08-01-2017, 12:00 AM
After those posts I ended up having a dream where my parents had made an appointment to send me to the looney bin. They were determined that I am out of my mind while I knew I wasn't and tried tricking me and easing me into going. I ran away don't remember the rest of the dream.
I've been happier lately and regaining my will to live and fight. I see now that expanding my perception of what's possible breaks down my limits and makes me push forward to what I pursue and actually achieve it. What I want I have to choose once that's done the universe conspires in helping me get there. Having faith that it can be done and not-doing what usually sets me back brings about good results. It is my dream/life that I'm living and I am crafting it the way I choose it to be. I will work towards eliminating any external influence and become a master at control over myself and choice and actions. When I look inward instead of outward I have the whole universe in my hands. I am more fluid and able to retain cohesion constantly learning and on a good path. It is indeed the right way for me and it has shown me wonders beyond explanation. I will learn to recognize my triggers that make me fall down as in my first post and cut them away and grow stronger more confident and pursue my goals without letting myself or anything else get in my way as I know that when I set myself up for success that is what I will get.
I've been happier lately and regaining my will to live and fight. I see now that expanding my perception of what's possible breaks down my limits and makes me push forward to what I pursue and actually achieve it. What I want I have to choose once that's done the universe conspires in helping me get there. Having faith that it can be done and not-doing what usually sets me back brings about good results. It is my dream/life that I'm living and I am crafting it the way I choose it to be. I will work towards eliminating any external influence and become a master at control over myself and choice and actions. When I look inward instead of outward I have the whole universe in my hands. I am more fluid and able to retain cohesion constantly learning and on a good path. It is indeed the right way for me and it has shown me wonders beyond explanation. I will learn to recognize my triggers that make me fall down as in my first post and cut them away and grow stronger more confident and pursue my goals without letting myself or anything else get in my way as I know that when I set myself up for success that is what I will get.