05-11-2016, 12:22 AM
...AND SO ONCE AGAIN
in a situation where something has magically vanished
I feel the Spirit say to me, through my mind,
"Are you ready to find the keys?"
Oh, I've been through this before.
I never know when the Spirit is being truthful or lying again.
EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR ME
ONCE I REALIZED THAT THE SPIRIT IS THE ONE WHO ALLOWS
WHATEVER IMPOSTOR SPIRIT IT CHOOSES TO IMPERSONATE IT
So, if there is a devil and it successfully tricks and attacks
it is the very same Spirit that is fully responsible for the true and false messages
I've been tricked so many times by the Spirit I never can be certain what to believe.
I feel this is the point of the trickery. The Spirit does not want me to feel
I am always hearing the truth when I sense the Spirit is speaking to me.
However, it is not safe to always assume I am being tricked with lies.
I am left in a position of having to 'believe without believing'.
I understand, empirically, what Castaneda's don Juan meant
by having to believe without believing.
So, as I received this message from the Spirit I was skeptical and not skeptical at the same time.
There is no room for blind faith trust in such matters as I have been disappointed too often.
The Spirit has proven itself to be a prankster. The sense of humor of the Spirit
tends to be slapstick in nature with me as the fucking butt of the jokes!!
What can I do? I have been very well compensated for my misery.
I always come out ahead. The Spirit always makes it up to me...
FOR ITS COARSE SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
I was ready to find the keys and not ready to find the keys at the same time and equally.
I washed my clothes and the bedding, moved the bed a bit father away from the wall
than I did the last TIMES I was searching for the keys...
AND THERE THEY WERE GLEAMING LIKE POLISHED GOLD!!!
Less than an inch to the right of where I looked over and over and over!!!!
Fully exasperated AGAIN I thanked the Spirit
Actually, I thanked Allah, but...well, I was exasperated.
I was too torn between anger, frustration and relief to feel
anything other than profound exasperation.
..and a few hours later guess what?
Surely you can guess
I can't find something else I was looking for
Se La Vie!!!
The game goes on
in a situation where something has magically vanished
I feel the Spirit say to me, through my mind,
"Are you ready to find the keys?"
Oh, I've been through this before.
I never know when the Spirit is being truthful or lying again.
EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR ME
ONCE I REALIZED THAT THE SPIRIT IS THE ONE WHO ALLOWS
WHATEVER IMPOSTOR SPIRIT IT CHOOSES TO IMPERSONATE IT
So, if there is a devil and it successfully tricks and attacks
it is the very same Spirit that is fully responsible for the true and false messages
I've been tricked so many times by the Spirit I never can be certain what to believe.
I feel this is the point of the trickery. The Spirit does not want me to feel
I am always hearing the truth when I sense the Spirit is speaking to me.
However, it is not safe to always assume I am being tricked with lies.
I am left in a position of having to 'believe without believing'.
I understand, empirically, what Castaneda's don Juan meant
by having to believe without believing.
So, as I received this message from the Spirit I was skeptical and not skeptical at the same time.
There is no room for blind faith trust in such matters as I have been disappointed too often.
The Spirit has proven itself to be a prankster. The sense of humor of the Spirit
tends to be slapstick in nature with me as the fucking butt of the jokes!!
What can I do? I have been very well compensated for my misery.
I always come out ahead. The Spirit always makes it up to me...
FOR ITS COARSE SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
I was ready to find the keys and not ready to find the keys at the same time and equally.
I washed my clothes and the bedding, moved the bed a bit father away from the wall
than I did the last TIMES I was searching for the keys...
AND THERE THEY WERE GLEAMING LIKE POLISHED GOLD!!!
Less than an inch to the right of where I looked over and over and over!!!!
Fully exasperated AGAIN I thanked the Spirit
Actually, I thanked Allah, but...well, I was exasperated.
I was too torn between anger, frustration and relief to feel
anything other than profound exasperation.
..and a few hours later guess what?
Surely you can guess
I can't find something else I was looking for
Se La Vie!!!
The game goes on

