Unbending intent versus being stubborn, willfull and ignorant.

[rosygyro]

My unbending intent is to expose the habitual assemblage point to the easterly nagual.
my unbending intent is to expose the entire corporeal to the easterly nagual
my unbending intent is to keep only the consensual power of time as root in the westerly nagual
my unbending intent is such that "lateral" communication i.e. between me and another cannot convey my intent.

Some belief systems call it the teacher  saviourship model..
a basic problem that exists when a student loses the power of knowing as they project it onto a teacher
who thinks they know it all.

I am condemned to be half i.d.i.o.t. til the shift is made
and then we will all be half i.d.i.o.t.

I would love to explain my pictures more eloquently.

once i read a passage by Theun Mares who said the TOnal is a bit like a log of wood that will oneday become a chair.
and that in order to make it we must whittle away the un necissary.

In my youth i made some very brave decisions of intent in order to shift the habitual as it is my unbending intent
and i LOST a whole bunch of skills when i started carving.
its not that i dont have acess to them
its just i do not have the intent to use them.

equality is a see saw in a  strobe light.