04-23-2014, 12:05 AM
Now now Littlepaw, let me bring you back a little bit, to when we were sitting in chat together. I was talking about seeing and how I do it all the time, how it comes quite naturally for me. You said that seeing is this grand thing that blows you away, like it is one of the greatest experiences that one could never forget. You seemed to think it was something absolutely spectacular. You had built this idea in your head, in your expectations, that is so very high. What you implied to me then is that I too was a liar, or atleast that I was mistaken and hadnt really seen at all. Now that didnt really upset me because I know that i do, and in fact I tell you this because I can see the awareness that you come from in making these statements.
Now let me explain something about seeing energy. Not everything is spectacular to see in the universe, or in existence. Some things are quite dull in fact, but that does not mean you do not see them. Every time one sees they are not seeing the Eagle, or its emanations, which can be quite something I assure you, but sometimes all you are seeing is anothers awareness, anothers will, anothers rationality, decisions and reason, their tonal inventory, etc, which can be quite boring in fact. If you were seeing Genero hang off of his cliffs, suspended and seemingly floating in thin air as he leaped from spot to spot, you would see how he did that, which would not be typical knowledge, but another, more free and powerful configuration of energy, and THAT is something spectacular. However not all beings, and not all things in the world are a great feat to witness. I am sure you can imagine some normal people for example, and the common average tonals I am speaking about, and so I wont give an example.
Now I will speak a little about myself and how I used to be. I have always seen, although I didnt know it, wasnt aware that I saw. Once my girlfriend at the time had a tragic car accident and severely damaged her brain. She barely remembered who I was, and couldnt keep memories in her mind, nor could she solve problems anymore, or think too deeply. The doctors told me and her family that she would probably never fully recover and always be brain damaged. This talk spread around everyone who was around her, and they all spoke and upheld this truth. Every time I heard it something inside of me would cringe, and I saw that if we held to this idea and kept sustaining it, believing it, and spreading it that indeed she most likely would not recover. I could see that they were wrong. I wasnt upset by these people but i saw that i needed to get her away from them. They had all accepted that she was permanently damaged. So i removed her from her family and rented an apartment where I placed her into the bed and started to care for her. I followed what my seeing told me, and gave her the most positive reassurance I could give her all the time. She was scared and knew what the doctors said about her, but I assured her that time will heal her. I didnt really know what I was following then or what i was actually doing but i had set my intent and my awareness to a position that would heal her. I knew it was true what i saw inside of me. I barely had conscious awareness of what I saw but i still saw. Just like don Juan said the nagual Julian, and many other beings, could see but they didnt really know it. Anyways I followed what I saw and did what my instincts told me and she healed completely in about 6 months time. If she would have stayed in that negative environment hers, and the others assemblage position, would have fixated on that spot , their mind their belief, their awareness, and their intent all would have been set to the same outcome, and she would most likely not have healed.
Now that was before I even knew of seeing and since then have seen many things, including the Eagle and his emanations, and many alternate positions of reality.
Now I didnt make this post to say you are wrong about Draco, or that you shouldnt state what you see. I made it because of our chatroom discussion, and from what I see you are closing off to people's experiences of seeing because they dont align to your expectations of what seeing is. However your expectations are extremely high for seeing, and I wanted to share what I know of it. I am not a liar Littlepaw, nor am I mistaken about seeing. It simply is not always the grand spectacular event you have come to think of it as.
Now let me explain something about seeing energy. Not everything is spectacular to see in the universe, or in existence. Some things are quite dull in fact, but that does not mean you do not see them. Every time one sees they are not seeing the Eagle, or its emanations, which can be quite something I assure you, but sometimes all you are seeing is anothers awareness, anothers will, anothers rationality, decisions and reason, their tonal inventory, etc, which can be quite boring in fact. If you were seeing Genero hang off of his cliffs, suspended and seemingly floating in thin air as he leaped from spot to spot, you would see how he did that, which would not be typical knowledge, but another, more free and powerful configuration of energy, and THAT is something spectacular. However not all beings, and not all things in the world are a great feat to witness. I am sure you can imagine some normal people for example, and the common average tonals I am speaking about, and so I wont give an example.
Now I will speak a little about myself and how I used to be. I have always seen, although I didnt know it, wasnt aware that I saw. Once my girlfriend at the time had a tragic car accident and severely damaged her brain. She barely remembered who I was, and couldnt keep memories in her mind, nor could she solve problems anymore, or think too deeply. The doctors told me and her family that she would probably never fully recover and always be brain damaged. This talk spread around everyone who was around her, and they all spoke and upheld this truth. Every time I heard it something inside of me would cringe, and I saw that if we held to this idea and kept sustaining it, believing it, and spreading it that indeed she most likely would not recover. I could see that they were wrong. I wasnt upset by these people but i saw that i needed to get her away from them. They had all accepted that she was permanently damaged. So i removed her from her family and rented an apartment where I placed her into the bed and started to care for her. I followed what my seeing told me, and gave her the most positive reassurance I could give her all the time. She was scared and knew what the doctors said about her, but I assured her that time will heal her. I didnt really know what I was following then or what i was actually doing but i had set my intent and my awareness to a position that would heal her. I knew it was true what i saw inside of me. I barely had conscious awareness of what I saw but i still saw. Just like don Juan said the nagual Julian, and many other beings, could see but they didnt really know it. Anyways I followed what I saw and did what my instincts told me and she healed completely in about 6 months time. If she would have stayed in that negative environment hers, and the others assemblage position, would have fixated on that spot , their mind their belief, their awareness, and their intent all would have been set to the same outcome, and she would most likely not have healed.
Now that was before I even knew of seeing and since then have seen many things, including the Eagle and his emanations, and many alternate positions of reality.
Now I didnt make this post to say you are wrong about Draco, or that you shouldnt state what you see. I made it because of our chatroom discussion, and from what I see you are closing off to people's experiences of seeing because they dont align to your expectations of what seeing is. However your expectations are extremely high for seeing, and I wanted to share what I know of it. I am not a liar Littlepaw, nor am I mistaken about seeing. It simply is not always the grand spectacular event you have come to think of it as.