04-25-2017, 12:00 AM
Well I have probably done less then i think I have, But I have gained a lot of detachment, buoyancy when I have energy. And the ability to be aware of shadow intent. And am now able to live outside the social construct. My intent is strong, but i currently cant feel anything. I have recently suffered a break up, that has left me depressed and lacking energy. I am trying to be honest with myself but I cant really determine the emotions that are in my being. I dont know how I feel about it still. But I got an email from the person and I regained a bit of energy. I really dont have a lot of experience with relationships so its hard for me. I think in some instances I forsake god, but I am trying to find him again. I was really let down the other night when I realised that no one had replied to my profile online, but it makes sense because regular people dont make sense to me anymore.