable casualty
of modern psychological resistence.
I begged for the truth as around me were only lies
that destroyed my will further.
i wanted to defend my self from the world with my will but could not
as my intent was the more powerful pressure
and i had already set that on self destruction of will.
the BOOK i would write as such cannot contain any desire to communicate
in a way which defends my desires or needs for social position
it cannot have any motive for recognition
it can only be a declaration of intent
it is confounding that with so much will in the world
that the niche remaining for fabrication of intent
is very narrow in terms of purity.
will is the inflating of a balloon around oneself according to social conditioning,
a constant pressure exerted by your consiousness to uphold a barrier between yourself
and the others effects upon the way you want it to be.
intent is a hollow preexistent steel sphere within which you inhabit a similar position
cept it is a vacuum, the steel is the way it is and cannot easily be changed.
death pierces the peripheryof both models, the willfulls balloon pops or deflates around its
denizen.. leaving the occupant subject to corporeal intent or environmental intent.
death pierces the periphery and the intent sphere ruptures. the
other rushes into fill the vaccuum, assaulting the denizen with
corporeal will or environmental will.
collective corporeal intent and collective corporeal will are huge forces.
the basis of using intent to break ones own will is simply a method to tackle the model
in a slighty time phased manner so as to undersatnd the model better when it ruptures.